[00:30.724]She could hear them fucking through
[00:32.450]Those thin hotel walls
[00:33.825]She heard babies crying,
[00:35.297]She heard laughter, she heard sirens
[00:38.128]Red and blue lights flashing
[00:39.724]Through those cheap hotel drapes
[00:41.671]Blood spilled out on the porcelain
[00:43.792]The bath tub's over-flowing
[00:46.651]Paralytic states of dependency
[00:50.025]All waking life's just a living dream
[00:53.823]Agitated states of amazement
[00:56.869]Never quite the woman that she wanted to be
[01:00.253]Never quite the woman that she wanted to be
[01:05.532]
[01:19.523]Spread out faced down on those
[01:21.426]Stained cheap hotel sheets
[01:22.835]She spent the last years of her life
[01:24.634]Running from the boy she used to be
[01:27.100]Cut her face wide open
[01:28.534]Shaved the bone down thin
[01:30.460]Plumped her lips up exaggerated
[01:32.415]A fucked up kind of feminine
[01:35.463]Paralytic states of dependency
[01:38.922]All waking life's just a living dream
[01:42.849]Agitated states of amazement
[01:45.933]Never quite the woman that she wanted to be
[01:49.711]Never quite the woman that she wanted to be
[01:53.853]
[02:08.612]Night time at the hotel there was fighting in the hall
[02:11.519]Thin chain lock to keep the world out
[02:13.413]She held her breath till it was gone
[02:15.867]Standing naked in front of that hotel bathroom mirror
[02:19.266]In her dysphoria's reflection
[02:20.954]She still saw her mother's son
[02:22.808]Paralytic states of dependency
[02:27.863]All waking life's just a living dream
[02:31.608]Agitated states of amazement
[02:34.637]Never quite the woman that she wanted to be
[02:38.505]Never quite the woman that she wanted to be
[02:41.991]By the time the ball dropped it was already over
[02:49.552]By the time the ball dropped it was already over
[02:57.158]No resolutions for the new year beginning tomorrow