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I feel like I've been gone for a long time |
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My body's present but I cannot find my mind |
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I used to love feeling everything inside |
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But I'm afraid the well's run dry |
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Every time I get a second to myself |
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I can't help but give it up to someone else |
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My brain is like a cavernous empty shell |
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And I'm lost inside |
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What is going on? |
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Where has my heart gone? |
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I miss the sun |
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I paint a smile on my face, I keep my hands busy |
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I try to trick myself but I know I am not okay |
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I'm breaking under the weight, of the guilt filling up my plate |
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I feel myself fading away |
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I just wanna be left all alone |
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Don't wanna say yes |
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Don't wanna say no |
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Don't wanna hear a sound anywhere I go |
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The pain is too much, just let me be alone |
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It hurts me to stay, it kills me to go |
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Letting you down, hurts more than you know |
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And I could never be, all that you want |
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And it's been tearing me apart |
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What is going on? |
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Why am I so numb? |
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I miss the sun |
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I paint a smile on my face, I keep my hands busy |
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I try to trick myself but I know I am not okay |
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I'm breaking under the weight, of the guilt filling up my plate |
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I feel myself fading away |
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And I know I can't keep living this way |
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All these sleepless nights and wasted days |
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I know what's to come if I don't change |
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I'll soon have faded away |
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I think of everyone else |
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But no one's there for me |
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I've got to love myself |
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And tell them I am not okay |
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I'm buried under the shame |
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And there's nobody else to blame |
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I feel myself fading away |
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I won't let myself fade away |
