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Honestly haven't had happiness happening hollow inside of my mind |
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It's hard not to hate everything |
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When it's all that you feel and its all you can find |
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Don't hold your breath waiting for me to save you |
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I'm too far away from divine |
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We can talk or whatever but don't catch no feelings |
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Cause thats where I'm drawin' the line |
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I don't mean to sound like a b1tch |
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But that's just how I feel and I'm not gonna change |
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I learned if don't let your heart get involved |
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When they leave you won't feel any pain |
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Don't get upset about losing me |
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From the start there was nothing to gain |
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Is the sh1t that I feel even real |
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Or just chemicals making their way through my brain |
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Frozen I'm cold, broken to bone |
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Everyone left, now I'm alone |
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I don't think anybody really cared |
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Cause when I went ghost no one hit up my phone |
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I haven't left my room for months |
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Sneaking and smoking on broken blunts |
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Why do I feel like all hope is up |
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Why am I wishin' on broken luck |
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Avoiding my dreams, so I'm staying up late |
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I seen the night turn to morning |
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Avoiding all people, don't wanna go out |
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Everything too fxcking boring |
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Drownin' my issues when they come to shore |
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With all the poison I'm pouring |
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Leaving no space for nobody to love |
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With all the sh1t that I'm storing |