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Today I just don't feel as good as |
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I felt yesterday |
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My mind is trapped in thoughts, there ain't no back door to escape |
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Everything was good before |
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I started to feel that way |
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Before I slammed the door, before |
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I cursed,Before |
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I scratched my face |
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Before the rain, before the hurting |
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Before the lies, the distrust, the madness, |
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Before the pain |
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When will these old wounds of mine stop bleeding? |
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And how long does it take before |
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I start to heal? |
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After each time |
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I break down, it's like my heart stopped beating |
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That's after the break outs, after the shouts, after the drain |
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After the rain, after the hurting |
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After the abuse, after the blues, |
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After I took off and threw my shoes |
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After the bruise, after the refuse, |
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After me freaking out and breaking loose |
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After the lies, the rage in my eyes, the torn, the blame, |
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After the pain |