[ti:6] [ar:Elijah Blake] [al:Drift] [offset:0] [00:02.14]My feet couldn't reach the pedals [00:06.80] [00:09.07]So my father got on his knees [00:12.21] [00:16.35]He used his hands to press the pedals [00:20.97] [00:23.87]At the bottom of the Hammond B3 [00:26.47] [00:29.85]Six years old and I lied about the school grades [00:35.63] [00:36.79]I told my momma that my daddy already [00:39.41]reprimanded me [00:41.71] [00:44.03]And when my father found out he beat me [00:46.72]with a belt of leather [00:50.33] [00:51.47]Until my arms bled open and it caused my back to bleed [00:56.62] [00:58.79]So as a growing young man I act like a six year old [01:03.62] [01:04.78]I act like a little ass boy [01:07.34] [01:08.10]And I'm protective of all my toys [01:11.69]Cause they're the only things that never judge me [01:14.67] [01:15.43]That's why I act like a six year old [01:18.38] [01:19.05]Full of imagination and wonder, [01:22.94]I'm still afraid of falling under [01:28.27] [01:28.81]Six years old and I'm staring at a movie screen [01:33.45] [01:35.89]In a dark sanctuary shaking watching image of the beast [01:41.49] [01:43.12]Repeated nigh******ares can't even sleep at 23 [01:48.37] [01:50.63]Thanks a lot dad now I'm stuck with ******' PTSD [01:54.71] [01:57.88]Now my relation******ps suffer and I can't live a normal life [02:02.71] [02:05.30]But your philosophies daddy said [02:07.72]It's alright to scare off to Christ, [02:10.20] [02:12.61]So when I'm selfish and needy or I act like a spoiled brat [02:17.79] [02:20.02]Just trying to function normally [02:22.09]with a mother playing mom or dad. [02:25.58] [02:27.37]I always felt like the world hated me although I do my best, [02:33.61] [02:34.81]Like I'm the only best friend [02:36.91]People kind of wish they never had [02:42.23]Six years old [02:44.00] [02:45.03]I'm a little ass boy [02:48.17] [02:48.70]And I'm protective of my toys [02:52.00]They're the only things that never judge me [02:54.71] [02:55.83]I'm a six year old full of imagination [03:03.19] [03:23.96]I'm protective of my toys cause they never judge me [03:28.01] [03:29.28]Because they never judge me [03:32.88] [03:33.72]And I'm still afraid of going under [03:47.92]