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Time is passing and it seems that my depression |
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Is the only thing progressing, guess I havnt learned my lesson |
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I just turned 18 and I can't help |
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But fxcking think my life is gonna flop harder than me when I hit the water |
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Don't bother tryna be my fxcking friend, it'll end |
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Happiness is always fxcking borderline pretend |
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Cause I just see the bad in everything, I'll never make amends |
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I wake up and hate life then go to sleep and wake again |
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Fxck this, what kind of fxcking girl would wanna cuff this? |
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Tough sh1t, I'll guess I'll find happiness in nothing |
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You tell me "I love you" and I feel like that you're bluffing |
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Feel like I've tried everything, just to feel something |
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But nothing works, and everything hurts |
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You had all of this potential, I should of been dead first |
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If we could trade spots, I'd jump straight into the dirt |
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You were worth way more and I know that sh1t for sure |
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Breaking down more frequent life is just a sequence |
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Of events of sh1t we don't vent because of secrets |
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I'm tired of keeping it, so this is mine |
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I'm afraid I'll die with the regret of wasting time |
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I'm afraid I'll die alone and never be remembered |
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I'm afraid if Hell is real, I'll be used as tinder |
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But if not I'll just rot fxcking 6 feet deep |
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I wish I was dead and I'm only 18 |
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I couldn't be happy if you made me |
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You could never stay around me long enough to save me |
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Nothing that you do could ever phase me |
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I expect the worse in everything so you can't break me |
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I been slippin' back into habits |
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How could I show love to you when I don't even have it |
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Still in pain, I'm just better when I mask it |
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Tired of my bed, I'll feel better in a casket |