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The dirt's so thick it won't come clean, |
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All around a haze like a smoke screen, |
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I can't see you but you see me, |
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But i might be gone before you count to three. |
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The waters are totally polluted, |
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The armies inside my head have feuded, |
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One side has smothered the other, |
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The disease it spreads and begins to cover. |
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Maggot infested soul of mine, |
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Has painted me in a corner confined. |
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My vision is blurred no reason or rhyme, |
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Help me escape these walls i climb. |
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I'm drowning in my own shit, gasping, |
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Gagging on the vomit asphyxiated, grasping, |
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For a grip on the soap with the rope, |
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So i can get clean and begin to cope, |
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Scrub me 'til i'm raw, an open sore oozing |
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Unless i'm clean i might start losing. |
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My mind and my life would have a fucked-up ending, |
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Thank god if you ever see cleansing. |
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Sewn my eyes shut can't you see i'm smothered? |
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Deaf, dumb and blind the dirt has covered |
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The windows which let the light shine through, |
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Cleansing of the soul for i am you. |
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The last time i slept i dreamt. |
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My friend and i we got so high. |
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On top of mountains, deep in the sky, |
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Way up high where the white goes by. |
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The air is thin and hard to breathe. |
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But with a friend near, by your side, |
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You can conquer the world or wander around all starry-eyed. |
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I laid there and dreamt along for a ride. |
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I took in the journey, my friend beside. |
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It all seemed so real, it all seemed surreal, |
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My friend and i were one deep inside. |
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These dreams come and go and are never the same. |
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I await new journeys asleep i remain. |
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When i hold my eyes shut tight i dream. |
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When i dream at night through my dreams i scream. |
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Why do people have to go and fucking change? |
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What pushed my friend to tap the vein? |
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Asleep at night i visit my friend. |
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Asleep at night i miss my friend. |