| When your standin' at the edge of a cliff, | |
| And you got somebody that you love | |
| Standin' behind you, | |
| Tellin' you to jump. | |
| And you finally do it. | |
| That person is just as much in the wrong as you are, | |
| But I survived. | |
| It's the calm before the storm | |
| I know where you are everytime | |
| I close my eyes | |
| I'm leavin' you for now | |
| But I know where you are | |
| I'm startin' a brand new life | |
| I don't know why, | |
| But I swallowed it still. | |
| This whole bottle of pills | |
| Oh what a | |
| Hollywood thrill, | |
| And yeah it got me so ill. | |
| Just when | |
| I thought it would kill, | |
| I made it out alive and climbed this impossible hill. | |
| I was tied up to this hospital bed, | |
| When i just wanted to be dead. | |
| I don't give about what you said. | |
| With hickeys all on your neck. | |
| Who the hell taught you about respect? | |
| Did you tell them | |
| I'm runnin' outta breath? | |
| While I'm layin' dead on the desk, | |
| You can burn in hell with the rest, | |
| But I don't wish that upon you. | |
| I never wanted to harm you. | |
| I want to hate you, | |
| But you know that its hard to. | |
| Like a fool | |
| I fell in love | |
| From the moment | |
| I saw you, | |
| But you almost killed me you bitch | |
| I fuckin' hope that it haunts you. | |
| Callin' superman a bitch, | |
| Is my only kryptonite. | |
| Yeah I'll tell you man | |
| Some bitche's throat is gettin' slit tonight. | |
| I'm too fuckin' sick to die. | |
| Get it right. | |
| Nix is fly. | |
| This is why. | |
| I'ma fight to stay alive. | |
| It's the calm before the storm | |
| I know where you are everytime | |
| I close my eyes | |
| I'm leavin' you for now | |
| But I know where you are | |
| I'm startin' a brand new life | |
| I just drink my problems away. | |
| When I wake up they all remain. | |
| Then it hits me hard in the face | |
| Its gettin' harder every day, | |
| So I walk away with barely any motivation. | |
| There's something wrong with this | |
| God-forsaken rode that | |
| I'm takin'. | |
| Sometimes | |
| I just wanna buy me a hand pistol. | |
| Runnin' out shootin' at randoms like a damn schitzo, | |
| But I'm sittin here with a pad and a pencil. | |
| I'm rippin' my own hair out, | |
| Grabin' it up by the fistful. | |
| Yeah you fuckin' pussies think that you can scare me now. | |
| Scare me how? | |
| Try to kill me. | |
| I can't even kill myself. | |
| Yeah you better believe me because. | |
| I already tried. | |
| Already died. | |
| Came back to life a motherfuckin' | |
| Jesus Christ. | |
| Got a heart of steel and | |
| I'm hard to kill. | |
| Ain't gonna stop till | |
| I got a deal. | |
| When I get that | |
| I'ma want a mill. | |
| I wont disappear like a | |
| Copperfield. | |
| So you see me climbing going straight to the top, | |
| I'm lightin' up the sky and | |
| I ain't gonna stop. | |
| It's the calm before the storm. | |
| I know where you are everytime | |
| I close my eyes. | |
| I'm leavin' you for now, | |
| But I know where you are. | |
| I'm startin' a brand new life. | |
| So I know what | |
| I want. I want it all. | |
| We've made our mistakes. | |
| We needed to change. | |
| We needed to break, | |
| And even though | |
| [2x] | It takes a part of me |
| But I wont ever do this again, | |
| To any one | |
| I love Anyone | |
| [2x] | I love. |
| I'm sorry for what | |
| I've done. | |
| I want it all. | |
| It's the calm before the storm. |
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