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Tuesday, 23rd of January, 2018 |
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I'm here with David |
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This is our first session |
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We're just gonna talk about your background |
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Where you're from, any issues you've been dealing with |
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So, where should we start? |
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Look |
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Stop all the pain |
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How do you stop all the pain, huh? |
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I used to hear a voice when I was praying |
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But nowadays, I don't even wanna be saved |
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Nah, **** that, I don't wanna be saved |
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I was born to be wild, I don't wanna be tamed |
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Talent's in my blood and I don't wanna be vain |
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But if I'm a psycho, then I don't wanna be sane |
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I used to dream of this s**t when I was hopping on train |
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So, so bad, I used to want all the fame |
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My ex-girl want to shoot a cover for Vogue |
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Which is pretty ironic 'cause she's top of the range |
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If any one of you take a shot on a track |
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My ****** come back and put a shot in your frame |
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Easy as the alphabet |
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Three G's in the ring, call me Alvarez |
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My teacher used to say I need counseling |
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Couldn't stop asking me, "What do you feel?" |
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There's so many old scars that they wanna reveal |
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We got off on the wrong foot 'cause I don't want him to heal, nah |
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But if you're looking for a psycho, you got one |
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I thought I had a screw loose but I lost one |
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Ninety-nine problems, money, it is not one |
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My currency's Kenyan, that's in it for the long run, huh |
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Tears on a pillow |
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Bro, I shed so many tears on a pillow |
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I used to tell my teachers that nobody gets it |
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I don't know Clarke but I know that I'm a Kidult |
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'Cause my mummy ain't been home, miss thinks I'm involved |
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Blame my environment, it made me a sicko |
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Furthermore, I should bring that ***** down to Streatham |
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And then make her spend a day in a veil like a widow |
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Kiddo, we seen swords longer than a limo |
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My bros are blacksmiths like Jaden and Willow |
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Man, there's weapons over here, we're reppin' over here |
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We're from the Southside but it's Streatham over here |
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No telling if you're selling, hold the wettin' here |
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Get him over here, who the **** is checkin' over here? |
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Most my ****** are the ones applying pressure over here |
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**** assault, I can get a ***** peppered over here, whoa |
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We wanted more, then some food on the strip or moving a brick |
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My ****** went to school with the rich and we were broke |
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Hiding crow in a Rubicon drink |
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Which is funny 'cause that's how we put food in the fridge |
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So, who am I? |
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Someone tryna live his best life |
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I just wanna take a pretty woman for a test drive |
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If I bring her to my room and I press, I |
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Guarantee she gonna see the force like an ex-wife |
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People tell me I'm a little bit barmy |
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For my army, I need a bottle of Bacardi |
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If it's me and a pouch with my dargy |
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Shawty, you're seeing two stars in the party |
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**** what you heard |
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I'm a top boy and I ain't giving man a turn |
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I don't wanna know a pretty woman wanna flirt |
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Learned you can judge a ***** by the women that he curves |
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I love this game, I ain't lost focus |
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I'm a hitmaker, if you ever noticed |
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I could be the rapper with the message like you're hoping |
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But what's the point in me being the best if no one knows it? |
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Brother I'm a careful, humble, reckless, arrogant, extravagant |
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***** probably battlin' with manic depression |
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Man, I think I'm going mad again |
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It's like I'm happy for a second then I'm sad again |
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And to my fans, the reason I could get to this |
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You're my drug, the instrumental my therapist |
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Man, I need some therapy |
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My girl saying that she'll never leave |
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I'm scared she gonna find a better me |
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Deeper insecurities, like |
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What if I don't leave a legacy? |
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Money, why they check for me? |
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Mummy lost respect for me |
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I wish we could be together but that ain't how life works |
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I used to cry about my dad until my ******* eyes burnt |
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Nose running, you don't know nothing |
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Before I put a penny on the table, I provided for my family |
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Held my mother's hand through the agony, hey |
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You ever fall 'sleep 'case you don't wanna be awake? |
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In a way, you're tired of the reality you face? |
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If you're thinking 'bout doing it |
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Suicide doesn't stop the pain, you're only moving it |
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Lives that you're ruining |
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Thoughts of a world without you in it, hiding |
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I ain't psycho but my life is |
