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[ti:Is Happiness Just a Word feat. Yes Alexander] |
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[ar:Vinnie Paz] |
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[al:Carry on Tradition] |
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Darkness comes beneath the dying stars |
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With all the blood and scars |
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My mouth will hunt you |
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With fear - I appear |
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Nothing will stop me |
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You crave the creature in me |
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Shattered I will capture you |
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So run |
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My family don't understand what I go through |
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Under diagnosed for 20 years ain't never broke through |
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You ever been in such a fog you don't know you |
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Never being able to do the shit you're supposed to |
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I wouldn't wish it on anyone that I'm close to |
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Wouldn't wish it on anybody that I'm opposed to |
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There's not an accurate diagnosis to show you |
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Basic neurobiology isn't close to it |
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I'm watching life as a spectator |
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I can't help myself even though I possessed data |
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It's not a part of my spirit to want to test nature |
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You think you know what I'm feeling cousin then let's wager |
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I'm having trouble retaining new information |
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Familiar scenes starting to look foreign- derealization |
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Everybody tired of being patient |
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Mama wondering why her baby crying in the basement |
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Constant rumination just exacerbates it |
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To the point where I can't even barely narrate it |
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I've had doctors tell me that my mind is fascinating |
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But they can't tell me why the sickness has been activated |
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Darkness comes beneath the dying stars |
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With all the blood and scars |
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My mouth will hunt you |
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With fear - I appear |
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Nothing will stop me |
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You crave the creature in me |
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Shattered I will capture you |
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So run |
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My head don't work the meds don't work |
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But I don't want to be dead dead don't work |
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Sleep's the cousin of death the bed don't work |
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Maybe I'd rather be dead; dead don't hurt |
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Realization of an inherent emptiness |
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Maybe that's another sin for the pessimist |
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Possibly I am a jinn with a exorcist |
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I've fallen because I've been on the precipice |
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Maybe it's my mama's possible regret |
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Maybe it's a neurological neglect |
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Maybe it's the reason why water's wet |
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The angular gyrus and where the frontal lobe connect |
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But maybe I'm being too complicated for you |
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Maybe I should just be calm and explain it to you |
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The psychiatrist thinking they could fool you |
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Paxil Zoloft it's just wasteful to you |
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I've tried meditation tried to sit in silence |
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But how the fuck that help a neurochemical imbalance |
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Why would you tell a person that they were childish |
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Without an understanding of the pain that they surround in |
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I always feel foggy somatic detatchment |
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It's like my body isn't connected to actions |
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It destroys everything that's affected the fragments |
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I don't have nothing but senses and sadness |
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Darkness comes beneath the dying stars |
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With all the blood and scars |
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My mouth will hunt you |
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With fear - I appear |
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Nothing will stop me |
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You crave the creature in me |
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Shattered I will capture you |
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So run |
