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7 AM and I'm walking again |
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Back to bury myself in the snow |
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With a part of me gone and its hard to hold |
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To a person that |
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I used to know |
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And it kills me inside |
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I am buried alive |
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I am nothing but flesh over bone |
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But I can't think about |
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I'm not going to change |
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I'm better off being alone |
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Better off being alone |
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The drug, the drug is what understands me |
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Silence stole the voices in my head |
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Drink myself to death on cocaine candy |
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Twenty one gun salute when they find me dead |
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When they find me dead |
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In the back of the house with a gun in my mouth |
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And a mirror in front of my face |
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I have looked for a reason just one simple reason |
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For why I am worth being saved |
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But I'll never get out so |
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I put the gun down |
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It's a slow suicide that |
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I chooseSo |
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I give in again |
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I sit down and breath in |
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I don't care about what |
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I will lose |
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What I will lose |
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The drug, the drug is what understands me |
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Silence stole the voices in my head |
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Drink myself to death on cocaine candy |
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Twenty one gun salute when they find me dead |
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When they find me dead |
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I feel like this will never end |
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The curse will never end |
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More than air |
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I needYou must believe |
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I need the drug |
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I'm always on the run |
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From the addict |
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I've become |
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More than air |
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I breatheYou must believe |
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I need the drug |
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I need the drug |
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You must believe |
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I need the drug |
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I need the drug |
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You must believe |
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I need the drug |
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The drug, the drug is what understands me |
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Silence stole the voices in my head |
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Drink myself to death on cocaine candy |
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Twenty one gun salute when they find me dead |
