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Joe Budden - Angel In My Life |
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Let's look behind the Swarovski crystals |
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Behind the .50 calibers and the pistols |
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Misused, pardoned self got to excuse, my issues |
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For me to have you a ritual |
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But, I ain't as crazy as I seem to be |
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It's just that nothin' is the way that is seem's to me |
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Im feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressents |
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In essence im threatenin my character asessment |
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Truth told, I figure a few hoe's |
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Mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes |
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If I'm misundersttod or mis-guided |
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Started when they passed the L' said 'just try it' |
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When I don't wanna get out of bed I just fight it |
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Sometimes I don't eat for days I just diet |
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Only live once so if I just like it |
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I aint even checkin' the price, I just buy shit |
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I'm thinkin that will just hide it |
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But all it takes is life to ignite shit |
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I'm thinkin' bout death wonderin' how I'm gonna go |
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I can't be insane for just wantin' to know |
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In my head I die often, I used to think of suicide often |
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Good suit on and a nice coffin |
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But, that ain't somethin' I would try myself |
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Still they lock me in this room all by myself |
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I need a... think I need a..... |
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They say my symptoms are aggressive |
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They titled me a compulsive obsessive slash manic depressive |
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They trying to tell I'm a con and I game niggas |
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That's one reason I dont even entertain niggas |
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Not important who they are I won't name niggas |
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They like to say I got a tendency to blame niggas |
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I keep fuckin' shit up but keep tryin' |
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If ya'll would just trust me I wouldn't just keep lyin' |
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If I had bread I wouldn't be in debt |
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Let me clarify get in Def |
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I feel like every time I been less |
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When ever I invest whenever I inset I feel I'm innept |
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I try to make them understand but they just won't incept |
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I tell them four million others I am the templed |
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There ain't no book that tells a story there ain't no index |
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We got some different type of cuts and no they ain't princess |
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All this indigest seemingly in less |
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How I take in stress when I always went best |
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Aching in my chest and yet it still won't break me |
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They say the room is padded for my own safety |
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But the cushion don't soften shit |
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They locked the door but still they let my thoughts in it |
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And no one can tell me why I'm here |
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I can't even see the sky from here |
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I guess my time is near |
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