| [00:00.000] | 作词 : Jesse Friedman |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : Jesse Friedman |
| [00:22.693] | Mamma in the halfway house, new man every night |
| [00:25.437] | Always find wrong in everything, shit is never right |
| [00:27.948] | Homie locked down in a cell, I own every right |
| [00:30.443] | Does doing wrong things for the right reason make it right? |
| [00:32.940] | Seeing loved ones hurting bad, homie, that’s hard |
| [00:35.453] | Mamma throwing shit at your dad and gettin’ slapped hard |
| [00:37.952] | Mamma’s new boyfriend hangin’ in the backyard |
| [00:40.447] | And I mean literally hangin’ in the backyard |
| [00:42.701] | Had a crush on this girl when I was like nine or ten |
| [00:45.185] | Fast forward, her brother ended up killin’ my friend |
| [00:47.953] | I was scared of the world so I would live in my bed |
| [00:50.688] | Now I get money, I just live in the bands |
| [00:53.200] | Drinkin’ to numb the pain, the pain still remains |
| [00:55.938] | Had my homie laying lifeless, h****n in his veins |
| [00:58.446] | The grass is always greener but that’s probably ’cause it rains |
| [01:00.946] | On the other side more, so I probably shouldn’t complain |
| [01:03.196] | A lot up on my mind, it can’t fit in my brain |
| [01:05.945] | If you knew all of my thoughts, you would call me insane |
| [01:08.457] | Blood is thicker than water but I live in a drought |
| [01:10.939] | The things that kills us the things that we can not live without |
| [01:13.700] | My cousin was a good kid, died from a bullet |
| [01:16.196] | Meanwhile 6ix9ine beggin’ for someone to pull it |
| [01:18.700] | I ain’t have a role model on how to treat a women |
| [01:21.444] | Had to teach myself what the **** my father couldn’t |
| [01:23.955] | We act like suicide and anxiety not a part of society |
| [01:26.442] | People die before they get the sobriety |
| [01:28.945] | I don’t rap for the money or the damn notoriety |
| [01:31.695] | I don’t talk lately, nah, I been movin’ quietly |
| [01:34.208] | I know my people proud of me, everyone lookin’ down on me |
| [01:36.944] | I was sinnin’, now I got these angels surrounding me |
| [01:39.439] | Chasin’ this dream, no time to be cowardly |
| [01:41.201] | Thanks to my fans for allowing me |
| [01:44.443] | Saw my parents poppin’ pills, followed in their footsteps |
| [01:46.945] | Took a couple steps back every time I took steps |
| [01:49.690] | People make life way harder than it has to |
| [01:52.186] | Get caught in a ****ed up cycle, life past you |
| [01:54.691] | Kids dyin’ in the streets, now it’s a classroom |
| [01:57.202] | There’s a lot, God, that I really want to ask you |
| [01:59.703] | I know you real, but sometimes you make me question it |
| [02:02.440] | The kid killed seventeen people ‘fore they arrested him |
| [02:04.702] | Seeing your dad OD in the kitchen |
| [02:07.197] | The stove is still hot, mashed potatoes with the chicken |
| [02:09.939] | When people love you, why they always try to keep shit hittin’ |
| [02:12.435] | So many lives lost to alcohol and addiction |
| [02:15.196] | You ever see your dad crush his pills and he snortin’ it? |
| [02:17.693] | If you look the other way, that means that you ignoring it |
| [02:18.953] | Which means that you supportin’ it |
| [02:20.190] | These rappers just recordin’ shit |
| [02:22.693] | Put it on the internet, companies endorsin’ it |
| [02:24.941] | If you have to question it, you don’t know what depression is |
| [02:27.196] | So many times I thought I learned my lesson, I never did |
| [02:29.691] | Provide for your family by any means |
| [02:32.455] | If I ain’t rap, probably could’ve died in these streets |
| [02:34.200] | Mamma always throwin’ shit |
| [02:35.435] | Plus she always throwin’ fits |
| [02:38.193] | Wanna break down and cry but we just hold it in |
| [02:40.703] | Scared to show emotions ’cause our fathers never showed us it |
| [02:43.188] | We do the same things to our kids and we don’t notice it |
| [02:45.688] | Always do the wrong thing with the right intentions |
| [02:48.192] | I don’t do the “internet talkin'”, stay out my mentions |
| [02:50.694] | Brother got arrested, could’ve been a blessin’ |
| [02:53.185] | Someone could’ve died without even second guessing |
| [02:55.698] | The world that I’m alone in, tears that I’m soaked in |
| [02:58.451] | Got a bad temper, it’s gettin’ hard to control it |
| [03:00.689] | Sometimes you can’t be there for someone that you love |
| [03:02.693] | Because they’re too lost in the drugs |
| [03:03.937] | Survival |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : Jesse Friedman |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : Jesse Friedman |
| [00:22.693] | Mamma in the halfway house, new man every night |
| [00:25.437] | Always find wrong in everything, shit is never right |
| [00:27.948] | Homie locked down in a cell, I own every right |
| [00:30.443] | Does doing wrong things for the right reason make it right? |
| [00:32.940] | Seeing loved ones hurting bad, homie, that' s hard |
| [00:35.453] | Mamma throwing shit at your dad and gettin' slapped hard |
| [00:37.952] | Mamma' s new boyfriend hangin' in the backyard |
| [00:40.447] | And I mean literally hangin' in the backyard |
| [00:42.701] | Had a crush on this girl when I was like nine or ten |
| [00:45.185] | Fast forward, her brother ended up killin' my friend |
| [00:47.953] | I was scared of the world so I would live in my bed |
| [00:50.688] | Now I get money, I just live in the bands |
| [00:53.200] | Drinkin' to numb the pain, the pain still remains |
| [00:55.938] | Had my homie laying lifeless, h n in his veins |
| [00:58.446] | The grass is always greener but that' s probably ' cause it rains |
| [01:00.946] | On the other side more, so I probably shouldn' t complain |
| [01:03.196] | A lot up on my mind, it can' t fit in my brain |
| [01:05.945] | If you knew all of my thoughts, you would call me insane |
| [01:08.457] | Blood is thicker than water but I live in a drought |
| [01:10.939] | The things that kills us the things that we can not live without |
| [01:13.700] | My cousin was a good kid, died from a bullet |
| [01:16.196] | Meanwhile 6ix9ine beggin' for someone to pull it |
| [01:18.700] | I ain' t have a role model on how to treat a women |
| [01:21.444] | Had to teach myself what the my father couldn' t |
| [01:23.955] | We act like suicide and anxiety not a part of society |
| [01:26.442] | People die before they get the sobriety |
| [01:28.945] | I don' t rap for the money or the damn notoriety |
| [01:31.695] | I don' t talk lately, nah, I been movin' quietly |
| [01:34.208] | I know my people proud of me, everyone lookin' down on me |
| [01:36.944] | I was sinnin', now I got these angels surrounding me |
| [01:39.439] | Chasin' this dream, no time to be cowardly |
| [01:41.201] | Thanks to my fans for allowing me |
| [01:44.443] | Saw my parents poppin' pills, followed in their footsteps |
| [01:46.945] | Took a couple steps back every time I took steps |
| [01:49.690] | People make life way harder than it has to |
| [01:52.186] | Get caught in a ed up cycle, life past you |
| [01:54.691] | Kids dyin' in the streets, now it' s a classroom |
| [01:57.202] | There' s a lot, God, that I really want to ask you |
| [01:59.703] | I know you real, but sometimes you make me question it |
| [02:02.440] | The kid killed seventeen people ' fore they arrested him |
| [02:04.702] | Seeing your dad OD in the kitchen |
| [02:07.197] | The stove is still hot, mashed potatoes with the chicken |
| [02:09.939] | When people love you, why they always try to keep shit hittin' |
| [02:12.435] | So many lives lost to alcohol and addiction |
| [02:15.196] | You ever see your dad crush his pills and he snortin' it? |
| [02:17.693] | If you look the other way, that means that you ignoring it |
| [02:18.953] | Which means that you supportin' it |
| [02:20.190] | These rappers just recordin' shit |
| [02:22.693] | Put it on the internet, companies endorsin' it |
| [02:24.941] | If you have to question it, you don' t know what depression is |
| [02:27.196] | So many times I thought I learned my lesson, I never did |
| [02:29.691] | Provide for your family by any means |
| [02:32.455] | If I ain' t rap, probably could' ve died in these streets |
| [02:34.200] | Mamma always throwin' shit |
| [02:35.435] | Plus she always throwin' fits |
| [02:38.193] | Wanna break down and cry but we just hold it in |
| [02:40.703] | Scared to show emotions ' cause our fathers never showed us it |
| [02:43.188] | We do the same things to our kids and we don' t notice it |
| [02:45.688] | Always do the wrong thing with the right intentions |
| [02:48.192] | I don' t do the " internet talkin'", stay out my mentions |
| [02:50.694] | Brother got arrested, could' ve been a blessin' |
| [02:53.185] | Someone could' ve died without even second guessing |
| [02:55.698] | The world that I' m alone in, tears that I' m soaked in |
| [02:58.451] | Got a bad temper, it' s gettin' hard to control it |
| [03:00.689] | Sometimes you can' t be there for someone that you love |
| [03:02.693] | Because they' re too lost in the drugs |
| [03:03.937] | Survival |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : Jesse Friedman |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : Jesse Friedman |
| [00:22.693] | Mamma in the halfway house, new man every night |
| [00:25.437] | Always find wrong in everything, shit is never right |
| [00:27.948] | Homie locked down in a cell, I own every right |
| [00:30.443] | Does doing wrong things for the right reason make it right? |
| [00:32.940] | Seeing loved ones hurting bad, homie, that' s hard |
| [00:35.453] | Mamma throwing shit at your dad and gettin' slapped hard |
| [00:37.952] | Mamma' s new boyfriend hangin' in the backyard |
| [00:40.447] | And I mean literally hangin' in the backyard |
| [00:42.701] | Had a crush on this girl when I was like nine or ten |
| [00:45.185] | Fast forward, her brother ended up killin' my friend |
| [00:47.953] | I was scared of the world so I would live in my bed |
| [00:50.688] | Now I get money, I just live in the bands |
| [00:53.200] | Drinkin' to numb the pain, the pain still remains |
| [00:55.938] | Had my homie laying lifeless, h n in his veins |
| [00:58.446] | The grass is always greener but that' s probably ' cause it rains |
| [01:00.946] | On the other side more, so I probably shouldn' t complain |
| [01:03.196] | A lot up on my mind, it can' t fit in my brain |
| [01:05.945] | If you knew all of my thoughts, you would call me insane |
| [01:08.457] | Blood is thicker than water but I live in a drought |
| [01:10.939] | The things that kills us the things that we can not live without |
| [01:13.700] | My cousin was a good kid, died from a bullet |
| [01:16.196] | Meanwhile 6ix9ine beggin' for someone to pull it |
| [01:18.700] | I ain' t have a role model on how to treat a women |
| [01:21.444] | Had to teach myself what the my father couldn' t |
| [01:23.955] | We act like suicide and anxiety not a part of society |
| [01:26.442] | People die before they get the sobriety |
| [01:28.945] | I don' t rap for the money or the damn notoriety |
| [01:31.695] | I don' t talk lately, nah, I been movin' quietly |
| [01:34.208] | I know my people proud of me, everyone lookin' down on me |
| [01:36.944] | I was sinnin', now I got these angels surrounding me |
| [01:39.439] | Chasin' this dream, no time to be cowardly |
| [01:41.201] | Thanks to my fans for allowing me |
| [01:44.443] | Saw my parents poppin' pills, followed in their footsteps |
| [01:46.945] | Took a couple steps back every time I took steps |
| [01:49.690] | People make life way harder than it has to |
| [01:52.186] | Get caught in a ed up cycle, life past you |
| [01:54.691] | Kids dyin' in the streets, now it' s a classroom |
| [01:57.202] | There' s a lot, God, that I really want to ask you |
| [01:59.703] | I know you real, but sometimes you make me question it |
| [02:02.440] | The kid killed seventeen people ' fore they arrested him |
| [02:04.702] | Seeing your dad OD in the kitchen |
| [02:07.197] | The stove is still hot, mashed potatoes with the chicken |
| [02:09.939] | When people love you, why they always try to keep shit hittin' |
| [02:12.435] | So many lives lost to alcohol and addiction |
| [02:15.196] | You ever see your dad crush his pills and he snortin' it? |
| [02:17.693] | If you look the other way, that means that you ignoring it |
| [02:18.953] | Which means that you supportin' it |
| [02:20.190] | These rappers just recordin' shit |
| [02:22.693] | Put it on the internet, companies endorsin' it |
| [02:24.941] | If you have to question it, you don' t know what depression is |
| [02:27.196] | So many times I thought I learned my lesson, I never did |
| [02:29.691] | Provide for your family by any means |
| [02:32.455] | If I ain' t rap, probably could' ve died in these streets |
| [02:34.200] | Mamma always throwin' shit |
| [02:35.435] | Plus she always throwin' fits |
| [02:38.193] | Wanna break down and cry but we just hold it in |
| [02:40.703] | Scared to show emotions ' cause our fathers never showed us it |
| [02:43.188] | We do the same things to our kids and we don' t notice it |
| [02:45.688] | Always do the wrong thing with the right intentions |
| [02:48.192] | I don' t do the " internet talkin'", stay out my mentions |
| [02:50.694] | Brother got arrested, could' ve been a blessin' |
| [02:53.185] | Someone could' ve died without even second guessing |
| [02:55.698] | The world that I' m alone in, tears that I' m soaked in |
| [02:58.451] | Got a bad temper, it' s gettin' hard to control it |
| [03:00.689] | Sometimes you can' t be there for someone that you love |
| [03:02.693] | Because they' re too lost in the drugs |
| [03:03.937] | Survival |