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She could hear them fucking through |
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Those thin hotel walls |
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She heard babies crying, |
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She heard laughter, she heard sirens |
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Red and blue lights flashing |
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Through those cheap hotel drapes |
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Blood spilled out on the porcelain |
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The bath tub's over-flowing |
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Paralytic states of dependency |
[00:50.025] |
All waking life's just a living dream |
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Agitated states of amazement |
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Never quite the woman that she wanted to be |
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Never quite the woman that she wanted to be |
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Spread out faced down on those |
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Stained cheap hotel sheets |
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She spent the last years of her life |
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Running from the boy she used to be |
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Cut her face wide open |
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Shaved the bone down thin |
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Plumped her lips up exaggerated |
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A fucked up kind of feminine |
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Paralytic states of dependency |
[01:38.922] |
All waking life's just a living dream |
[01:42.849] |
Agitated states of amazement |
[01:45.933] |
Never quite the woman that she wanted to be |
[01:49.711] |
Never quite the woman that she wanted to be |
[01:53.853] |
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Night time at the hotel there was fighting in the hall |
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Thin chain lock to keep the world out |
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She held her breath till it was gone |
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Standing naked in front of that hotel bathroom mirror |
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In her dysphoria's reflection |
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She still saw her mother's son |
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Paralytic states of dependency |
[02:27.863] |
All waking life's just a living dream |
[02:31.608] |
Agitated states of amazement |
[02:34.637] |
Never quite the woman that she wanted to be |
[02:38.505] |
Never quite the woman that she wanted to be |
[02:41.991] |
By the time the ball dropped it was already over |
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By the time the ball dropped it was already over |
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No resolutions for the new year beginning tomorrow |