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[ar:Elijah Blake] |
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[al:Drift] |
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My feet couldn't reach the pedals |
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So my father got on his knees |
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He used his hands to press the pedals |
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At the bottom of the Hammond B3 |
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Six years old and I lied about the school grades |
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I told my momma that my daddy already |
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reprimanded me |
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And when my father found out he beat me |
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with a belt of leather |
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Until my arms bled open and it caused my back to bleed |
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So as a growing young man I act like a six year old |
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I act like a little ass boy |
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And I'm protective of all my toys |
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Cause they're the only things that never judge me |
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That's why I act like a six year old |
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Full of imagination and wonder, |
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I'm still afraid of falling under |
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Six years old and I'm staring at a movie screen |
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In a dark sanctuary shaking watching image of the beast |
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Repeated nigh******ares can't even sleep at 23 |
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Thanks a lot dad now I'm stuck with ******' PTSD |
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Now my relation******ps suffer and I can't live a normal life |
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But your philosophies daddy said |
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It's alright to scare off to Christ, |
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So when I'm selfish and needy or I act like a spoiled brat |
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Just trying to function normally |
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with a mother playing mom or dad. |
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I always felt like the world hated me although I do my best, |
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Like I'm the only best friend |
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People kind of wish they never had |
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Six years old |
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I'm a little ass boy |
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And I'm protective of my toys |
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They're the only things that never judge me |
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I'm a six year old full of imagination |
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I'm protective of my toys cause they never judge me |
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Because they never judge me |
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And I'm still afraid of going under |
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