| [01:02.371] | - So a part of me has hope, |
| [01:03.846] | that if I put this compilation out into the world, |
| [01:06.320] | and if I put my name on it, |
| [01:07.710] | that maybe enough people will play it so that it will find its way to you, |
| [01:11.340] | so that I can tell you that... I'm sorry. |
| [01:15.253] | I know I screwed up. |
| [01:17.337] | If I apologize to you truly and deeply, will you start making games again? |
| [01:23.585] | Please, I need to feel okay with myself again, |
| [01:26.351] | and I always felt okay as long as I had your work to see myself in. |
| [01:30.594] | I mean, is something wrong with me? |
| [01:34.256] | Cause I know I did an awful thing, |
| [01:36.173] | and I'm doing it again right now, I'm showing people your work, |
| [01:39.582] | but I can't stop myself from doing it, |
| [01:42.736] | that's how badly I need to feel something again, like I'm an addict. |
| [01:46.898] | There has to be something wrong with me! |
| [01:48.877] | Can I apologize? |
| [01:49.753] | What if I tell you I was wrong, will that work, will that fix it? |
| [01:51.987] | I-I don't know! I don't think it will, but there's nothing else that I can do! |
| [01:54.813] | Just tell me what you want! |
| [01:56.507] | I'm... I'm sorry. I'm sorry! |
| [01:59.228] | Please start making games again, |
| [02:01.543] | please help me, |
| [02:02.707] | please give me some of whatever it is that makes you complete, |
| [02:05.688] | I want whatever that wholeness that you just summoned out of nothing and put into your work, |
| [02:10.252] | you were complete in some way that I never was. |
| [02:13.000] | I want- I want to know how to be a good person,I want to know how not to hate myself. |
| [02:17.372] | Please! I'm fading. |
| [02:20.063] | And all I want is to know that I'm going to be okay. |
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