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I feel like I'm becoming |
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a butterfly |
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or a golden bee |
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my smile is like razorblades |
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when I smile |
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it cuts bloody deep |
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my body is on the magazines |
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my face on the TV |
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my voice on the radio |
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that's me in my dreams |
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but when I open my eyes |
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I see I'm a piece of SHIT |
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A WORTHLESS COWARD |
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A VAPID WHORE |
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A MORAL-LESS REFUGEE |
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COVERED IN SORES |
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A BLITHERING SEA COW |
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LOST IN ITS DREAMS |
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NOBODY LIKES ME, YEAH |
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NOBODY WANTS ME AT ALL |
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NOBODY LIKES ME, YEAH |
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wet blue world--- it fills me up |
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I find I'm deep inside |
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waves crash and I breathe water |
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but I haven't died |
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I wont come up |
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I wont come up for air |
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I wont come up |
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I wont come up for air |
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.....and beneath the waves |
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I hide my head in darker waters |
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and nobody sees |
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....I cut myself |
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and hope to draw you in |
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but even the sharks pass by |
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someone please explain |
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all alone I'm growing colder |
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laughter like cancer over my shoulder |
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mirrors like hatchets to the world of my face |
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you know I'm a complete . . . . . I'M A COMPLETE DISGRACE |
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I'M NOT A MANATEEN |
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I'M NOT A MANATEEN |
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JUST LEAVE ME ALONE |
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JUST LEAVE ME ALONE |
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. . . .and beneath the sea |
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I give up and I descend |
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and I'm finally free |
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... and in the end |
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wet blue world ---fills me up |
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fills me deep inside |
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waves crash and I breath water |
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but I haven't died |
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NEVER |
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WITH A FURIOUS POISON IN MY HEART |
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WILL I RETURN FROM THE DARKER WATERS |
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I LET THE TIDE TEAR ME APART |
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NEVER |
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WITH FURIOUS POISON IN MY VEINS |
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WILL I RETURN FROM THE DARKER WATERS |
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I WONT HOLD MY BREATH AND WAIT FOR CHANGE |
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I DIE |
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ITS A SUICIDE |
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MY BODY SWALLOWED BY THE BIG BLUE VIOLENCE |
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THIS IS THE ENDLESS TIDE |
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i wont come up |
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i wont come up |
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i wont come up for air tonight |
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i wont come up |
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i wont come up |
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i wont come up for air tonight |
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cold |
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and all alone |
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I held my own |
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Now I give up |
