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And you are more than just a memory the source in my identity |
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The hope in our heredity be coursing through our legacy |
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My fortress at the mercy to the forces of the enemy |
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So listen to the misery I pour into the melody |
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Christa something's wrong with me I'm losing my autonomy |
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I feel the devil wandering and ripping out song in me |
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A godless odyssey and honestly it's haunting me |
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My cardiac is hardening quality is darkening |
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A sinner dreads up upon his prison bed |
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Listen to his heart it feels as if the rhythm's dead |
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Weak like Delilah slipping scissors in his dreads |
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Redirect the breath of God to you so you could live instead |
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I thank God you never had to ponder |
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What it's like to live a life with an absent father |
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Accept my offer access my heart's wish |
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Watch every single color pass into scarlet |
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Now do me a favor baby shoot me a wager |
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And prove to me your confidence in hope ain't endangered |
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Loosely insane words I spew on this paper |
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Aimed at liberation but ain't soothing the anger |
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God I need you tell my sister |
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All I feel is that I miss her |
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Swings and slides turn rings of fire |
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My sights on the lights in the sky now fly |
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Christa watch me fly Christa watch me grow |
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Sister watch me triumph Sister watch me flow |
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These walls don't talk but they cry every night |
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I fight to survive but I die every time |
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I'm so happy and I thank the academy |
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For laughing as I play a man who battles for his sanity |
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There isn't any breath in me left |
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This is the true definition of identity theft |
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The sun above my head projects the pain within my shadow |
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The rain will spur the shame and pave the way in which I travel |
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Engraved upon my brain's your name;I need you here now |
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I take the time to pray so I could feel you near now |
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Scared to show my heart in fear that people might be sick of me |
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I know enough to know that you'd accept my inconsistency |
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Tell me that I'm loved and break it to me that I'm selfish |
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Embellished in my misery and only you could help it |
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Help me in my struggle in controlling my dysfunction |
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Help me as I recklessly indulge in my destruction |
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So hold me from this evil feeble folding to seduction |
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Lies I put my trust in;I love that I am nothing |
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Wait I hate that I am nothing And if only you were breathing |
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You'd be my freaking reason for the smile in which I sleep with |
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I need your reassurance when my hope has been defeated |
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So tell me I'll be fine and I don't care if you don't mean it |