[ti:Is Happiness Just a Word feat. Yes Alexander]
[ar:Vinnie Paz]
[al:Carry on Tradition]
[offset:0]
[00:22.01]Darkness comes beneath the dying stars
[00:24.67]
[00:25.59]With all the blood and scars
[00:28.48]My mouth will hunt you
[00:30.37]
[00:31.15]With fear - I appear
[00:33.05]
[00:34.84]Nothing will stop me
[00:36.24]You crave the creature in me
[00:37.71]
[00:38.99]Shattered  I will capture you
[00:40.72]
[00:42.24]So run
[00:43.58]
[00:44.15]My family don't understand what I go through
[00:45.87]Under diagnosed for 20 years  ain't never broke through
[00:48.32]You ever been in such a fog you don't know you
[00:50.88]Never being able to do the shit you're supposed to
[00:53.25]I wouldn't wish it on anyone that I'm close to
[00:56.50]Wouldn't wish it on anybody that I'm opposed to
[00:58.72]
[00:59.23]There's not an accurate diagnosis to show you
[01:01.51]Basic neurobiology isn't close to it
[01:03.51]
[01:05.40]I'm watching life as a spectator
[01:07.26]I can't help myself  even though I possessed data
[01:09.36]
[01:10.01]It's not a part of my spirit to want to test nature
[01:12.71]You think you know what I'm feeling  cousin  then let's wager
[01:15.50]I'm having trouble retaining new information
[01:17.57]Familiar scenes starting to look foreign- derealization
[01:19.42]
[01:20.59]Everybody tired of being patient
[01:22.35]
[01:23.10]Mama wondering why her baby crying in the basement
[01:25.21]
[01:26.41]Constant rumination just exacerbates it
[01:28.71]To the point where I can't even barely narrate it
[01:31.37]I've had doctors tell me that my mind is fascinating
[01:33.99]But they can't tell me why the sickness has been activated
[01:36.63]Darkness comes beneath the dying stars
[01:38.86]
[01:40.23]With all the blood and scars
[01:41.87]
[01:42.78]My mouth will hunt you
[01:44.31]
[01:44.87]With fear - I appear
[01:47.09]Nothing will stop me
[01:49.55]
[01:50.70]You crave the creature in me
[01:52.46]
[01:53.54]Shattered  I will capture you
[01:55.10]
[01:57.30]So run
[01:58.53]My head don't work  the meds don't work
[01:59.99]
[02:00.81]But I don't want to be dead  dead don't work
[02:03.34]Sleep's the cousin of death  the bed don't work
[02:05.85]Maybe I'd rather be dead; dead don't hurt
[02:07.60]
[02:08.82]Realization of an inherent emptiness
[02:09.78]
[02:11.24]Maybe that's another sin for the pessimist
[02:12.96]
[02:13.85]Possibly I am a jinn with a exorcist
[02:15.66]
[02:16.68]I've fallen because I've been on the precipice
[02:18.57]
[02:19.61]Maybe it's my mama's possible regret
[02:21.08]
[02:21.99]Maybe it's a neurological neglect
[02:23.51]
[02:24.88]Maybe it's the reason why water's wet
[02:27.22]The angular gyrus and where the frontal lobe connect
[02:29.14]
[02:30.27]But maybe I'm being too complicated for you
[02:32.04]
[02:32.57]Maybe I should just be calm and explain it to you
[02:35.13]The psychiatrist thinking they could fool you
[02:37.92]Paxil  Zoloft  it's just wasteful to you
[02:39.82]
[02:40.59]I've tried meditation  tried to sit in silence
[02:42.79]
[02:43.56]But how the fuck that help a neurochemical imbalance
[02:46.18]Why would you tell a person that they were childish
[02:48.68]Without an understanding of the pain that they surround in
[02:50.93]
[02:51.67]I always feel foggy somatic detatchment
[02:53.20]
[02:54.18]It's like my body isn't connected to actions
[02:56.30]
[02:56.81]It destroys everything that's affected the fragments
[02:59.25]I don't have nothing but senses and sadness
[03:01.61]
[03:22.64]Darkness comes beneath the dying stars
[03:25.42]
[03:26.83]With all the blood and scars
[03:28.46]
[03:29.34]My mouth will hunt you
[03:31.46]With fear - I appear
[03:32.76]
[03:33.72]Nothing will stop me
[03:36.16]
[03:37.55]You crave the creature in me
[03:39.11]
[03:40.30]Shattered  I will capture you
[03:42.35]So run