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dear dar(lin') |
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your mom (my friend) |
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left a message on my machine |
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she was frantic |
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saying you were talking crazy |
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that you wanted to do away with yourself |
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i guess she thought i'd be a perfect resort |
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because we've had this inexplicable connection since our youth |
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and yes they're in shock they are panicked |
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you and your chronic them and their drama |
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you this embarrassment us in the middle of this delusion |
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if we were our bodies |
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if we were our futures |
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if we were our defenses i'd be joining you |
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if we were our culture |
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if we were our leaders |
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if we were our denials i'd be joining you |
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i remember vividly a day years ago |
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we were camping you knew more than you thought you should know |
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you said "i don't ever want to be brainwashed" |
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and you were mindboggling you were intense |
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you were uncomfortable in your own skin |
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you were thirsty but mostly you were beautiful |
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if we were our nametags |
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if we were our rejections |
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if we were our outcomes i'd be joining you |
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if we were our indignities |
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if we were our successes |
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if we were our emotions i'd be joining you |
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you and i we're like 4 year olds |
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we want to know why and how come about everything |
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we want to reveal ourselves at will and speak our minds |
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and never talk small and be intuitive |
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and question mightily and find god my tortured beacon |
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we need to find like-minded companions |
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if we were their condemnations |
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if we were their projections |
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if we were our paranoias i'd be joining you |
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if we were our incomes |
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if we were our obsessions |
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if we were our afflictions i'd be joining you |
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we need reflection we need a really good memory |
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feel free to call me a little more often |
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