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I was born from something different than i am now |
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Cuz what i am now, is like motion of the sand |
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How it fights with the waves creating friction |
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Its the struggle of a dream, within the rhymes and the diction |
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That i spit whenever im feeling down |
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Escape in a safer sound |
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I always heard it takes less effort to smile than effort to frown |
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But im starting to think that every lie that ive heard is just adding up |
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Inside my chest, i think ive had enough |
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Im impaired by all my fears |
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Isolated by my peers |
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Hung up on the **** i hear |
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From lips that only disappear |
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And ghost me when im feeling down |
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Break my body to the ground |
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Suffocate in sadness sounds |
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To fold the fomo in my frown |
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Overdose on serotonin |
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Tolerance is overflowing |
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Only time will tell |
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But i got no idea just where im going |
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Lost up in the architechture |
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Of an ode to feeling better |
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Deep december sweater weather |
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808s beyond forever |
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I been gone for ******* years, its been all over |
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Theres been nothing but contempt and aggravation in my shoulders |
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I feel it when i fall asleep, and every day i rise |
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Theres no power left inside to try, so i say id rather die |
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But im so ************* scared that no one cares |
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So ill lock myself in brodys attic, adding knots to knotted hair |
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***** about my story, and how none of what i feel is fair |
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And sign it, "love, the bre a thing backwards: Unimportant, unaware" |
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This day might be my last |
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This dark cloud will never pass |
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So cold ill shatter like glass |
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Can you hear me? |
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This day might be my last |
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This dark cloud will never pass |
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So cold ill shatter like glass |
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Pickin up the pieces |
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Cleaning up your mess |
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Yeah, I used to love you |
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Now you make me anxious |
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Talkin like I'm toxic |
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Babe, I'm just depressed |
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Come through for the night |
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Lay your head on my chest |
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When the sun comes up |
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I might say you gotta go |
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Tell me how you want it baby |
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We can take it slow |
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Yeah, you're lying to my face |
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You don't think I'll ever know |
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If you're hoping for a chase |
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Put your faith in safer homes |
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Blowin up my phone |
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Now you're asking for a re-do |
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I just want some dome |
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And that gucci I can see through |
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Money ain't a problem |
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When you do it for the love |
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Keep my eyes on the prize |
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Til' I'm sittin up above |
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With a blunt in my mouth |
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And a knife on my tounge |
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Now my life's headin south |
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And my legs are feeling numb |
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Yeah, my heads filled with doubt |
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Can't you tell that I'm dumb? |
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Put my life to an end |
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With an unloaded gun |
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This day might be my last |
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This dark cloud will never pass |
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So cold ill shatter like glass |
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Can you hear me? |
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This day might be my last |
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This dark cloud will never pass |
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So cold ill shatter like glass |
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Never thought it would come to this |
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Feel the pain in my chest, put your nail in my wrist |
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Waking up's a struggle feeling like **** |
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Another new day, another plan to miss |
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I'm tired of taking ownership for all my missteps |
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I wanna feel something new, something deeper than this |
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Somethings I can't change, that's just a story that I say to make it go away |
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Don't you try to war off blame, you're the reason that I'm cold like it's the middle of the winter |
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I'm still ****** up from December |
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You can hear it in my timbre |
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I don't wanna remember |
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I'm shaken to my center |
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This day might be my last |
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This dark cloud will never pass |
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So cold ill shatter like glass |
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Can you hear me? |
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This day might be my last |
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This dark cloud will never pass |
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So cold ill shatter like glass |