| I never wanted to fall from the top of the world but here I am. | |
| And now I am tired and ******* ugly and I hate it but it's all I can be. | |
| Locked up, ****** up but I know I'm not the only one. | |
| I hear that life goes on, but I guess just not for everyone. | |
| Consumed by bliss that now all I do is miss. | |
| The memories can make me happy but now I'm ******* pissed! | |
| Hopeless. | |
| Irrationally searching every single dimension to find a way to bring me closer to you. | |
| It's night like these when my jaw is being pried off the sides of my face and it feels as if somehow I swallowed a ******* shoe. | |
| I want to tear out my throat so just for a minute I might be able to finally breathe. | |
| What has happened to me? | |
| Not a day goes by when I didn't wish I were still living in September 2005. | |
| I never wanted to live this way or to feel this pain. | |
| And I can't stop asking why. | |
| Now I see that life is just a game. | |
| Sometimes everyday with out you, is another day I wish I didn't have to go through. | |
| It still hits me like a brick everyday and it will never go away. | |
| I never wanted you to go away. | |
| I hang my head deep into my chest, tormented to realize that for now this is the best. | |
| I want my life back, I want your life back more than anything. | |
| I never wanted to fall from the top of the world but here I am, and to some degree I always feel like *******t because your...Gone, forever. | |
| Gone, taken from me. | |
| Gone, ******* ******* ******* ******* ******* ******* *******. | |
| I used to think depression had nothing to do with me. | |
| Now every day of my life I'm faced with despair and misery. | |
| Because some dumb ******* asshole made some bad choices, and he landed on you, and we all pay the price...Now I know the meaning of being alone. |