[01:02.371] - So a part of me has hope,
[01:03.846] that if I put this compilation out into the world,
[01:06.320] and if I put my name on it,
[01:07.710] that maybe enough people will play it so that it will find its way to you,
[01:11.340] so that I can tell you that... I'm sorry.
[01:15.253] I know I screwed up.
[01:17.337] If I apologize to you truly and deeply, will you start making games again?
[01:23.585] Please, I need to feel okay with myself again,
[01:26.351] and I always felt okay as long as I had your work to see myself in.
[01:30.594] I mean, is something wrong with me?
[01:34.256] Cause I know I did an awful thing,
[01:36.173] and I'm doing it again right now, I'm showing people your work,
[01:39.582] but I can't stop myself from doing it,
[01:42.736] that's how badly I need to feel something again, like I'm an addict.
[01:46.898] There has to be something wrong with me!
[01:48.877] Can I apologize?
[01:49.753] What if I tell you I was wrong, will that work, will that fix it?
[01:51.987] I-I don't know! I don't think it will, but there's nothing else that I can do!
[01:54.813] Just tell me what you want!
[01:56.507] I'm... I'm sorry. I'm sorry!
[01:59.228] Please start making games again,
[02:01.543] please help me,
[02:02.707] please give me some of whatever it is that makes you complete,
[02:05.688] I want whatever that wholeness that you just summoned out of nothing and put into your work,
[02:10.252] you were complete in some way that I never was.
[02:13.000] I want- I want to know how to be a good person,I want to know how not to hate myself.
[02:17.372] Please! I'm fading.
[02:20.063] And all I want is to know that I'm going to be okay.