| [00:11.91] | Honestly I’m exhausted. |
| [00:13.73] | Why is my society so toxic. |
| [00:15.78] | My sobriety affecting me like I was standing in a mosh pit. |
| [00:19.49] | I just think I’m running outta options. |
| [00:21.32] | Everyone the opposite. |
| [00:22.81] | Hoping they don’t see me as a college kid. |
| [00:25.11] | Cuz most of them don’t even know what knowledge is. |
| [00:27.34] | I’m ripping up my scholarships. |
| [00:28.59] | I just wanna be an artist now. |
| [00:31.04] | And I know they’ll prolly hate me, say I’m watered now. |
| [00:33.75] | I don’t got any trophies. |
| [00:35.63] | I’m stuck on the shelf. |
| [00:37.06] | Everyday is my battle. |
| [00:38.34] | I’m only fighting myself. |
| [00:39.62] | If I was ever deployed. |
| [00:41.06] | I think I’d write to myself. |
| [00:42.52] | They say they want me to fail. |
| [00:43.88] | I’m not receiving no help. |
| [00:45.30] | I’m not wanted, haunted by every comment. |
| [00:47.77] | I promise I'm being honest. |
| [00:48.92] | They just wanting the honor. |
| [00:50.46] | I was never the starter. |
| [00:51.91] | Breaking through all my armor. |
| [00:53.34] | Maybe I’m just a joke. |
| [00:54.63] | I Should’ve been working harder. |
| [00:56.17] | Tell me okay |
| [00:58.48] | It won’t stop the pain |
| [01:01.28] | Life continues this way |
| [01:03.91] | And I am drowning so |
| [01:07.63] | Call me lonely, call me messed up |
| [01:13.13] | Im just tired of this world and I’m tired of myself |
| [01:19.97] | Right now I don’t know about it. |
| [01:22.02] | Tryna think of anyway, that I can go about it. |
| [01:24.95] | Lotta thoughts in my mind, now it’s overcrowded. |
| [01:27.49] | Take a sec, and a breath to control the balance. |
| [01:30.42] | Every minute adding up, on the stopwatch. |
| [01:33.25] | Not enough time, feel like everybody bossed up. |
| [01:35.80] | I cannot shoot, time is up on the shot clock. |
| [01:38.59] | Wishing I could swish, but I’m still getting crossed up. |
| [01:41.61] | Say you balling out. |
| [01:43.12] | Friendship falling out. |
| [01:44.43] | Always in some trouble, no one hear when I’m calling out. |
| [01:47.23] | Hoping music gonna change my life. |
| [01:50.48] | People leaving me I know that I can make it right. |
| [00:11.91] | Honestly I' m exhausted. |
| [00:13.73] | Why is my society so toxic. |
| [00:15.78] | My sobriety affecting me like I was standing in a mosh pit. |
| [00:19.49] | I just think I' m running outta options. |
| [00:21.32] | Everyone the opposite. |
| [00:22.81] | Hoping they don' t see me as a college kid. |
| [00:25.11] | Cuz most of them don' t even know what knowledge is. |
| [00:27.34] | I' m ripping up my scholarships. |
| [00:28.59] | I just wanna be an artist now. |
| [00:31.04] | And I know they' ll prolly hate me, say I' m watered now. |
| [00:33.75] | I don' t got any trophies. |
| [00:35.63] | I' m stuck on the shelf. |
| [00:37.06] | Everyday is my battle. |
| [00:38.34] | I' m only fighting myself. |
| [00:39.62] | If I was ever deployed. |
| [00:41.06] | I think I' d write to myself. |
| [00:42.52] | They say they want me to fail. |
| [00:43.88] | I' m not receiving no help. |
| [00:45.30] | I' m not wanted, haunted by every comment. |
| [00:47.77] | I promise I' m being honest. |
| [00:48.92] | They just wanting the honor. |
| [00:50.46] | I was never the starter. |
| [00:51.91] | Breaking through all my armor. |
| [00:53.34] | Maybe I' m just a joke. |
| [00:54.63] | I Should' ve been working harder. |
| [00:56.17] | Tell me okay |
| [00:58.48] | It won' t stop the pain |
| [01:01.28] | Life continues this way |
| [01:03.91] | And I am drowning so |
| [01:07.63] | Call me lonely, call me messed up |
| [01:13.13] | Im just tired of this world and I' m tired of myself |
| [01:19.97] | Right now I don' t know about it. |
| [01:22.02] | Tryna think of anyway, that I can go about it. |
| [01:24.95] | Lotta thoughts in my mind, now it' s overcrowded. |
| [01:27.49] | Take a sec, and a breath to control the balance. |
| [01:30.42] | Every minute adding up, on the stopwatch. |
| [01:33.25] | Not enough time, feel like everybody bossed up. |
| [01:35.80] | I cannot shoot, time is up on the shot clock. |
| [01:38.59] | Wishing I could swish, but I' m still getting crossed up. |
| [01:41.61] | Say you balling out. |
| [01:43.12] | Friendship falling out. |
| [01:44.43] | Always in some trouble, no one hear when I' m calling out. |
| [01:47.23] | Hoping music gonna change my life. |
| [01:50.48] | People leaving me I know that I can make it right. |
| [00:11.91] | Honestly I' m exhausted. |
| [00:13.73] | Why is my society so toxic. |
| [00:15.78] | My sobriety affecting me like I was standing in a mosh pit. |
| [00:19.49] | I just think I' m running outta options. |
| [00:21.32] | Everyone the opposite. |
| [00:22.81] | Hoping they don' t see me as a college kid. |
| [00:25.11] | Cuz most of them don' t even know what knowledge is. |
| [00:27.34] | I' m ripping up my scholarships. |
| [00:28.59] | I just wanna be an artist now. |
| [00:31.04] | And I know they' ll prolly hate me, say I' m watered now. |
| [00:33.75] | I don' t got any trophies. |
| [00:35.63] | I' m stuck on the shelf. |
| [00:37.06] | Everyday is my battle. |
| [00:38.34] | I' m only fighting myself. |
| [00:39.62] | If I was ever deployed. |
| [00:41.06] | I think I' d write to myself. |
| [00:42.52] | They say they want me to fail. |
| [00:43.88] | I' m not receiving no help. |
| [00:45.30] | I' m not wanted, haunted by every comment. |
| [00:47.77] | I promise I' m being honest. |
| [00:48.92] | They just wanting the honor. |
| [00:50.46] | I was never the starter. |
| [00:51.91] | Breaking through all my armor. |
| [00:53.34] | Maybe I' m just a joke. |
| [00:54.63] | I Should' ve been working harder. |
| [00:56.17] | Tell me okay |
| [00:58.48] | It won' t stop the pain |
| [01:01.28] | Life continues this way |
| [01:03.91] | And I am drowning so |
| [01:07.63] | Call me lonely, call me messed up |
| [01:13.13] | Im just tired of this world and I' m tired of myself |
| [01:19.97] | Right now I don' t know about it. |
| [01:22.02] | Tryna think of anyway, that I can go about it. |
| [01:24.95] | Lotta thoughts in my mind, now it' s overcrowded. |
| [01:27.49] | Take a sec, and a breath to control the balance. |
| [01:30.42] | Every minute adding up, on the stopwatch. |
| [01:33.25] | Not enough time, feel like everybody bossed up. |
| [01:35.80] | I cannot shoot, time is up on the shot clock. |
| [01:38.59] | Wishing I could swish, but I' m still getting crossed up. |
| [01:41.61] | Say you balling out. |
| [01:43.12] | Friendship falling out. |
| [01:44.43] | Always in some trouble, no one hear when I' m calling out. |
| [01:47.23] | Hoping music gonna change my life. |
| [01:50.48] | People leaving me I know that I can make it right. |
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