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Praying for myself, these thoughts |
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I try to hide |
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I have faith in me and hope this will survive |
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But it's tearing me apart, |
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I can't hear the words by which |
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I guideSo |
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I must ask again, "Who will carry me?" |
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I cannot deny that nothing can defend |
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From the helplessness that's cutting deep inside |
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And I cannot prevent the thought that nothing's real |
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Seems I've waited years for this day to end |
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The strength |
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I need to feel, the pride inside of me |
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Are not there behind the face staring back at me |
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The anger and the pain of knowing where |
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I amI have come so far and |
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I cannot return |
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Nothing I can do that |
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I have not done |
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No words I can say, no truth left that |
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I can seeSo must |
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I let this end and everything fall apart |
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Before I live my life as |
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I have always done |
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Tell me what to do so |
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I do nothing wrong |
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Something |
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I can hope for, something real that |
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I can seeSo nothing falls apart, so that it does not end |
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I cannot return, |
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I can't start again |
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Nothing to deny, nothing to defend |
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From the helplessness cutting me so deep inside |
|
And I can't prevent the thought that nothing's real |
|
It seems I've waited years for this day to end |
|
Praying for myself, these thoughts |
|
I try to hide |
|
I have faith in me and hope this will survive |
|
But it's tearing me apart, |
|
I can't hear the words by which |
|
I guideSo |
|
I must ask again who will carry me |
|
Nothing I can do that |
|
I have not done |
|
No words I can say, no truth left that |
|
I can seeSo must |
|
I let this end and everything fall apart |
|
Before I live my life as |
|
I have always done |
|
Tell me what to do so |
|
I do nothing wrong |
|
Something |
|
I can hope for, something real that |
|
I can seeSo nothing falls apart, so this does not end |
|
I cannot return, |
|
I can't start again |
|
Nothing I can do that |
|
I have not done |
|
No words I can say, no truth left that |
|
I can seeSo must |
|
I let this end and everything fall apart |
|
Before I live my life as |
|
I have always done |
|
Tell me what to do so |
|
I do nothing wrong |
|
Something |
|
I can hope for, something real that |
|
I can seeSo nothing falls apart, so this does not end |
|
I cannot return, |
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I can't start again |
