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As lover, I'm shit. She's always known it. |
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She craves confusion, I aid her delusion. |
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The sailor boy, her sailor boy. |
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A junkie's eyes, handsome and thin. |
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Ropes blows and whips, oh I bound her within. |
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Oh - oh. |
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It's funny, it's funny, it's funny I say. |
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How insecurity works out this way. |
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The bigger my sins, more she wants me. |
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The bigger my lies, more she gives to me. |
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I choose when I hurt her, I choose when she smiles. |
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There's annihilation here, the love I defile. |
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I lose my need for her, lose my feelings. |
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Lose myself in this puddle of drugs. |
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In our ship, she patches the holes. |
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I hit her when she needs me to, she keeps control. |
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Thought I was on top, but I see I'm below. |
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Thought I was captain, she stows me in hold. |
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Now I cannot get this collar off of my neck. |
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Now I cannot abandon this wreck. |