[00:00.57] | その朝彼はベッドに |
[00:07.02] | 腹這いになりながら |
[00:09.14] | 大きく手を伸ばすと |
[00:11.22] | 消え去ってしまった彼女の |
[00:14.51] | 温もりを探すことから始めてみた |
[00:22.03] | 中途半端に使い古された衣類の上に |
[00:27.76] | 太陽の光は静かに散らばっている |
[00:34.23] | 彼は ようやく開けた眼に |
[00:39.81] | 一番最初に焼きついたそれらが |
[00:45.27] | 今日を占うもののように思えたし |
[00:49.99] | いや今日というよりも彼の人生そのものを象徴しうる |
[01:01.05] | 一番大切な確かなものに思えてならなかった |
[01:07.83] | 山のような労働 |
[01:10.56] | こぼれ落ちる |
[01:12.20] | したたかな汗 |
[01:16.23] | 彼は次に体のあちこちに |
[01:22.84] | 少しずつ力を配ることを始めた |
[01:26.64] | 時々 色々な思いに |
[01:34.58] | 力がまけてしまいそうになるが |
[01:38.24] | 主観性が客観性であることを認識すると |
[01:44.38] | それからまた力を入れてみた |
[01:53.09] | 目覚めてから彼は |
[01:56.57] | 一度も呼吸を感じなかった |
[02:04.93] | これが死かと思うほど安らかな感覚は |
[02:13.19] | やがて現実というものに嘔吐しながら |
[02:19.22] | 激しく突き刺さり |
[02:24.82] | 腹這いの彼の体が半分に折れ曲がるような苦痛の中 |
[02:38.24] | 今日に生まれた |
[02:41.56] | 次に彼は太陽の光を追いかけることを始めた |
[02:51.15] | 跳ね返ったり吸い込まれてしまう太陽の虚像は |
[02:59.05] | 彼の頭を混乱させ |
[03:04.20] | 彼がいかにのろまで |
[03:08.76] | なんて間の抜けた人間かを |
[03:14.34] | その度に思い起こさせてくれた |
[03:21.78] | 笑うことを失ったビルの残像は |
[03:30.42] | 幾度も重なり合い |
[03:34.52] | 埃のような自分の影を見失いそうになった |
[03:45.47] | 彼が15本目のたばこに火をつける頃 |
[03:52.52] | 太陽は沈みかけた |
[03:56.20] | デコボコな地面に |
[03:59.96] | 不器用に建てられたビルの陰に |
[04:07.38] | 駐車違反の車は飲み込まれてゆく |
[04:12.61] | 彼にとってそれらは |
[04:18.50] | 自分自身の行方を |
[04:24.29] | 象徴しているようでならなかった |
[04:30.64] | 物が壊れてゆく小さな物音がこだまし |
[04:38.15] | 街中に響き渡っていた |
[04:48.87] | 彼のかざした手に |
[04:52.05] | 死がのしかかる |
[04:55.28] | 生きるという |
[04:57.50] | 空しさに涙がこぼれた |
[05:03.30] | おごそかに街の生け贅が捧げられ |
[05:12.39] | 太陽は沈んでゆく |
[05:16.09] | 人の心の欲望という奴を彼は考える |
[05:25.04] | ほんの少しでも楽な姿勢を取るために |
[05:32.97] | 体をくねらせながら |
[05:38.84] | 彼は何度も何度も欠伸をした |
[05:49.52] | 欠伸をして |
[05:51.81] | 伸ばした手の先に |
[05:55.69] | しなやかな風をまさぐり |
[06:02.38] | 彼には何が始まりで |
[06:07.54] | 何が終わりなのか |
[06:11.58] | すっかりわからなくなっていた |
[06:15.45] | 横たえた体の先には |
[06:22.27] | まだ現実がひっかかっていた |
[06:28.06] |
[00:00.57] | chao bi |
[00:07.02] | fu zhe |
[00:09.14] | da shou shen |
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[04:24.29] | xiang zheng |
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[04:38.15] | jie zhong xiang du |
[04:48.87] | bi shou |
[04:52.05] | si |
[04:55.28] | sheng |
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[05:03.30] | jie sheng zhui peng |
[05:12.39] | tai yang shen |
[05:16.09] | ren xin yu wang nu bi kao |
[05:25.04] | shao le zi shi qu |
[05:32.97] | ti |
[05:38.84] | bi he du he du qian shen |
[05:49.52] | qian shen |
[05:51.81] | shen shou xian |
[05:55.69] | feng |
[06:02.38] | bi he shi |
[06:07.54] | he zhong |
[06:11.58] | |
[06:15.45] | heng ti xian |
[06:22.27] | xian shi |
[06:28.06] |
[00:00.57] | cháo bǐ |
[00:07.02] | fù zhè |
[00:09.14] | dà shǒu shēn |
[00:11.22] | xiāo qù bǐ nǚ |
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[00:22.03] | zhōng tú bàn duān shǐ gǔ yī lèi shàng |
[00:27.76] | tài yáng guāng jìng sàn |
[00:34.23] | bǐ kāi yǎn |
[00:39.81] | yī fān zuì chū shāo |
[00:45.27] | jīn rì zhàn sī |
[00:49.99] | jīn rì bǐ rén shēng xiàng zhēng |
[01:01.05] | yī fān dà qiè què sī |
[01:07.83] | shān láo dòng |
[01:10.56] | luò |
[01:12.20] | hàn |
[01:16.23] | bǐ cì tǐ |
[01:22.84] | shǎo lì pèi shǐ |
[01:26.64] | shí sè sī |
[01:34.58] | lì |
[01:38.24] | zhǔ guān xìng kè guān xìng rèn shí |
[01:44.38] | lì rù |
[01:53.09] | mù jué bǐ |
[01:56.57] | yí dù hū xī gǎn |
[02:04.93] | sǐ sī ān gǎn jué |
[02:13.19] | xiàn shí ǒu tǔ |
[02:19.22] | jī tū cì |
[02:24.82] | fù zhè bǐ tǐ bàn fēn zhé qū kǔ tòng zhōng |
[02:38.24] | jīn rì shēng |
[02:41.56] | cì bǐ tài yáng guāng zhuī shǐ |
[02:51.15] | tiào fǎn xī ru tài yáng xū xiàng |
[02:59.05] | bǐ tóu hùn luàn |
[03:04.20] | bǐ |
[03:08.76] | jiān bá rén jiān |
[03:14.34] | dù sī qǐ |
[03:21.78] | xiào shī cán xiàng |
[03:30.42] | jǐ dù zhòng hé |
[03:34.52] | āi zì fēn yǐng jiàn shī |
[03:45.47] | bǐ 15 běn mù huǒ qǐng |
[03:52.52] | tài yáng shěn |
[03:56.20] | dì miàn |
[03:59.96] | bù qì yòng jiàn yīn |
[04:07.38] | zhù chē wéi fǎn chē yǐn ru |
[04:12.61] | bǐ |
[04:18.50] | zì fēn zì shēn xíng fāng |
[04:24.29] | xiàng zhēng |
[04:30.64] | wù huài xiǎo wù yīn |
[04:38.15] | jiē zhōng xiǎng dù |
[04:48.87] | bǐ shǒu |
[04:52.05] | sǐ |
[04:55.28] | shēng |
[04:57.50] | kōng lèi |
[05:03.30] | jiē shēng zhuì pěng |
[05:12.39] | tài yáng shěn |
[05:16.09] | rén xīn yù wàng nú bǐ kǎo |
[05:25.04] | shǎo lè zī shì qǔ |
[05:32.97] | tǐ |
[05:38.84] | bǐ hé dù hé dù qiàn shēn |
[05:49.52] | qiàn shēn |
[05:51.81] | shēn shǒu xiān |
[05:55.69] | fēng |
[06:02.38] | bǐ hé shǐ |
[06:07.54] | hé zhōng |
[06:11.58] | |
[06:15.45] | héng tǐ xiān |
[06:22.27] | xiàn shí |
[06:28.06] |