Song | I’ll Find A Way |
Artist | Zack Hemsey |
Album | Empty Room |
Verse 1: | |
I heard they found a way to no set place | |
That they’re way ahead and winning but there’s no real race | |
And they’re feeding on the thrill of a chase | |
When they’ll never find a way to keep the pace | |
I heard they found a way to build our dreams | |
Can they engineer a world in which we hear no screams | |
And I heard that they can make vaccines | |
But our sick routine isn’t keen to relieve | |
I heard they found a way to see through walls | |
Do they have the sight to see my scars | |
And can they find a way to view who we are | |
Or does such vision just exist in the far | |
And can incisions ever fix all the vying that persists | |
Can a needle cure the evil through the arm | |
I’m told they have the means to travel to the stars | |
But can’t journey to the start of the savage in our hearts | |
So if I’m ravaged and afraid | |
Damaged and apart, tired of charades | |
How can I clear the smoke that billows | |
Wade through to cope and chisel out a life that’s worthy and of praise | |
Chorus: | |
My whole life’s passing me by | |
As I sit and wonder why | |
I’ll find a way | |
Verse 2: | |
They say tomorrow brings a brighter day | |
But do they know about the sorrow that’s beyond the fray | |
Do they see all of the madness that man obeys | |
And can they understand that sadness won’t go away | |
But it’s okay cuz the truth is I’m feeling whole | |
Feeling like the emptiness inside has found a home | |
And I’m hopeful that my destiny is one of heights | |
One in which the apathy in me no longer strikes | |
And I wonder how this ending has come to pass | |
When just yesterday was carefree and full of laughs | |
But if there’s certainty in anything it’s what we have | |
Is but impermanent cuz no thing will always last | |
Yet still I can’t help but question fate | |
Can’t shake the feeling that I hold the key to great escape | |
And I feel in me a yearning that still endures | |
A spirit wandering and eager now to find a cure | |
Believe me this is pure essence | |
Pure intention | |
It goes beyond mere conversation and confession | |
It’s much too vague to formulate into expression | |
But perhaps there’s something greater that we’ve all been set in | |
And this is not to say I know the way | |
This is not to say attachment’s been put away | |
This is not to say my love for you’s been held at bay | |
And I don’t possess or know a simple route to change | |
But it is to say I hold you close | |
And it is to say the love in me is more than most | |
And it is to say your absence has left it’s mark | |
But I tell myself this plays within a bigger part | |
Now you are not the only way to make me whole | |
Know that I won’t ever turn my heart to stone | |
You are not the only way to make me whole | |
And I won’t ever turn my heart to stone | |
And I’ll find a way | |
Verse 3: | |
I’m not without a spirit that can hold up to the torture | |
Not without a will to stop the cycle that marauders | |
Not without a mind to free the hate within my border | |
And to cleanse the vessel into which my consciousness is ordered | |
I’m not afraid of monsters that intimidate and taunt ya | |
Not afraid to challenge all the violence and slaughter | |
The leviathans that haunt are hardly deadly out of water | |
I’ll find a way to offer the elixir of disorder | |
So many trails have crossed the rivers forged from all our tears | |
So many paths have left us all alone during these years | |
So many that we’ve lost but I can feel their presence near | |
I can see a road ahead that leads beyond the known frontier | |
So lift yourself up slowly and rest your eyes upon me | |
And let the sad and lonely float away and disappear | |
And leave the guilt and shame and all the anger and the fear | |
Lets trade it for the will to find a way to persevere | |
Chorus | |
Verse 4: | |
How long can I surrender for | |
How deep can my descending bore | |
How long can I neglect me for | |
How long is this confinement for | |
How long can I arrest me for | |
How long can I detain me for | |
How long before I stray off course | |
How long before all hope is lost | |
How long can one survive among the horror | |
Live among the demons that all seethe in darkened corners | |
Cling to all the grief released in tidal waves upon ya | |
Proclaim it isn’t fair, content to bear forever mourner | |
This moment is in order | |
Now let the waters pass | |
Let the smoldered ash remain beside the olden past | |
Leave it on behalf of those who crave to hear you laugh | |
And walk among the living as you find a way to last | |
How long can I survive this for | |
How long can I abate this for | |
How long can I remain this strong | |
Well how long can I just sing this song | |
I’ll find a way |
Verse 1: | |
I heard they found a way to no set place | |
That they' re way ahead and winning but there' s no real race | |
And they' re feeding on the thrill of a chase | |
When they' ll never find a way to keep the pace | |
I heard they found a way to build our dreams | |
Can they engineer a world in which we hear no screams | |
And I heard that they can make vaccines | |
But our sick routine isn' t keen to relieve | |
I heard they found a way to see through walls | |
Do they have the sight to see my scars | |
And can they find a way to view who we are | |
Or does such vision just exist in the far | |
And can incisions ever fix all the vying that persists | |
Can a needle cure the evil through the arm | |
I' m told they have the means to travel to the stars | |
But can' t journey to the start of the savage in our hearts | |
So if I' m ravaged and afraid | |
Damaged and apart, tired of charades | |
How can I clear the smoke that billows | |
Wade through to cope and chisel out a life that' s worthy and of praise | |
Chorus: | |
My whole life' s passing me by | |
As I sit and wonder why | |
I' ll find a way | |
Verse 2: | |
They say tomorrow brings a brighter day | |
But do they know about the sorrow that' s beyond the fray | |
Do they see all of the madness that man obeys | |
And can they understand that sadness won' t go away | |
But it' s okay cuz the truth is I' m feeling whole | |
Feeling like the emptiness inside has found a home | |
And I' m hopeful that my destiny is one of heights | |
One in which the apathy in me no longer strikes | |
And I wonder how this ending has come to pass | |
When just yesterday was carefree and full of laughs | |
But if there' s certainty in anything it' s what we have | |
Is but impermanent cuz no thing will always last | |
Yet still I can' t help but question fate | |
Can' t shake the feeling that I hold the key to great escape | |
And I feel in me a yearning that still endures | |
A spirit wandering and eager now to find a cure | |
Believe me this is pure essence | |
Pure intention | |
It goes beyond mere conversation and confession | |
It' s much too vague to formulate into expression | |
But perhaps there' s something greater that we' ve all been set in | |
And this is not to say I know the way | |
This is not to say attachment' s been put away | |
This is not to say my love for you' s been held at bay | |
And I don' t possess or know a simple route to change | |
But it is to say I hold you close | |
And it is to say the love in me is more than most | |
And it is to say your absence has left it' s mark | |
But I tell myself this plays within a bigger part | |
Now you are not the only way to make me whole | |
Know that I won' t ever turn my heart to stone | |
You are not the only way to make me whole | |
And I won' t ever turn my heart to stone | |
And I' ll find a way | |
Verse 3: | |
I' m not without a spirit that can hold up to the torture | |
Not without a will to stop the cycle that marauders | |
Not without a mind to free the hate within my border | |
And to cleanse the vessel into which my consciousness is ordered | |
I' m not afraid of monsters that intimidate and taunt ya | |
Not afraid to challenge all the violence and slaughter | |
The leviathans that haunt are hardly deadly out of water | |
I' ll find a way to offer the elixir of disorder | |
So many trails have crossed the rivers forged from all our tears | |
So many paths have left us all alone during these years | |
So many that we' ve lost but I can feel their presence near | |
I can see a road ahead that leads beyond the known frontier | |
So lift yourself up slowly and rest your eyes upon me | |
And let the sad and lonely float away and disappear | |
And leave the guilt and shame and all the anger and the fear | |
Lets trade it for the will to find a way to persevere | |
Chorus | |
Verse 4: | |
How long can I surrender for | |
How deep can my descending bore | |
How long can I neglect me for | |
How long is this confinement for | |
How long can I arrest me for | |
How long can I detain me for | |
How long before I stray off course | |
How long before all hope is lost | |
How long can one survive among the horror | |
Live among the demons that all seethe in darkened corners | |
Cling to all the grief released in tidal waves upon ya | |
Proclaim it isn' t fair, content to bear forever mourner | |
This moment is in order | |
Now let the waters pass | |
Let the smoldered ash remain beside the olden past | |
Leave it on behalf of those who crave to hear you laugh | |
And walk among the living as you find a way to last | |
How long can I survive this for | |
How long can I abate this for | |
How long can I remain this strong | |
Well how long can I just sing this song | |
I' ll find a way |