Sometimes it feels like I have reached my mental breaking point
I'm on the verge of crying how am I supposed to cope
I'm still searching for that missing part to fill the void
But I don't know if that is even within my control
People keep telling me how proud they are of my success
While I'm just standing there sure it's cool I'm still depressed
I just feel pain, going insane feels like I'm barely here
Want to go back and find myself to feel alive again
I don't sleep anymore
Don't even eat anymore, don't wanna breathe anymore
Laying awake, another sleepless night
My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying **** my life
Dreaming in a world that I can't see
Maybe in another life
I will find an inner peace
A place where I am free
I wanna scream out loud
Nothing's what it used to be
There's a war inside my mind
But I'm not the enemy
My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying **** my life
Sometimes it feels like I have reached my mental breaking point
I'm on the verge of crying how am I supposed to cope
I'm still searching for that missing part to fill the void
But I don't know if that is even within my control
People keep telling me how proud they are of my success
While I'm just standing there sure it's cool I'm still depressed
I just feel pain, going insane feels like I'm barely here
Want to go back and find myself to feel alive again
Dreaming in a world that I can't see
Maybe in another life
I will find an inner peace
A place where I am free
I wanna scream out loud
Nothing's what it used to be
There's a war inside my mind
But I'm not the enemy
My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying **** my life
Here's to another day of waking up just to go back to bed
Just to go back to bed
My mind is racing won't shut up, just saying **** my life