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I have lost myself within a curse |
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And must become someone else, someone worse... |
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I have lost the track of days for a night has fallen upon me |
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A darkness too thick for all light to penetrate |
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My eyes have grown to wear the dark yet still I cannot see |
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No strength left in this shell to rise from my ill-fate |
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It feels like ages since I've last spoken |
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It feels like aeons since I last slept |
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But in this silence there is no comfort |
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Nothing to dry the rivers I have wept |
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I barely remember what joy felt like |
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Hardly recall what it was once to live |
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Drowning ever deeper into the dark despite for ages |
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This wretched soul has had nothing more to give |
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And forgive me for holding you too tight |
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That just to breathe you had push yourself away |
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And forgive me for far too long stealing your eyes |
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That without sight you were bound to walk away |
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For what is given can never be returned |
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A heart, a life, a shell now broken, incomplete |
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Like a world far too long allowed to burn |
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Nothing left to salvage, nothing left to keep |
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And forgive me for all my dreams |
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That far too long kept you awake |
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And forgive me for replacing the Sun with you |
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Leaving you in the dark, too dense for you to take |
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Now at the heart of dying, from the depths I dwell |
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I grant thee heaven, and for myself I reserve only Hell... |
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Like all flowers too fair for this world |
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Draw near the beasts to devour and to rend |
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Then how could a love far too fair for this cold world |
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Do nothing more but end |
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And in my heart the memories of those years |
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I would cherish and I would hold |
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But without one there is nothing left to do |
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But to succumb to the bleak and cold... |
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And forgive me for all my crimes |
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Unforgive me for all these lines... |
