I feel like I'm becoming 
a butterfly 
or a golden bee 
my smile is like razorblades 
when I smile 
it cuts bloody deep 
my body is on the magazines 
my face on the TV 
my voice on the radio 
that's me in my dreams 
but when I open my eyes 
I see I'm a piece of SHIT
A WORTHLESS COWARD 
A VAPID WHORE 
A MORAL-LESS REFUGEE 
COVERED IN SORES 
A BLITHERING SEA COW 
LOST IN ITS DREAMS 
NOBODY LIKES ME, YEAH 
NOBODY WANTS ME AT ALL 
NOBODY LIKES ME, YEAH 
wet blue world--- it fills me up 
I find I'm deep inside 
waves crash and I breathe water 
but I haven't died 
I wont come up 
I wont come up for air 
I wont come up 
I wont come up for air 
.....and beneath the waves 
I hide my head in darker waters 
and nobody sees 
....I cut myself 
and hope to draw you in 
but even the sharks pass by 
someone please explain 
all alone I'm growing colder 
laughter like cancer over my shoulder 
mirrors like hatchets to the world of my face 
you know I'm a complete . . . . . I'M A COMPLETE DISGRACE 
I'M NOT A MANATEEN 
I'M NOT A MANATEEN 
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE 
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE 
. . . .and beneath the sea 
I give up and I descend 
and I'm finally free 
... and in the end 
wet blue world ---fills me up 
fills me deep inside 
waves crash and I breath water 
but I haven't died 
NEVER 
WITH A FURIOUS POISON IN MY HEART 
WILL I RETURN FROM THE DARKER WATERS 
I LET THE TIDE TEAR ME APART 
NEVER 
WITH FURIOUS POISON IN MY VEINS 
WILL I RETURN FROM THE DARKER WATERS 
I WONT HOLD MY BREATH AND WAIT FOR CHANGE 
I DIE 
ITS A SUICIDE 
MY BODY SWALLOWED BY THE BIG BLUE VIOLENCE 
THIS IS THE ENDLESS TIDE
i wont come up 
i wont come up 
i wont come up for air tonight 
i wont come up 
i wont come up 
i wont come up for air tonight 
cold 
and all alone 
I held my own
Now I give up