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[ti:Depression Party] |
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[ar:Endwell] |
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[al:Punishment] |
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[offset:0] |
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Depression Party (Explicit) - Endwell |
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I I can't begin to explain |
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All the things that I lost because of playing this game |
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All the flowers that failed to bloom |
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The perpetual sorrow as reality comes into view |
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I turned this flame into a spark |
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My roar decays into a bark |
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The smoke the drinks the friends the scum |
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I tried I swear that I tried but I'm done I'm done |
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Always a way to make you think it's okay |
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But then reality spits in your face |
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From the bottom I can see how they make it seem |
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But don't believe in all the b******t in your magazines |
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Goodbye to days of grace |
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Welcome my grave disgrace |
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Another way just to capitalize on your dreams |
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This is not the way you wanted it to be |
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So much to say about the way it was |
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They took it all from us |
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So much to take they took it all from us |
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When it's all been said and done |
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When it's all been said and done before |
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They'll suck you dry until you've lost it all |
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You don't mean a thing to them |
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And they will never break your fall |
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Everybody jockin' hard |
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When you're top dog |
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But when your chips are down |
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Where the f**k they all gone |
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Integrity don't mean sh*t |
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In this industry |
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So lean on the few who true |
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And always in ourselves believe |
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Hate all you want it |
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Only adds to our determination |
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And all you doubting f**ks |
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Will see exactly what were made of |
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When all is said and done |
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You never stood a chance |
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Against a world that didn't want your love |
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When you tried to tell yourself |
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That everything would work itself out |
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But you don't have that luck |
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Now that everyone is gone |
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You've come to realize |
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You function better alone |
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And with a lack of love |
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You've found a better |
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Understanding of the way this works |
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Amen to the things we loved |
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And the dying youth within all of us |
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So much to say the way it was |
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So much to take they took from us you repent |
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I'll take it from the top so you can understand |
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I think it's the boy in me understanding becoming a man |
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And let me say something no one held my hand |
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Now anxiety ridden inside sh*t has hit the fan |
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My heart races from wake to sleep |
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Head slow I barely got the stomach to eat |
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Got nowhere to run and retreat |
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Nerves got me on the edge of my seat |
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What the f**k happened to me |
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Hatred for myself |
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Breeds hatred for everyone else |
