[00:05.930] | 在清池去了机场之后 |
[00:07.930] | 她起身 做了力所能及的事情 |
[00:10.880] | 在这个临时搭建的租住地里 |
[00:14.390] | 收拾着物品 |
[00:16.260] | 不过是一些衣物和书籍 |
[00:18.510] | 他与她之间从来没有 |
[00:20.900] | 共同的建设和积累 |
[00:22.860] | 无法获得时间能够从容携手 |
[00:26.090] | 直到白头老去 |
[00:28.590] | 他没有给过她任何未来 |
[00:30.940] | 只有无尽的借口 理由 推卸 暧昧 |
[00:36.450] | 而同时他们又为彼此付出了那么多 |
[00:42.950] | 她把手上的戒指取下 |
[00:45.800] | 放在餐桌上 |
[00:48.610] | 没有话想说 |
[00:50.120] | 于是也就没有一个字的留言 |
[00:53.960] | 拖上行李 关上门 |
[00:59.990] | 买机票 回到上海 |
[01:02.540] | 再次换掉手机号码 |
[01:05.000] | 删掉许清池手机号码 |
[01:08.140] | 租下一个旅馆房间隐匿起来 |
[01:11.110] | 独自一人给谁都不联系 |
[01:14.450] | 所有的期许破灭 |
[01:17.270] | 接受现实担当这结局 |
[01:21.380] | 除此以外还能如何 |
[01:25.780] | 为了得到他的肉身 |
[01:27.310] | 继续苟且的存在下去 |
[01:29.530] | 与他一起面对越走越迷茫的前途 |
[01:33.020] | 仇恨他对她的伤害 |
[01:35.420] | 让他痛苦和损失 |
[01:37.680] | 还是自毁 |
[01:40.500] | 不 不 这都不是她要的方式 |
[01:45.300] | 除了忘记和平静她不要其他 |
[01:50.090] | 她试图尽可能沉默在昏睡之中 |
[01:53.980] | 在梦中 看见一条河岸 |
[01:57.350] | 岸上苍绿树林挂满灯笼 |
[02:00.070] | 一盏一盏明亮喜悦 |
[02:03.370] | 她独自站在对岸观望 |
[02:05.560] | 看着闪烁璀璨灯的丛林 |
[02:08.420] | 与他说话 |
[02:10.570] | 她说 清池我们的感情 |
[02:16.580] | 来的这样迅急 这样完满 这样美 |
[02:21.980] | 一开始就点亮了所有的灯 |
[02:25.230] | 这灯 多的数不完 看不尽 |
[02:30.800] | 但如果可以重新来过时间倒流 |
[02:36.790] | 还能再有一次开始 |
[02:39.660] | 让我们持有耐心和希望 |
[02:42.760] | 一盏一盏慢慢的点 |
[02:45.950] | 点一盏亮一盏 点一盏再亮一盏 |
[02:53.190] | 这样 就可以一直在一起 |
[02:57.040] | 慢慢携手 走到老走到死 |
[03:02.180] | 而不是在活着的时候 |
[03:04.500] | 看着这亮满的灯火逐渐熄灭下去 |
[03:09.800] | 一盏一盏的冷却 |
[03:11.910] | 熄灭 黑暗 摧毁 |
[03:17.310] | 这样的过程 |
[03:21.040] | 让人的心何其伤痛和失望 |
[03:24.050] | 不是对感情而是对人生 |
[03:28.500] | 或者说 |
[03:31.820] | 我并不觉得我们的感情是一种失败 |
[03:35.610] | 失败的是我自己的人生 |
[03:39.660] | 因为我最终知道 |
[03:41.910] | 这些无常的熄灭的黑暗下去的东西 |
[03:47.410] | 是我的人生必须 |
[03:48.860] | 去面对和承担的结局 |
[03:52.710] | 我不知道爱应该以怎样的方式存在 |
[03:56.260] | 为何 我们相爱 |
[03:59.120] | 最终却只能互相伤害并且分裂隔离 |
[04:05.360] | 我已无法再面对你 |
[04:07.970] | 因为无法面对和你在一起的 |
[04:10.380] | 这个失败的自己 |
[04:13.850] | 我要重新来过 |
[04:32.080] | 一个小时后 |
[04:33.080] | 她在呼啸而起的机舱里 |
[04:34.980] | 想到自己和他的关系 |
[04:37.290] | 如果今生是有一架 |
[04:38.330] | 由方向所载的客机 |
[04:40.290] | 他们不过是被随机编排同坐的乘客 |
[04:43.790] | 但这种随机里面一定隐含着某种 |
[04:46.350] | 与宇宙力量呼应的指令 |
[04:49.350] | 体现一种与前世 今生 来生 |
[04:52.450] | 互相贯穿浑然一体的秩序 |
[04:56.240] | 他们无法明白和了解这种寓意 |
[04:59.290] | 只是短暂共度注定各奔东西 |
[05:06.480] | 她问他这里如此之美可否停留 |
[05:13.430] | 不 这不是我们的终点 |
[05:21.670] | 然后飞机起飞 |
[00:05.930] | zai qing chi qu le ji chang zhi hou |
[00:07.930] | ta qi shen zuo le li suo neng ji de shi qing |
[00:10.880] | zai zhe ge lin shi da jian de zu zhu di li |
[00:14.390] | shou shi zhe wu pin |
[00:16.260] | bu guo shi yi xie yi wu he shu ji |
[00:18.510] | ta yu ta zhi jian cong lai mei you |
[00:20.900] | gong tong de jian she he ji lei |
[00:22.860] | wu fa huo de shi jian neng gou cong rong xie shou |
[00:26.090] | zhi dao bai tou lao qu |
[00:28.590] | ta mei you gei guo ta ren he wei lai |
[00:30.940] | zhi you wu jin de jie kou li you tui xie ai mei |
[00:36.450] | er tong shi ta men you wei bi ci fu chu le na me duo |
[00:42.950] | ta ba shou shang de jie zhi qu xia |
[00:45.800] | fang zai can zhuo shang |
[00:48.610] | mei you hua xiang shuo |
[00:50.120] | yu shi ye jiu mei you yi ge zi de liu yan |
[00:53.960] | tuo shang xing li guan shang men |
[00:59.990] | mai ji piao hui dao shang hai |
[01:02.540] | zai ci huan diao shou ji hao ma |
[01:05.000] | shan diao xu qing chi shou ji hao ma |
[01:08.140] | zu xia yi ge lv guan fang jian yin ni qi lai |
[01:11.110] | du zi yi ren gei shui dou bu lian xi |
[01:14.450] | suo you de qi xu po mie |
[01:17.270] | jie shou xian shi dan dang zhe jie ju |
[01:21.380] | chu ci yi wai hai neng ru he |
[01:25.780] | wei liao de dao ta de rou shen |
[01:27.310] | ji xu gou qie de cun zai xia qu |
[01:29.530] | yu ta yi qi mian dui yue zou yue mi mang de qian tu |
[01:33.020] | chou hen ta dui ta de shang hai |
[01:35.420] | rang ta tong ku he sun shi |
[01:37.680] | hai shi zi hui |
[01:40.500] | bu bu zhe dou bu shi ta yao de fang shi |
[01:45.300] | chu le wang ji he ping jing ta bu yao qi ta |
[01:50.090] | ta shi tu jin ke neng chen mo zai hun shui zhi zhong |
[01:53.980] | zai meng zhong kan jian yi tiao he an |
[01:57.350] | an shang cang lv shu lin gua man deng long |
[02:00.070] | yi zhan yi zhan ming liang xi yue |
[02:03.370] | ta du zi zhan zai dui an guan wang |
[02:05.560] | kan zhe shan shuo cui can deng de cong lin |
[02:08.420] | yu ta shuo hua |
[02:10.570] | ta shuo qing chi wo men de gan qing |
[02:16.580] | lai de zhe yang xun ji zhe yang wan man zhe yang mei |
[02:21.980] | yi kai shi jiu dian liang le suo you de deng |
[02:25.230] | zhe deng duo de shu bu wan kan bu jin |
[02:30.800] | dan ru guo ke yi chong xin lai guo shi jian dao liu |
[02:36.790] | hai neng zai you yi ci kai shi |
[02:39.660] | rang wo men chi you nai xin he xi wang |
[02:42.760] | yi zhan yi zhan man man de dian |
[02:45.950] | dian yi zhan liang yi zhan dian yi zhan zai liang yi zhan |
[02:53.190] | zhe yang jiu ke yi yi zhi zai yi qi |
[02:57.040] | man man xie shou zou dao lao zou dao si |
[03:02.180] | er bu shi zai huo zhe de shi hou |
[03:04.500] | kan zhe zhe liang man de deng huo zhu jian xi mie xia qu |
[03:09.800] | yi zhan yi zhan de leng que |
[03:11.910] | xi mie hei an cui hui |
[03:17.310] | zhe yang de guo cheng |
[03:21.040] | rang ren de xin he qi shang tong he shi wang |
[03:24.050] | bu shi dui gan qing er shi dui ren sheng |
[03:28.500] | huo zhe shuo |
[03:31.820] | wo bing bu jue de wo men de gan qing shi yi zhong shi bai |
[03:35.610] | shi bai de shi wo zi ji de ren sheng |
[03:39.660] | yin wei wo zui zhong zhi dao |
[03:41.910] | zhei xie wu chang de xi mie de hei an xia qu de dong xi |
[03:47.410] | shi wo de ren sheng bi xu |
[03:48.860] | qu mian dui he cheng dan de jie ju |
[03:52.710] | wo bu zhi dao ai ying gai yi zen yang de fang shi cun zai |
[03:56.260] | wei he wo men xiang ai |
[03:59.120] | zui zhong que zhi neng hu xiang shang hai bing qie fen lie ge li |
[04:05.360] | wo yi wu fa zai mian dui ni |
[04:07.970] | yin wei wu fa mian dui he ni zai yi qi de |
[04:10.380] | zhe ge shi bai de zi ji |
[04:13.850] | wo yao chong xin lai guo |
[04:32.080] | yi ge xiao shi hou |
[04:33.080] | ta zai hu xiao er qi de ji cang li |
[04:34.980] | xiang dao zi ji he ta de guan xi |
[04:37.290] | ru guo jin sheng shi you yi jia |
[04:38.330] | you fang xiang suo zai de ke ji |
[04:40.290] | ta men bu guo shi bei sui ji bian pai tong zuo de cheng ke |
[04:43.790] | dan zhe zhong sui ji li mian yi ding yin han zhe mou zhong |
[04:46.350] | yu yu zhou li liang hu ying de zhi ling |
[04:49.350] | ti xian yi zhong yu qian shi jin sheng lai sheng |
[04:52.450] | hu xiang guan chuan hun ran yi ti de zhi xu |
[04:56.240] | ta men wu fa ming bai he liao jie zhe zhong yu yi |
[04:59.290] | zhi shi duan zan gong du zhu ding ge ben dong xi |
[05:06.480] | ta wen ta zhe li ru ci zhi mei ke fou ting liu |
[05:13.430] | bu zhe bu shi wo men de zhong dian |
[05:21.670] | ran hou fei ji qi fei |
[00:05.930] | zài qīng chí qù le jī chǎng zhī hòu |
[00:07.930] | tā qǐ shēn zuò le lì suǒ néng jí de shì qíng |
[00:10.880] | zài zhè gè lín shí dā jiàn de zū zhù dì lǐ |
[00:14.390] | shōu shí zhe wù pǐn |
[00:16.260] | bù guò shì yī xiē yī wù hé shū jí |
[00:18.510] | tā yǔ tā zhī jiān cóng lái méi yǒu |
[00:20.900] | gòng tóng de jiàn shè hé jī lěi |
[00:22.860] | wú fǎ huò de shí jiān néng gòu cóng róng xié shǒu |
[00:26.090] | zhí dào bái tóu lǎo qù |
[00:28.590] | tā méi yǒu gěi guò tā rèn hé wèi lái |
[00:30.940] | zhǐ yǒu wú jìn de jiè kǒu lǐ yóu tuī xiè ài mèi |
[00:36.450] | ér tóng shí tā men yòu wèi bǐ cǐ fù chū le nà me duō |
[00:42.950] | tā bǎ shǒu shàng de jiè zhǐ qǔ xià |
[00:45.800] | fàng zài cān zhuō shàng |
[00:48.610] | méi yǒu huà xiǎng shuō |
[00:50.120] | yú shì yě jiù méi yǒu yí gè zì de liú yán |
[00:53.960] | tuō shàng xíng lǐ guān shàng mén |
[00:59.990] | mǎi jī piào huí dào shàng hǎi |
[01:02.540] | zài cì huàn diào shǒu jī hào mǎ |
[01:05.000] | shān diào xǔ qīng chí shǒu jī hào mǎ |
[01:08.140] | zū xià yī ge lǚ guǎn fáng jiān yǐn nì qǐ lái |
[01:11.110] | dú zì yī rén gěi shuí dōu bù lián xì |
[01:14.450] | suǒ yǒu de qī xǔ pò miè |
[01:17.270] | jiē shòu xiàn shí dān dāng zhè jié jú |
[01:21.380] | chú cǐ yǐ wài hái néng rú hé |
[01:25.780] | wèi liǎo de dào tā de ròu shēn |
[01:27.310] | jì xù gǒu qiě de cún zài xià qù |
[01:29.530] | yǔ tā yì qǐ miàn duì yuè zǒu yuè mí máng de qián tú |
[01:33.020] | chóu hèn tā duì tā de shāng hài |
[01:35.420] | ràng tā tòng kǔ hé sǔn shī |
[01:37.680] | hái shì zì huǐ |
[01:40.500] | bù bù zhè dōu bú shì tā yào de fāng shì |
[01:45.300] | chú le wàng jì hé píng jìng tā bú yào qí tā |
[01:50.090] | tā shì tú jìn kě néng chén mò zài hūn shuì zhī zhōng |
[01:53.980] | zài mèng zhōng kàn jiàn yī tiáo hé àn |
[01:57.350] | àn shàng cāng lǜ shù lín guà mǎn dēng lóng |
[02:00.070] | yī zhǎn yī zhǎn míng liàng xǐ yuè |
[02:03.370] | tā dú zì zhàn zài duì àn guān wàng |
[02:05.560] | kàn zhe shǎn shuò cuǐ càn dēng de cóng lín |
[02:08.420] | yǔ tā shuō huà |
[02:10.570] | tā shuō qīng chí wǒ men de gǎn qíng |
[02:16.580] | lái de zhè yàng xùn jí zhè yàng wán mǎn zhè yàng měi |
[02:21.980] | yī kāi shǐ jiù diǎn liàng le suǒ yǒu de dēng |
[02:25.230] | zhè dēng duō de shù bù wán kàn bù jìn |
[02:30.800] | dàn rú guǒ kě yǐ chóng xīn lái guò shí jiān dào liú |
[02:36.790] | hái néng zài yǒu yī cì kāi shǐ |
[02:39.660] | ràng wǒ men chí yǒu nài xīn hé xī wàng |
[02:42.760] | yī zhǎn yī zhǎn màn màn de diǎn |
[02:45.950] | diǎn yī zhǎn liàng yī zhǎn diǎn yī zhǎn zài liàng yī zhǎn |
[02:53.190] | zhè yàng jiù kě yǐ yī zhí zài yì qǐ |
[02:57.040] | màn màn xié shǒu zǒu dào lǎo zǒu dào sǐ |
[03:02.180] | ér bú shì zài huó zhe de shí hòu |
[03:04.500] | kàn zhe zhè liàng mǎn de dēng huǒ zhú jiàn xī miè xià qù |
[03:09.800] | yī zhǎn yī zhǎn de lěng què |
[03:11.910] | xī miè hēi àn cuī huǐ |
[03:17.310] | zhè yàng de guò chéng |
[03:21.040] | ràng rén de xīn hé qí shāng tòng hé shī wàng |
[03:24.050] | bú shì duì gǎn qíng ér shì duì rén shēng |
[03:28.500] | huò zhě shuō |
[03:31.820] | wǒ bìng bù jué de wǒ men de gǎn qíng shì yī zhǒng shī bài |
[03:35.610] | shī bài de shì wǒ zì jǐ de rén shēng |
[03:39.660] | yīn wèi wǒ zuì zhōng zhī dào |
[03:41.910] | zhèi xiē wú cháng de xī miè de hēi àn xià qù de dōng xī |
[03:47.410] | shì wǒ de rén shēng bì xū |
[03:48.860] | qù miàn duì hé chéng dān de jié jú |
[03:52.710] | wǒ bù zhī dào ài yīng gāi yǐ zěn yàng de fāng shì cún zài |
[03:56.260] | wèi hé wǒ men xiāng ài |
[03:59.120] | zuì zhōng què zhǐ néng hù xiāng shāng hài bìng qiě fēn liè gé lí |
[04:05.360] | wǒ yǐ wú fǎ zài miàn duì nǐ |
[04:07.970] | yīn wèi wú fǎ miàn duì hé nǐ zài yì qǐ de |
[04:10.380] | zhè gè shī bài de zì jǐ |
[04:13.850] | wǒ yào chóng xīn lái guò |
[04:32.080] | yí gè xiǎo shí hòu |
[04:33.080] | tā zài hū xiào ér qǐ de jī cāng lǐ |
[04:34.980] | xiǎng dào zì jǐ hé tā de guān xì |
[04:37.290] | rú guǒ jīn shēng shì yǒu yī jià |
[04:38.330] | yóu fāng xiàng suǒ zài de kè jī |
[04:40.290] | tā men bù guò shì bèi suí jī biān pái tóng zuò de chéng kè |
[04:43.790] | dàn zhè zhǒng suí jī lǐ miàn yí dìng yǐn hán zhe mǒu zhǒng |
[04:46.350] | yǔ yǔ zhòu lì liàng hū yìng de zhǐ lìng |
[04:49.350] | tǐ xiàn yī zhǒng yǔ qián shì jīn shēng lái shēng |
[04:52.450] | hù xiāng guàn chuān hún rán yī tǐ de zhì xù |
[04:56.240] | tā men wú fǎ míng bái hé liǎo jiě zhè zhǒng yù yì |
[04:59.290] | zhǐ shì duǎn zàn gòng dù zhù dìng gè bèn dōng xī |
[05:06.480] | tā wèn tā zhè lǐ rú cǐ zhī měi kě fǒu tíng liú |
[05:13.430] | bù zhè bú shì wǒ men de zhōng diǎn |
[05:21.670] | rán hòu fēi jī qǐ fēi |