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Sometimes it feels like I have reached my mental breaking point |
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I'm on the verge of crying how am I supposed to cope |
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I'm still searching for that missing part to fill the void |
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But I don't know if that is even within my control |
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People keep telling me how proud they are of my success |
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While I'm just standing there sure it's cool I'm still depressed |
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I just feel pain, going insane feels like I'm barely here |
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Want to go back and find myself to feel alive again |
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I don't sleep anymore |
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Don't even eat anymore, don't wanna breathe anymore |
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Laying awake, another sleepless night |
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My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying **** my life |
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Dreaming in a world that I can't see |
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Maybe in another life |
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I will find an inner peace |
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A place where I am free |
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I wanna scream out loud |
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Nothing's what it used to be |
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There's a war inside my mind |
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But I'm not the enemy |
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My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying **** my life |
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Sometimes it feels like I have reached my mental breaking point |
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I'm on the verge of crying how am I supposed to cope |
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I'm still searching for that missing part to fill the void |
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But I don't know if that is even within my control |
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People keep telling me how proud they are of my success |
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While I'm just standing there sure it's cool I'm still depressed |
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I just feel pain, going insane feels like I'm barely here |
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Want to go back and find myself to feel alive again |
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Dreaming in a world that I can't see |
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Maybe in another life |
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I will find an inner peace |
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A place where I am free |
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I wanna scream out loud |
[03:35.628] |
Nothing's what it used to be |
[03:38.762] |
There's a war inside my mind |
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But I'm not the enemy |
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My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying **** my life |
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Here's to another day of waking up just to go back to bed |
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Just to go back to bed |
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My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying **** my life |