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We had a beautiful relationship at one point |
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But then, that shit changed with the quickness |
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Maybe cause I was ****in' other bitches |
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Or maybe we had no busniess havin' busniess |
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Not the girl that I would want to raise kids with |
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But still that shit happened regardless |
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I was so young, back then so heartless |
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And the shit I was thinkin' could of caught me some charges |
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Listen, I tried to talk to her normally |
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That shit didn't work for one second, she was on to me |
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I tried to explain, how I ain't have a dollar to my name |
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Pursuin' this rap shit, chasin' fame |
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Young dude stressed in the hood like Je-sus |
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I ain't ready for no child but she was |
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When you, piss poor get to havin' sick thoughts |
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While the chick probably sittin' there thinkin' bout marriage |
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I'm thinkin' abortion like a savage |
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On purpose accident to have a miscarriage |
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Her a mother of mine I couldn't end up seein' |
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Plus what type of mother would you end up bein' |
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You already a physco, I wouldn't let that pass |
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I ain't think lifetime bond, I thought fat ass |
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All them times you were pregnant and miserable |
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All them fights we had that got physical |
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Everytime I sent you packin', pissed at you |
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Like I ain't want to live wit you, yeah I kind of planned that |
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Ain't considerate, sounds just like me |
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Then you put someone out that looks just like me |
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I grabbed my little dude up, looked 'em in his eyes |
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And you can't understand right now I apologize |
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How could I not want you here, be that selfish |
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**** was on my mind at the time, my bad I Couldn't Help It |
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Now this is how you know we go through phases |
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Cause he done sold millions of records |
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Plus they done been together for ages |
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I don't really know how to say this |
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Me and old boy done shared a couple of stages |
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But he wasn't around when I saw her in Vegas |
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She said 'remember me?', I thought I should lie |
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I looked baby up and down and said 'should I?' |
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Maybe she my old broad, maybe she a singer |
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I looked down seen a chunky rock on her finger |
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She said I'm 'blanks' wife, how you been and what you doin' here? |
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I should of asked her that same shit |
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Snoop had already told me that bitches ain't shit |
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And the industries so small, that's how the game is |
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When you famous, everybodys a bilingual plaintiff |
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And the defendant speaks one language |
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But we exchanged numbers like **** it |
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All we gon talk about is music |
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Neither one of us will ever use it |
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But shorty she ain't hesitate to use it |
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Four A.M., where do I begin? |
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She's leavin' the club, I'm about to win |
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She's so aggressive like 'what room are you in?' |
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I ain't answer, she said meet her downstairs in ten |
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Now we totally disrespectin' his star |
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I'm with his bitch, and she in his car |
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She said hop in let's head to the strip bar |
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Bad ass friend with her, and then she kissed ma |
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And now I'm so confused |
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She starts tellin' me about how she's so abused |
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How he beats her ass, how he takes that figure |
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And I'm in my head thinkin' 'I don't blame that nigga' |
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We hit the club like everythin's wonderful |
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She touchin' me, I'm feelin uncomfortable |
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And then the DJ threw on somethin' slow |
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I'm grindin' on her friend, now she wantin' to go |
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Dude's wife started whisperin' in my ear |
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I'm startin' to see it clear, she don't care shorty's down with whatever |
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She said let's go to your room all together |
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I'm sure the two of us'll make it worth your wild |
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Now your friend looks great and I really want to **** her |
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But I can't be your side dude, can't be your lover |
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Caught on my old school shit just to thug her |
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We got to the room, told her I ain't have a rubber |
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I thought it worked at first |
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One looked disappointed and one looked hurt |
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But her trifelin' ass went and made shit worse |
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She reached down pulled a few of those out her purse |
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Got on her knees started playin' with the head |
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All her dudes lyrics started playin' in my head |
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Her friend I'm sayin', probably feelin' left out |
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I'm filled with guilt because all I can think bout was |
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He have her on TV with your kids |
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I got her on the TV in her ribs |
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Please God forgive, regret what I did |
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That ain't the lifestyle I want to live, just then I Couldn't Help It |
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