Honestly haven't had happiness happening hollow inside of my mind
It's hard not to hate everything
When it's all that you feel and its all you can find
Don't hold your breath waiting for me to save you
I'm too far away from divine
We can talk or whatever but don't catch no feelings
Cause thats where I'm drawin' the line
I don't mean to sound like a b1tch
But that's just how I feel and I'm not gonna change
I learned if don't let your heart get involved
When they leave you won't feel any pain
Don't get upset about losing me
From the start there was nothing to gain
Is the sh1t that I feel even real
Or just chemicals making their way through my brain
Frozen I'm cold, broken to bone
Everyone left, now I'm alone
I don't think anybody really cared
Cause when I went ghost no one hit up my phone
I haven't left my room for months
Sneaking and smoking on broken blunts
Why do I feel like all hope is up
Why am I wishin' on broken luck
Avoiding my dreams, so I'm staying up late
I seen the night turn to morning
Avoiding all people, don't wanna go out
Everything too fxcking boring
Drownin' my issues when they come to shore
With all the poison I'm pouring
Leaving no space for nobody to love
With all the sh1t that I'm storing