[00:00.54] | 下面这一篇特别奇怪, |
[00:03.36] | 就是,发表之后它竟然是 |
[00:06.85] | 全中国大陆点击最多的,流传最广的, |
[00:12.03] | 引起最大的注意的一篇。 |
[00:14.32] | |
[00:16.82] | 《(不)相信》 |
[00:20.41] | 二十岁之前相信的很多东西, |
[00:23.91] | 后来一件一件变成不相信。 |
[00:28.77] | 曾经相信过爱国, |
[00:31.38] | 后来知道“国”的定义有问题, |
[00:35.41] | 通常那谆谆善诱要你爱国的人所定义的“国”, |
[00:41.20] | 不一定可爱,不一定值得爱,而且更可能值得推翻。 |
[00:48.58] | 曾经相信过历史, |
[00:51.26] | 后来知道,原来历史的一半是编造。 |
[00:55.26] | 前朝的史永远是后朝的人在写, |
[00:59.08] | 而后朝的人永远在否定前朝, |
[01:02.20] | 然后他的后朝又来否定他, |
[01:05.56] | 但是负负不一定得正, |
[01:09.06] | 只是累积渐进的扭曲变形移位, |
[01:14.47] | 使真相永远地掩盖,无法复原。 |
[01:20.63] | 说“不容青史尽成灰”,其实它表达的正是, |
[01:27.02] | 不错啊,青史往往是要成灰的。 |
[01:30.42] | 而且指鹿为马,也往往是可以得逞和胜利。 |
[01:38.47] | 我曾经也相信过文明的力量, |
[01:41.67] | 后来又知道,原来人的愚昧和野蛮不因文明的进展而消失, |
[01:48.30] | 只是愚昧野蛮有很多不同的面貌: |
[01:53.24] | 纯朴的农民工人了、 |
[01:55.06] | 深沉的知识分子了、 |
[01:57.50] | 自信的政治领袖了、 |
[01:59.76] | 替天行道的王师等等, |
[02:02.87] | 都可能有不同形式的巨大的愚昧和巨大的野蛮, |
[02:08.05] | 而且野蛮和文明之间, |
[02:11.87] | 竟然只有极其细微、随时可以被抹掉的一线之隔。 |
[02:22.52] | 也曾经相信过正义, |
[02:25.54] | 后来知道,原来同时完全可以存在两种正义, |
[02:30.35] | 而且彼此抵触,冰火不容。 |
[02:34.42] | 你选择其中之一,正义同时就意味着不正义。 |
[02:39.71] | 而且,你绝对看不出, |
[02:41.73] | 某些人在某一个特定的时机热烈主张某一个特定的正义, |
[02:47.62] | 其中隐藏着深不可测的不正义。 |
[02:54.93] | 也曾经相信过理想主义者, |
[02:57.73] | 后来又知道,理想主义者往往经不起权力的测试: |
[03:03.70] | 他一掌有权力,或者就变成当初自己誓死反对的“邪恶”, |
[03:10.02] | 或者,他在现实的场域里不堪一击, |
[03:14.38] | 一下子就被弄权者拉下马来, |
[03:17.75] | 完全没有机会去实现他的理想。 |
[03:22.28] | 理想主义者要有品格,才能不被权力腐化; |
[03:27.81] | 理想主义者要有能力,才能将理想转化为实践。 |
[03:33.38] | 可是理想主义者兼具品格及能力者,太少。 |
[03:43.08] | 曾经相信过爱情, |
[03:45.58] | 后来知道,原来爱情必须转化为亲情才可能持久, |
[03:52.25] | 但是转化为亲情的爱情, |
[03:55.46] | 犹如化入杯水中的冰块 |
[03:58.79] | 它还是那玲珑剔透的冰块吗? |
[04:04.70] | 曾经相信过海枯石烂作为永恒不灭的表征, |
[04:11.13] | 后来知道,原来海其实很容易枯,石,原来很容易烂。 |
[04:18.32] | 雨水,很可能不再来,沧海,不会再成桑田。 |
[04:25.01] | 原来,自己脚下所踩的地球,很容易被毁灭。 |
[04:31.11] | 海枯石烂的永恒,原来不存在。 |
[04:38.01] | 二十岁之前相信的很多东西, |
[04:42.22] | 有些呢其实到今天也还相信着。 |
[04:46.13] | 譬如国也许不可爱, |
[04:49.23] | 但是土地和人可以爱。 |
[04:52.82] | 譬如史也许不能信, |
[04:56.34] | 但是对于真相的追求可以无止尽。 |
[05:00.93] | 譬如文明也许脆弱不堪, |
[05:04.26] | 但是除文明之外我们其实别无依靠。 |
[05:10.27] | 譬如正义也许极为可疑, |
[05:12.96] | 但是在乎正义比不在乎要安全些。 |
[05:19.07] | 譬如理想主义者也许成就不了大事大业, |
[05:22.76] | 但是没有他们社会一定不一样。 |
[05:27.27] | 譬如爱情总是幻灭的多, |
[05:30.58] | 但是萤火虫在夜里发光从来就不是为了保持光的。 |
[05:37.18] | 譬如海枯石烂的永恒也许不存在, |
[05:40.99] | 但是如果一粒沙里有一个无穷的宇宙, |
[05:44.84] | 一刹那里头想必也有一个不变不移的时间。 |
[05:53.35] | 那么,有没有什么, |
[05:54.48] | 是我二十岁前不相信的,现在却信了呢? |
[06:00.95] | 有的,不过都是些最平凡的老生常谈。 |
[06:07.16] | 曾经不相信“性格决定命运”,现在相信了。 |
[06:13.21] | 曾经不相信“色即是空”,现在相信了。 |
[06:19.66] | 曾经不相信“船到桥头自然直”,现在有点信了。 |
[06:27.40] | 曾经不相信无法实证的事情,现在也还没准备相信, |
[06:32.75] | 但是,有些无关实证的感觉,我明白了, |
[06:39.93] | 譬如李叔同圆寂之前的最后的手书: |
[06:47.65] | “君子之交,其淡如水,执象而求,咫尺千里。 |
[06:57.46] | 问余何适,廓尔忘言,华枝春满,天心月圆。” |
[07:10.01] | 相信与不相信之间,令人沉吟。 |
[00:00.54] | xia mian zhe yi pian te bie qi guai, |
[00:03.36] | jiu shi, fa biao zhi hou ta jing ran shi |
[00:06.85] | quan zhong guo da lu dian ji zui duo de, liu chuan zui guang de, |
[00:12.03] | yin qi zui da de zhu yi de yi pian. |
[00:14.32] | |
[00:16.82] | bu xiang xin |
[00:20.41] | er shi sui zhi qian xiang xin de hen duo dong xi, |
[00:23.91] | hou lai yi jian yi jian bian cheng bu xiang xin. |
[00:28.77] | ceng jing xiang xin guo ai guo, |
[00:31.38] | hou lai zhi dao" guo" de ding yi you wen ti, |
[00:35.41] | tong chang na zhun zhun shan you yao ni ai guo de ren suo ding yi de" guo", |
[00:41.20] | bu yi ding ke ai, bu yi ding zhi de ai, er qie geng ke neng zhi de tui fan. |
[00:48.58] | ceng jing xiang xin guo li shi, |
[00:51.26] | hou lai zhi dao, yuan lai li shi de yi ban shi bian zao. |
[00:55.26] | qian chao de shi yong yuan shi hou chao de ren zai xie, |
[00:59.08] | er hou chao de ren yong yuan zai fou ding qian chao, |
[01:02.20] | ran hou ta de hou chao you lai fou ding ta, |
[01:05.56] | dan shi fu fu bu yi ding de zheng, |
[01:09.06] | zhi shi lei ji jian jin de niu qu bian xing yi wei, |
[01:14.47] | shi zhen xiang yong yuan di yan gai, wu fa fu yuan. |
[01:20.63] | shuo" bu rong qing shi jin cheng hui", qi shi ta biao da de zheng shi, |
[01:27.02] | bu cuo a, qing shi wang wang shi yao cheng hui de. |
[01:30.42] | er qie zhi lu wei ma, ye wang wang shi ke yi de cheng he sheng li. |
[01:38.47] | wo ceng jing ye xiang xin guo wen ming de li liang, |
[01:41.67] | hou lai you zhi dao, yuan lai ren de yu mei he ye man bu yin wen ming de jin zhan er xiao shi, |
[01:48.30] | zhi shi yu mei ye man you hen duo bu tong de mian mao: |
[01:53.24] | chun piao de nong min gong ren le |
[01:55.06] | shen chen de zhi shi fen zi le |
[01:57.50] | zi xin de zheng zhi ling xiu le |
[01:59.76] | ti tian hang dao de wang shi deng deng, |
[02:02.87] | dou ke neng you bu tong xing shi de ju da de yu mei he ju da de ye man, |
[02:08.05] | er qie ye man he wen ming zhi jian, |
[02:11.87] | jing ran zhi you ji qi xi wei sui shi ke yi bei mo diao de yi xian zhi ge. |
[02:22.52] | ye zeng jing xiang xin guo zheng yi, |
[02:25.54] | hou lai zhi dao, yuan lai tong shi wan quan ke yi cun zai liang zhong zheng yi, |
[02:30.35] | er qie bi ci di chu, bing huo bu rong. |
[02:34.42] | ni xuan ze qi zhong zhi yi, zheng yi tong shi jiu yi wei zhe bu zheng yi. |
[02:39.71] | er qie, ni jue dui kan bu chu, |
[02:41.73] | mou xie ren zai mou yi ge te ding de shi ji re lie zhu zhang mou yi ge te ding de zheng yi, |
[02:47.62] | qi zhong yin cang zhe shen bu ke ce de bu zheng yi. |
[02:54.93] | ye zeng jing xiang xin guo li xiang zhu yi zhe, |
[02:57.73] | hou lai you zhi dao, li xiang zhu yi zhe wang wang jing bu qi quan li de ce shi: |
[03:03.70] | ta yi zhang you quan li, huo zhe jiu bian cheng dang chu zi ji shi si fan dui de" xie e", |
[03:10.02] | huo zhe, ta zai xian shi de chang yu li bu kan yi ji, |
[03:14.38] | yi xia zi jiu bei nong quan zhe la xia ma lai, |
[03:17.75] | wan quan mei you ji hui qu shi xian ta de li xiang. |
[03:22.28] | li xiang zhu yi zhe yao you pin ge, cai neng bu bei quan li fu hua |
[03:27.81] | li xiang zhu yi zhe yao you neng li, cai neng jiang li xiang zhuan hua wei shi jian. |
[03:33.38] | ke shi li xiang zhu yi zhe jian ju pin ge ji neng li zhe, tai shao. |
[03:43.08] | ceng jing xiang xin guo ai qing, |
[03:45.58] | hou lai zhi dao, yuan lai ai qing bi xu zhuan hua wei qin qing cai ke neng chi jiu, |
[03:52.25] | dan shi zhuan hua wei qin qing de ai qing, |
[03:55.46] | you ru hua ru bei shui zhong de bing kuai |
[03:58.79] | ta hai shi na ling long ti tou de bing kuai ma? |
[04:04.70] | ceng jing xiang xin guo hai ku shi lan zuo wei yong heng bu mie de biao zheng, |
[04:11.13] | hou lai zhi dao, yuan lai hai qi shi hen rong yi ku, shi, yuan lai hen rong yi lan. |
[04:18.32] | yu shui, hen ke neng bu zai lai, cang hai, bu hui zai cheng sang tian. |
[04:25.01] | yuan lai, zi ji jiao xia suo cai de di qiu, hen rong yi bei hui mie. |
[04:31.11] | hai ku shi lan de yong heng, yuan lai bu cun zai. |
[04:38.01] | er shi sui zhi qian xiang xin de hen duo dong xi, |
[04:42.22] | you xie ne qi shi dao jin tian ye hai xiang xin zhe. |
[04:46.13] | pi ru guo ye xu bu ke ai, |
[04:49.23] | dan shi tu di he ren ke yi ai. |
[04:52.82] | pi ru shi ye xu bu neng xin, |
[04:56.34] | dan shi dui yu zhen xiang de zhui qiu ke yi wu zhi jin. |
[05:00.93] | pi ru wen ming ye xu cui ruo bu kan, |
[05:04.26] | dan shi chu wen ming zhi wai wo men qi shi bie wu yi kao. |
[05:10.27] | pi ru zheng yi ye xu ji wei ke yi, |
[05:12.96] | dan shi zai hu zheng yi bi bu zai hu yao an quan xie. |
[05:19.07] | pi ru li xiang zhu yi zhe ye xu cheng jiu bu liao da shi da ye, |
[05:22.76] | dan shi mei you ta men she hui yi ding bu yi yang. |
[05:27.27] | pi ru ai qing zong shi huan mie de duo, |
[05:30.58] | dan shi ying huo chong zai ye li fa guang cong lai jiu bu shi wei le bao chi guang de. |
[05:37.18] | pi ru hai ku shi lan de yong heng ye xu bu cun zai, |
[05:40.99] | dan shi ru guo yi li sha li you yi ge wu qiong de yu zhou, |
[05:44.84] | yi cha na li tou xiang bi ye you yi ge bu bian bu yi de shi jian. |
[05:53.35] | na me, you mei you shen me, |
[05:54.48] | shi wo er shi sui qian bu xiang xin de, xian zai que xin le ne? |
[06:00.95] | you de, bu guo dou shi xie zui ping fan de lao sheng chang tan. |
[06:07.16] | ceng jing bu xiang xin" xing ge jue ding ming yun", xian zai xiang xin le. |
[06:13.21] | ceng jing bu xiang xin" se ji shi kong", xian zai xiang xin le. |
[06:19.66] | ceng jing bu xiang xin" chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi", xian zai you dian xin le. |
[06:27.40] | ceng jing bu xiang xin wu fa shi zheng de shi qing, xian zai ye hai mei zhun bei xiang xin, |
[06:32.75] | dan shi, you xie wu guan shi zheng de gan jue, wo ming bai le, |
[06:39.93] | pi ru li shu tong yuan ji zhi qian de zui hou de shou shu: |
[06:47.65] | " jun zi zhi jiao, qi dan ru shui, zhi xiang er qiu, zhi chi qian li. |
[06:57.46] | wen yu he shi, kuo er wang yan, hua zhi chun man, tian xin yue yuan." |
[07:10.01] | xiang xin yu bu xiang xin zhi jian, ling ren chen yin. |
[00:00.54] | xià miàn zhè yī piān tè bié qí guài, |
[00:03.36] | jiù shì, fā biǎo zhī hòu tā jìng rán shì |
[00:06.85] | quán zhōng guó dà lù diǎn jī zuì duō de, liú chuán zuì guǎng de, |
[00:12.03] | yǐn qǐ zuì dà de zhù yì de yī piān. |
[00:14.32] | |
[00:16.82] | bù xiāng xìn |
[00:20.41] | èr shí suì zhī qián xiāng xìn de hěn duō dōng xī, |
[00:23.91] | hòu lái yī jiàn yī jiàn biàn chéng bù xiāng xìn. |
[00:28.77] | céng jīng xiāng xìn guò ài guó, |
[00:31.38] | hòu lái zhī dào" guó" de dìng yì yǒu wèn tí, |
[00:35.41] | tōng cháng nà zhūn zhūn shàn yòu yào nǐ ài guó de rén suǒ dìng yì de" guó", |
[00:41.20] | bù yí dìng kě ài, bù yí dìng zhí de ài, ér qiě gèng kě néng zhí de tuī fān. |
[00:48.58] | céng jīng xiāng xìn guò lì shǐ, |
[00:51.26] | hòu lái zhī dào, yuán lái lì shǐ de yī bàn shì biān zào. |
[00:55.26] | qián cháo de shǐ yǒng yuǎn shì hòu cháo de rén zài xiě, |
[00:59.08] | ér hòu cháo de rén yǒng yuǎn zài fǒu dìng qián cháo, |
[01:02.20] | rán hòu tā de hòu cháo yòu lái fǒu dìng tā, |
[01:05.56] | dàn shì fù fù bù yí dìng dé zhèng, |
[01:09.06] | zhǐ shì lěi jī jiàn jìn de niǔ qū biàn xíng yí wèi, |
[01:14.47] | shǐ zhēn xiàng yǒng yuǎn dì yǎn gài, wú fǎ fù yuán. |
[01:20.63] | shuō" bù róng qīng shǐ jǐn chéng huī", qí shí tā biǎo dá de zhèng shì, |
[01:27.02] | bù cuò a, qīng shǐ wǎng wǎng shì yào chéng huī de. |
[01:30.42] | ér qiě zhǐ lù wéi mǎ, yě wǎng wǎng shì kě yǐ dé chěng hé shèng lì. |
[01:38.47] | wǒ céng jīng yě xiāng xìn guò wén míng de lì liàng, |
[01:41.67] | hòu lái yòu zhī dào, yuán lái rén de yú mèi hé yě mán bù yīn wén míng de jìn zhǎn ér xiāo shī, |
[01:48.30] | zhǐ shì yú mèi yě mán yǒu hěn duō bù tóng de miàn mào: |
[01:53.24] | chún piáo de nóng mín gōng rén le |
[01:55.06] | shēn chén de zhī shí fèn zǐ le |
[01:57.50] | zì xìn de zhèng zhì lǐng xiù le |
[01:59.76] | tì tiān háng dào de wáng shī děng děng, |
[02:02.87] | dōu kě néng yǒu bù tóng xíng shì de jù dà de yú mèi hé jù dà de yě mán, |
[02:08.05] | ér qiě yě mán hé wén míng zhī jiān, |
[02:11.87] | jìng rán zhǐ yǒu jí qí xì wēi suí shí kě yǐ bèi mǒ diào de yī xiàn zhī gé. |
[02:22.52] | yě zēng jīng xiāng xìn guò zhèng yì, |
[02:25.54] | hòu lái zhī dào, yuán lái tóng shí wán quán kě yǐ cún zài liǎng zhǒng zhèng yì, |
[02:30.35] | ér qiě bǐ cǐ dǐ chù, bīng huǒ bù róng. |
[02:34.42] | nǐ xuǎn zé qí zhōng zhī yī, zhèng yì tóng shí jiù yì wèi zhe bù zhèng yì. |
[02:39.71] | ér qiě, nǐ jué duì kàn bu chū, |
[02:41.73] | mǒu xiē rén zài mǒu yí gè tè dìng de shí jī rè liè zhǔ zhāng mǒu yí gè tè dìng de zhèng yì, |
[02:47.62] | qí zhōng yǐn cáng zhe shēn bù kě cè de bù zhèng yì. |
[02:54.93] | yě zēng jīng xiāng xìn guò lǐ xiǎng zhǔ yì zhě, |
[02:57.73] | hòu lái yòu zhī dào, lǐ xiǎng zhǔ yì zhě wǎng wǎng jīng bù qǐ quán lì de cè shì: |
[03:03.70] | tā yī zhǎng yǒu quán lì, huò zhě jiù biàn chéng dāng chū zì jǐ shì sǐ fǎn duì de" xié è", |
[03:10.02] | huò zhě, tā zài xiàn shí de chǎng yù lǐ bù kān yī jī, |
[03:14.38] | yī xià zǐ jiù bèi nòng quán zhě lā xià mǎ lái, |
[03:17.75] | wán quán méi yǒu jī huì qù shí xiàn tā de lǐ xiǎng. |
[03:22.28] | lǐ xiǎng zhǔ yì zhě yào yǒu pǐn gé, cái néng bù bèi quán lì fǔ huà |
[03:27.81] | lǐ xiǎng zhǔ yì zhě yào yǒu néng lì, cái néng jiāng lǐ xiǎng zhuǎn huà wéi shí jiàn. |
[03:33.38] | kě shì lǐ xiǎng zhǔ yì zhě jiān jù pǐn gé jí néng lì zhě, tài shǎo. |
[03:43.08] | céng jīng xiāng xìn guò ài qíng, |
[03:45.58] | hòu lái zhī dào, yuán lái ài qíng bì xū zhuǎn huà wéi qīn qíng cái kě néng chí jiǔ, |
[03:52.25] | dàn shì zhuǎn huà wéi qīn qíng de ài qíng, |
[03:55.46] | yóu rú huà rù bēi shuǐ zhōng de bīng kuài |
[03:58.79] | tā hái shì nà líng lóng tī tòu de bīng kuài ma? |
[04:04.70] | céng jīng xiāng xìn guò hǎi kū shí làn zuò wéi yǒng héng bù miè de biǎo zhēng, |
[04:11.13] | hòu lái zhī dào, yuán lái hǎi qí shí hěn róng yì kū, shí, yuán lái hěn róng yì làn. |
[04:18.32] | yǔ shuǐ, hěn kě néng bù zài lái, cāng hǎi, bú huì zài chéng sāng tián. |
[04:25.01] | yuán lái, zì jǐ jiǎo xià suǒ cǎi de dì qiú, hěn róng yì bèi huǐ miè. |
[04:31.11] | hǎi kū shí làn de yǒng héng, yuán lái bù cún zài. |
[04:38.01] | èr shí suì zhī qián xiāng xìn de hěn duō dōng xī, |
[04:42.22] | yǒu xiē ne qí shí dào jīn tiān yě hái xiāng xìn zhe. |
[04:46.13] | pì rú guó yě xǔ bù kě ài, |
[04:49.23] | dàn shì tǔ dì hé rén kě yǐ ài. |
[04:52.82] | pì rú shǐ yě xǔ bù néng xìn, |
[04:56.34] | dàn shì duì yú zhēn xiàng de zhuī qiú kě yǐ wú zhǐ jǐn. |
[05:00.93] | pì rú wén míng yě xǔ cuì ruò bù kān, |
[05:04.26] | dàn shì chú wén míng zhī wài wǒ men qí shí bié wú yī kào. |
[05:10.27] | pì rú zhèng yì yě xǔ jí wéi kě yí, |
[05:12.96] | dàn shì zài hu zhèng yì bǐ bù zài hu yào ān quán xiē. |
[05:19.07] | pì rú lǐ xiǎng zhǔ yì zhě yě xǔ chéng jiù bù liǎo dà shì dà yè, |
[05:22.76] | dàn shì méi yǒu tā men shè huì yí dìng bù yí yàng. |
[05:27.27] | pì rú ài qíng zǒng shì huàn miè de duō, |
[05:30.58] | dàn shì yíng huǒ chóng zài yè lǐ fā guāng cóng lái jiù bú shì wèi le bǎo chí guāng de. |
[05:37.18] | pì rú hǎi kū shí làn de yǒng héng yě xǔ bù cún zài, |
[05:40.99] | dàn shì rú guǒ yī lì shā lǐ yǒu yí gè wú qióng de yǔ zhòu, |
[05:44.84] | yī chà nà lǐ tou xiǎng bì yě yǒu yí gè bù biàn bù yí de shí jiān. |
[05:53.35] | nà me, yǒu méi yǒu shén me, |
[05:54.48] | shì wǒ èr shí suì qián bù xiāng xìn de, xiàn zài què xìn le ne? |
[06:00.95] | yǒu de, bù guò dōu shì xiē zuì píng fán de lǎo shēng cháng tán. |
[06:07.16] | céng jīng bù xiāng xìn" xìng gé jué dìng mìng yùn", xiàn zài xiāng xìn le. |
[06:13.21] | céng jīng bù xiāng xìn" sè jí shì kōng", xiàn zài xiāng xìn le. |
[06:19.66] | céng jīng bù xiāng xìn" chuán dào qiáo tóu zì rán zhí", xiàn zài yǒu diǎn xìn le. |
[06:27.40] | céng jīng bù xiāng xìn wú fǎ shí zhèng de shì qíng, xiàn zài yě hái méi zhǔn bèi xiāng xìn, |
[06:32.75] | dàn shì, yǒu xiē wú guān shí zhèng de gǎn jué, wǒ míng bái le, |
[06:39.93] | pì rú lǐ shū tóng yuán jì zhī qián de zuì hòu de shǒu shū: |
[06:47.65] | " jūn zǐ zhī jiāo, qí dàn rú shuǐ, zhí xiàng ér qiú, zhǐ chǐ qiān lǐ. |
[06:57.46] | wèn yú hé shì, kuò ěr wàng yán, huá zhī chūn mǎn, tiān xīn yuè yuán." |
[07:10.01] | xiāng xìn yǔ bù xiāng xìn zhī jiān, lìng rén chén yín. |