[00:26.76]I was born from something different than i am now
[00:29.95]Cuz what i am now, is like motion of the sand
[00:32.96]How it fights with the waves creating friction
[00:36.27]Its the struggle of a dream, within the rhymes and the diction
[00:40.34]That i spit whenever im feeling down
[00:42.41]Escape in a safer sound
[00:43.91]I always heard it takes less effort to smile than effort to frown
[00:47.30]But im starting to think that every lie that ive heard is just adding up
[00:51.10]Inside my chest, i think ive had enough
[00:54.21]Im impaired by all my fears
[00:56.17]Isolated by my peers
[00:58.2]Hung up on the **** i hear
[00:59.84]From lips that only disappear
[01:01.35]And ghost me when im feeling down
[01:03.10]Break my body to the ground
[01:04.85]Suffocate in sadness sounds
[01:06.72]To fold the fomo in my frown
[01:08.45]Overdose on serotonin
[01:10.2]Tolerance is overflowing
[01:11.82]Only time will tell
[01:12.26]But i got no idea just where im going
[01:14.37]Lost up in the architechture
[01:16.25]Of an ode to feeling better
[01:17.89]Deep december sweater weather
[01:19.64]808s beyond forever
[01:21.56]I been gone for ******* years, its been all over
[01:24.63]Theres been nothing but contempt and aggravation in my shoulders
[01:27.64]I feel it when i fall asleep, and every day i rise
[01:30.88]Theres no power left inside to try, so i say id rather die
[01:35.6]But im so ************* scared that no one cares
[01:38.48]So ill lock myself in brodys attic, adding knots to knotted hair
[01:42.82]***** about my story, and how none of what i feel is fair
[01:46.17]And sign it, "love, the bre a thing backwards: Unimportant, unaware"
[01:49.74]This day might be my last
[01:53.41]This dark cloud will never pass
[01:56.97]So cold ill shatter like glass
[02:00.79]Can you hear me?
[02:03.46]This day might be my last
[02:07.16]This dark cloud will never pass
[02:10.74]So cold ill shatter like glass
[02:17.20]Pickin up the pieces
[02:18.82]Cleaning up your mess
[02:20.56]Yeah, I used to love you
[02:22.14]Now you make me anxious
[02:22.78]Talkin like I'm toxic
[02:24.47]Babe, I'm just depressed
[02:26.24]Come through for the night
[02:28.13]Lay your head on my chest
[02:29.77]When the sun comes up
[02:31.50]I might say you gotta go
[02:33.72]Tell me how you want it baby
[02:35.6]We can take it slow
[02:36.52]Yeah, you're lying to my face
[02:38.24]You don't think I'll ever know
[02:39.91]If you're hoping for a chase
[02:41.71]Put your faith in safer homes
[02:43.59]Blowin up my phone
[02:44.55]Now you're asking for a re-do
[02:46.72]I just want some dome
[02:48.15]And that gucci I can see through
[02:50.29]Money ain't a problem
[02:52.35]When you do it for the love
[02:54.7]Keep my eyes on the prize
[02:55.74]Til' I'm sittin up above
[02:57.85]With a blunt in my mouth
[02:59.50]And a knife on my tounge
[03:00.82]Now my life's headin south
[03:02.64]And my legs are feeling numb
[03:04.37]Yeah, my heads filled with doubt
[03:06.9]Can't you tell that I'm dumb?
[03:07.66]Put my life to an end
[03:09.48]With an unloaded gun
[03:11.20]This day might be my last
[03:14.98]This dark cloud will never pass
[03:18.33]So cold ill shatter like glass
[03:22.27]Can you hear me?
[03:24.85]This day might be my last
[03:28.65]This dark cloud will never pass
[03:32.16]So cold ill shatter like glass
[03:39.8]Never thought it would come to this
[03:41.50]Feel the pain in my chest, put your nail in my wrist
[03:45.87]Waking up's a struggle feeling like ****
[03:48.51]Another new day, another plan to miss
[03:52.65]I'm tired of taking ownership for all my missteps
[03:55.93]I wanna feel something new, something deeper than this
[04:00.94]Somethings I can't change, that's just a story that I say to make it go away
[04:06.80]Don't you try to war off blame, you're the reason that I'm cold like it's the middle of the winter
[04:12.59]I'm still ****** up from December
[04:14.67]You can hear it in my timbre
[04:16.56]I don't wanna remember
[04:18.34]I'm shaken to my center
[04:19.90]This day might be my last
[04:23.80]This dark cloud will never pass
[04:27.16]So cold ill shatter like glass
[04:30.93]Can you hear me?
[04:33.65]This day might be my last
[04:37.44]This dark cloud will never pass
[04:40.98]So cold ill shatter like glass