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(Intro) You know my mama use to always say that struggle is worth it |
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It goes with then struggle is purpose |
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And purpose is what you're working |
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And alot of people don't wanna live to see that |
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To me, they should (Verse) |
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It's hard to dream with your eyes wide open |
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But if you keep 'em closed you can't really see where you're going |
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And maybe |
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I'm just a dreamer and the world ain't really my home |
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And on the outside of my mind is the only place |
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I belong And |
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I'm trapped inside a soda just way too broke to be strong |
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And that's trapped inside a life that's just way too long to be gone |
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And I give *******t |
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I give yeah it takes too much to be whole |
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The irony in that *******t man sometimes is great to be wrong |
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And I smile but *******t gets harder 'cause my heart is growing |
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Further apart from the other vessels that make me more of my soul |
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That make me less of a help to everything that surrounds me |
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It's tough to know |
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I'm lost but it's harder to think |
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I found me |
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Lining all the remnants the pain all his descendents |
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My fear has never been falling |
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I'm deathly scared of ascendance |
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Damn ,but |
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I guess that's gotta mean something |
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I'm out of this world than |
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I'm just hoping that |
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I leave something (Hook) |
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Smile n hearts, there are things that tear us all apart |
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But I still smile with my heart, |
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Even though that *******t bound to be torn apart |
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And I , I still (dream) |
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I still (dream), |
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I-I still (dream), |
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I still (dream) (I believe in you, no matter what we've been through,I believe) (Verse) |
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I met a kid out in |
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Vegas desperately wanna make it |
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He said he runnin' from pain and just wants to know what will shake it |
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His girlfriend just had a baby ,he out and he ain't around |
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Ain't got the skills to raise no kid , |
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I never got to be a child |
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Never got to figure out what |
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I wanted for mine,my dad bounced like a ******* |
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My mama was gone all the time, my stomach touching my spine |
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I had to go ******* grind, |
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I took everything |
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I wanted The world was never ******* mine |
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These lanch, they keep on feeding me lies |
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The sun of a generation they keep denying me *******ne |
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They sayin' the world is mine but won't allow me to rise |
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So I got hell all in my heart and hatred all in my eyes |
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I'm frown, from my head to my soul |
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And I give *******t |
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I give but it takes too much to be whole,yeah |
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Ah, I just want someone to believe in me , tell me they know |
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I'm heard |
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But the goodness is all they see in me and (Hook) |
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Smile n hearts, there are things that tear us all apart |
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But I still smile with my heart, |
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Even though that *******t bound to be torn apart |
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And I , I still (dream) |
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I still (dream), |
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I-I still (dream), |
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I still (dream) (I believe in you, no matter what we've been through,I believe) (Verse) |
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Beaten to a pole, from the bottom she made it |
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You can see |
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I'm on the scan no discards if honestly fading |
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She look up into the mirror and what she seeing she hating |
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So much evil in this world and it's beauty just masquerades it |
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They hide behind all their secrets ,hide behind all their pain |
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I've been through so ******* much *******t it's about to drive me insane |
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Sometimes |
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I wish all the beating would knock it all out of my brain |
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Someone would just take the picture and crop me out of the frame |
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Yeah,and that's what's stollen my worth |
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Don't judge me about my appearance my soul is lower than dirt |
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My heart's been broken so many times |
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I don't know if it works |
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And all I have is this smile and |
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I'm so lonely it's hurting |
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And I'm froze stuck up in this place |
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I only feel alone |
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And I give *******t |
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I give, but it takes too much to be whole |
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I want someone to ******* love me, |
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I'm tired to coming last to everything that's above me (Interlude) |
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And I smile,maybe it's a parody of all the tragedy inside us |
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We keep secrets like abortions, |
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Life stolen then frozen within our psychic lies on ice |
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Dancing with the demons ,lips that rarely speak the truth |
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Aclamated by what we've been through,the mind is a terrible thing to waste |
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And at the same time it's a terrible place to wait |
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I'm wasting away,starting expiring, |
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I see fire when your teeth show |
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Pride often of ego, thrown off like parts between silabes |
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Hook ups that can't be scared away, dreams not easily to decipher, conquer |
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But I still smile too but and inside |
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I'm beating my knuckles,tear ,blood and hope |
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And even stur away |
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I wonder what it would feel like to be beautiful |
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To feel like rain on rose petals,to feel like sun*******ne |
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And have a life without suffering constantly |
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I find myself awaken through it all and inevitably risen |
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Rippen like fruit branches on the tree of knowledge |
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And again |
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I wonder why the good have to suffer |
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What it means to be gentle, what we mean to one another |
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What it means to be a lover (Outro) |
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Smile n hearts, there are things that tear us all apart |
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But I still smile with my heart, |
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Even though that *******t bound to be torn apart |
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And I , I still dream |
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You still dream, |
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We still dream |
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Everyday, 'cause |
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I believe in you , |