[00:10.005]Jakes still outside wasted
[00:13.089]And I'm still sulking in basements
[00:15.728]With all the drawbacks of inquisition but without the benefits
[00:20.628]So pass the liquid courage to this solid coward
[00:26.079]And I'll forget every word I said to you in under half an hour
[00:32.082]Cause there are consequences to blacking out every Tuesday night
[00:37.355]Those words were all wrong all along as her face screams at me "what gives you the right?"
[00:43.051]To reject every prospect (nothing ever blooms without a seed)
[00:48.119]I try to break off all ties to delectation before they're broken off from me.
[00:59.684]Occupation; I can't face this ****ing tiny room
[01:04.328](How many times do I need to leave early?)
[01:09.793]But there was a time I thought I knew what is and is not true
[01:15.364](My head is talking to everyone but myself)
[01:20.522]Blindly beside me, I feel guilty about this stupid trend
[01:25.934](I'll poke my eyes out with your bedsprings)
[01:29.647]But I guess I just want to accept myself again
[01:40.436]Cause when all you've ever known
[01:43.265]Is the stagnant void that is your comfort zone
[01:50.101]You're not equipped to find
[01:52.507]Shriveled reminders of the paradise you left behind
[01:58.714]Nothings easy
[01:59.742]And I am lazy
[02:01.162]I can't accept another maybe so I'll continue on alone
[02:31.467]I've come full circle almost without hesitation
[02:38.303](but not completely without)
[02:40.076]I feel in my bones this shit gnawing at my reputation
[02:47.359](I hate that I do that)
[02:49.057]Just try to feel good about all of this good that you feel.
[02:56.495](you put it to me bluntly)
[02:58.330]But I erase the commonplace practices, I'm practically killed.
[03:05.390](my up-bringing brings me down)
[03:07.575]Just try to feel good about all of this good that you feel.