[ti:Depression Party]
[ar:Endwell]
[al:Punishment]
[offset:0]
[00:00.00]Depression Party (Explicit) - Endwell
[00:00.26]I I can't begin to explain
[00:02.68]All the things that I lost because of playing this game
[00:06.24]All the flowers that failed to bloom
[00:08.61]The perpetual sorrow as reality comes into view
[00:11.97]I turned this flame into a spark
[00:15.10]My roar decays into a bark
[00:17.92]The smoke the drinks the friends the scum
[00:20.25]I tried I swear that I tried but I'm done I'm done
[00:23.84]Always a way to make you think it's okay
[00:27.35]But then reality spits in your face
[00:29.70]From the bottom I can see how they make it seem
[00:32.33]But don't believe in all the b******t in your magazines
[00:35.54]Goodbye to days of grace
[00:38.37]Welcome my grave disgrace
[00:41.02]Another way just to capitalize on your dreams
[00:44.14]This is not the way you wanted it to be
[00:46.89]So much to say about the way it was
[00:50.07]They took it all from us
[00:52.81]So much to take they took it all from us
[00:58.79]When it's all been said and done
[01:01.44]When it's all been said and done before
[01:04.46]They'll suck you dry until you've lost it all
[01:06.87]You don't mean a thing to them
[01:08.26]And they will never break your fall
[01:10.37]Everybody jockin' hard
[01:11.85]When you're top dog
[01:13.27]But when your chips are down
[01:14.46]Where the f**k they all gone
[01:16.14]Integrity don't mean sh*t
[01:17.52]In this industry
[01:18.54]So lean on the few who true
[01:20.13]And always in ourselves believe
[01:21.88]Hate all you want it
[01:22.83]Only adds to our determination
[01:24.82]And all you doubting f**ks
[01:26.02]Will see exactly what were made of
[01:28.19]When all is said and done
[01:30.23]You never stood a chance
[01:31.33]Against a world that didn't want your love
[01:33.97]When you tried to tell yourself
[01:36.11]That everything would work itself out
[01:37.86]But you don't have that luck
[01:39.79]Now that everyone is gone
[01:41.69]You've come to realize
[01:43.02]You function better alone
[01:45.48]And with a lack of love
[01:47.29]You've found a better
[01:48.21]Understanding of the way this works
[01:51.13]Amen to the things we loved
[01:55.91]And the dying youth within all of us
[02:02.26]So much to say the way it was
[02:08.03]So much to take they took from us you repent
[02:13.07]I'll take it from the top so you can understand
[02:15.67]I think it's the boy in me understanding becoming a man
[02:18.53]And let me say something no one held my hand
[02:20.69]Now anxiety ridden inside sh*t has hit the fan
[02:23.81]My heart races from wake to sleep
[02:26.02]Head slow I barely got the stomach to eat
[02:28.72]Got nowhere to run and retreat
[02:30.70]Nerves got me on the edge of my seat
[02:33.05]What the f**k happened to me
[02:34.31]Hatred for myself
[02:39.39]Breeds hatred for everyone else