| [00:10.005] | Jakes still outside wasted |
| [00:13.089] | And I'm still sulking in basements |
| [00:15.728] | With all the drawbacks of inquisition but without the benefits |
| [00:20.628] | So pass the liquid courage to this solid coward |
| [00:26.079] | And I'll forget every word I said to you in under half an hour |
| [00:32.082] | Cause there are consequences to blacking out every Tuesday night |
| [00:37.355] | Those words were all wrong all along as her face screams at me "what gives you the right?" |
| [00:43.051] | To reject every prospect (nothing ever blooms without a seed) |
| [00:48.119] | I try to break off all ties to delectation before they're broken off from me. |
| [00:59.684] | Occupation; I can't face this ****ing tiny room |
| [01:04.328] | (How many times do I need to leave early?) |
| [01:09.793] | But there was a time I thought I knew what is and is not true |
| [01:15.364] | (My head is talking to everyone but myself) |
| [01:20.522] | Blindly beside me, I feel guilty about this stupid trend |
| [01:25.934] | (I'll poke my eyes out with your bedsprings) |
| [01:29.647] | But I guess I just want to accept myself again |
| [01:40.436] | Cause when all you've ever known |
| [01:43.265] | Is the stagnant void that is your comfort zone |
| [01:50.101] | You're not equipped to find |
| [01:52.507] | Shriveled reminders of the paradise you left behind |
| [01:58.714] | Nothings easy |
| [01:59.742] | And I am lazy |
| [02:01.162] | I can't accept another maybe so I'll continue on alone |
| [02:31.467] | I've come full circle almost without hesitation |
| [02:38.303] | (but not completely without) |
| [02:40.076] | I feel in my bones this shit gnawing at my reputation |
| [02:47.359] | (I hate that I do that) |
| [02:49.057] | Just try to feel good about all of this good that you feel. |
| [02:56.495] | (you put it to me bluntly) |
| [02:58.330] | But I erase the commonplace practices, I'm practically killed. |
| [03:05.390] | (my up-bringing brings me down) |
| [03:07.575] | Just try to feel good about all of this good that you feel. |