| Song | Aberdeen |
| Artist | Kurt Cobain |
| Album | Montage Of Heck: The Home Recordings(Deluxe Soundtrack) |
| Download | Image LRC TXT |
| [00:04.44] | In the community that stresses macho male sexual stories |
| [00:07.64] | as a highlight of all conversation |
| [00:10.04] | I was an under-developed immature fat little dude |
| [00:12.78] | that never got laid |
| [00:14.07] | and was constantly razzed: |
| [00:16.58] | “Oh, poor little kid!” |
| [00:18.61] | It bothered me more so |
| [00:20.12] | because I was horny and frequently had to |
| [00:22.24] | make up stories like |
| [00:23.86] | “Uh…when I went on vacation I met this chick |
| [00:26.40] | and we ****ed and she loved it!” |
| [00:28.21] | Etcetera, etcetera… |
| [00:30.29] | This typical pubescent problem was an effector |
| [00:32.66] | during the height of my problems with my father and stepmom |
| [00:35.79] | You know, the typical wicked-stepmom story |
| [00:39.66] | And so, I moved to both grandparents and |
| [00:42.19] | four sets of aunts' and uncles' |
| [00:43.85] | and so fourth and so on within the year |
| [00:46.58] | And in eight grade |
| [00:47.32] | my mom had no choice to take me in |
| [00:49.03] | because my dad packed my stuff and |
| [00:50.56] | drove me to her house in the morning |
| [00:52.02] | and left me there |
| [00:53.80] | She was pissed |
| [00:56.60] | I accumulated quite a healthy complex |
| [00:59.21] | not to mention the complexion |
| [01:01.52] | Then one day I discover the most ultimate form |
| [01:03.71] | of expression ever—— |
| [01:05.70] | M*******a |
| [01:07.51] | Oh boy, POT! |
| [01:08.68] | I could escape all day long and not have to |
| [01:11.17] | have routine nervous breakdowns once a week |
| [01:14.39] | Only being stoned for the first few time was |
| [01:16.34] | what I claimed as sth I would do for the rest of my life |
| [01:20.05] | And I would practically do anything |
| [01:21.49] | to ensure my supply of the fantastic weed |
| [01:26.22] | Trevor was a guy I hated |
| [01:27.74] | but resorted to becoming friends with |
| [01:29.50] | because he was the only person I could get pot from |
| [01:32.55] | He was the kingpin |
| [01:34.23] | Trevor, Ace, John and Derren |
| [01:36.20] | All white-trash, lowlife scums of the earth |
| [01:38.38] | according to the jocks |
| [01:39.39] | had been going to this girl's house after school |
| [01:41.66] | and they invited me |
| [01:43.61] | We got to the door and a very fat girl let us in |
| [01:46.59] | It wasn't obvious to me for over an hour |
| [01:48.55] | that this girl seemed kind of quite |
| [01:50.70] | Until one of the guys pointed out that |
| [01:52.12] | she was in a special-ed class |
| [01:55.35] | I'm sure a lot of kids would call her a retard |
| [01:58.09] | and some just slow |
| [01:59.40] | And at this time, and still to this day |
| [02:00.84] | I would call her quiet and illiterate |
| [02:02.77] | but not retarded |
| [02:05.08] | The object of the guys |
| [02:06.00] | who had been going there for the past month |
| [02:07.74] | was to steal booze |
| [02:08.60] | from the downstairs basement den of her house |
| [02:11.78] | While others distracted her |
| [02:12.99] | by opening covers and doors |
| [02:14.32] | and returned to eat all the food |
| [02:15.86] | One would go down and take a fifth |
| [02:17.60] | and then exit out the downstairs |
| [02:20.00] | So we'd do this routine every other day |
| [02:21.58] | and got away with it for, oh, about a month |
| [02:24.38] | And during that month it happened to be |
| [02:25.96] | the epitome of my mental abuse from my mother |
| [02:28.94] | It turned out that pot didn't help me escape |
| [02:30.98] | my troubles too well anymore |
| [02:32.46] | and I was actually enjoying doing rebellious things |
| [02:34.78] | like stealing booze and busting store windows and- |
| [02:37.73] | And nothing ever mattered |
| [02:39.26] | I decided within the next month |
| [02:40.63] | I'll not sit on the roof and think about jumping |
| [02:42.67] | But I'll actually kill myself |
| [02:44.56] | And I wasn't going out from this world |
| [02:45.89] | without actually knowing what it was like to get laid |
| [02:50.38] | So one day after school |
| [02:51.28] | I went to the girl's house alone and invited myself in |
| [02:54.32] | and she offered me some twinkies |
| [02:55.89] | And I sat on her lap and I said |
| [02:57.67] | “Let's ****” |
| [02:59.68] | And I touched her t*ts and she went into her bedroom |
| [03:01.11] | and got undressed in front of me |
| [03:03.16] | And I watched and realised that |
| [03:04.33] | it was actually happening |
| [03:05.78] | So I tried to **** her but didn't know how |
| [03:07.52] | and I asked her if she had ever done this before |
| [03:10.13] | And she said “A lot of times” |
| [03:11.22] | It's mainly with her cousin |
| [03:13.41] | I got groseed out very heavily |
| [03:15.03] | with how her vagi** smelled and her sweat reeked |
| [03:17.69] | So I left |
| [03:19.28] | My conscience grew to where |
| [03:20.29] | I couldn't go to school for a week |
| [03:21.84] | and when I went back |
| [03:22.67] | I got in-house suspension for skipping |
| [03:25.01] | And that day |
| [03:25.50] | the girl's father came in and screaming |
| [03:27.26] | and accusing someone of |
| [03:28.20] | taking advantage of his daughter |
| [03:31.38] | And so during lunch, a rumour started |
| [03:32.85] | and by the next day |
| [03:34.27] | Everyone was waiting for me to |
| [03:35.57] | yell and cuss and spit at me |
| [03:36.89] | (and)callin' me “the retard-****er” |
| [03:40.41] | I coudn't handle the ridicule |
| [03:41.77] | So I got high and drunk |
| [03:43.32] | and walked down to the train tracks and laid down |
| [03:45.44] | And put two big pieces of cement |
| [03:47.01] | on my chest and legs |
| [03:47.99] | and I waited for the eleven o'clock train |
| [03:50.66] | And the train came closer and closer and closer |
| [03:52.71] | And it went on the next track besides me |
| [03:55.13] | insted of over me |
| [03:57.51] | The tension from school had an effect on me |
| [04:00.32] | and so I coudn't attend the school anymore |
| [04:02.68] | And the train scared me enough to rehabilitate myself |
| [04:05.22] | and my…My lifting weights an-and mathematics |
| [04:08.88] | seemed to be improving so I became less manically depressed |
| [04:12.00] | But still haven't had any freinds |
| [04:13.18] | because I…I hate everyone… |
| [04:16.29] | for they were so phoney |
| [00:04.44] | In the community that stresses macho male sexual stories |
| [00:07.64] | as a highlight of all conversation |
| [00:10.04] | I was an underdeveloped immature fat little dude |
| [00:12.78] | that never got laid |
| [00:14.07] | and was constantly razzed: |
| [00:16.58] | " Oh, poor little kid!" |
| [00:18.61] | It bothered me more so |
| [00:20.12] | because I was horny and frequently had to |
| [00:22.24] | make up stories like |
| [00:23.86] | " Uh when I went on vacation I met this chick |
| [00:26.40] | and we ed and she loved it!" |
| [00:28.21] | Etcetera, etcetera |
| [00:30.29] | This typical pubescent problem was an effector |
| [00:32.66] | during the height of my problems with my father and stepmom |
| [00:35.79] | You know, the typical wickedstepmom story |
| [00:39.66] | And so, I moved to both grandparents and |
| [00:42.19] | four sets of aunts' and uncles' |
| [00:43.85] | and so fourth and so on within the year |
| [00:46.58] | And in eight grade |
| [00:47.32] | my mom had no choice to take me in |
| [00:49.03] | because my dad packed my stuff and |
| [00:50.56] | drove me to her house in the morning |
| [00:52.02] | and left me there |
| [00:53.80] | She was pissed |
| [00:56.60] | I accumulated quite a healthy complex |
| [00:59.21] | not to mention the complexion |
| [01:01.52] | Then one day I discover the most ultimate form |
| [01:03.71] | of expression ever |
| [01:05.70] | M a |
| [01:07.51] | Oh boy, POT! |
| [01:08.68] | I could escape all day long and not have to |
| [01:11.17] | have routine nervous breakdowns once a week |
| [01:14.39] | Only being stoned for the first few time was |
| [01:16.34] | what I claimed as sth I would do for the rest of my life |
| [01:20.05] | And I would practically do anything |
| [01:21.49] | to ensure my supply of the fantastic weed |
| [01:26.22] | Trevor was a guy I hated |
| [01:27.74] | but resorted to becoming friends with |
| [01:29.50] | because he was the only person I could get pot from |
| [01:32.55] | He was the kingpin |
| [01:34.23] | Trevor, Ace, John and Derren |
| [01:36.20] | All whitetrash, lowlife scums of the earth |
| [01:38.38] | according to the jocks |
| [01:39.39] | had been going to this girl' s house after school |
| [01:41.66] | and they invited me |
| [01:43.61] | We got to the door and a very fat girl let us in |
| [01:46.59] | It wasn' t obvious to me for over an hour |
| [01:48.55] | that this girl seemed kind of quite |
| [01:50.70] | Until one of the guys pointed out that |
| [01:52.12] | she was in a specialed class |
| [01:55.35] | I' m sure a lot of kids would call her a retard |
| [01:58.09] | and some just slow |
| [01:59.40] | And at this time, and still to this day |
| [02:00.84] | I would call her quiet and illiterate |
| [02:02.77] | but not retarded |
| [02:05.08] | The object of the guys |
| [02:06.00] | who had been going there for the past month |
| [02:07.74] | was to steal booze |
| [02:08.60] | from the downstairs basement den of her house |
| [02:11.78] | While others distracted her |
| [02:12.99] | by opening covers and doors |
| [02:14.32] | and returned to eat all the food |
| [02:15.86] | One would go down and take a fifth |
| [02:17.60] | and then exit out the downstairs |
| [02:20.00] | So we' d do this routine every other day |
| [02:21.58] | and got away with it for, oh, about a month |
| [02:24.38] | And during that month it happened to be |
| [02:25.96] | the epitome of my mental abuse from my mother |
| [02:28.94] | It turned out that pot didn' t help me escape |
| [02:30.98] | my troubles too well anymore |
| [02:32.46] | and I was actually enjoying doing rebellious things |
| [02:34.78] | like stealing booze and busting store windows and |
| [02:37.73] | And nothing ever mattered |
| [02:39.26] | I decided within the next month |
| [02:40.63] | I' ll not sit on the roof and think about jumping |
| [02:42.67] | But I' ll actually kill myself |
| [02:44.56] | And I wasn' t going out from this world |
| [02:45.89] | without actually knowing what it was like to get laid |
| [02:50.38] | So one day after school |
| [02:51.28] | I went to the girl' s house alone and invited myself in |
| [02:54.32] | and she offered me some twinkies |
| [02:55.89] | And I sat on her lap and I said |
| [02:57.67] | " Let' s " |
| [02:59.68] | And I touched her t ts and she went into her bedroom |
| [03:01.11] | and got undressed in front of me |
| [03:03.16] | And I watched and realised that |
| [03:04.33] | it was actually happening |
| [03:05.78] | So I tried to her but didn' t know how |
| [03:07.52] | and I asked her if she had ever done this before |
| [03:10.13] | And she said " A lot of times" |
| [03:11.22] | It' s mainly with her cousin |
| [03:13.41] | I got groseed out very heavily |
| [03:15.03] | with how her vagi smelled and her sweat reeked |
| [03:17.69] | So I left |
| [03:19.28] | My conscience grew to where |
| [03:20.29] | I couldn' t go to school for a week |
| [03:21.84] | and when I went back |
| [03:22.67] | I got inhouse suspension for skipping |
| [03:25.01] | And that day |
| [03:25.50] | the girl' s father came in and screaming |
| [03:27.26] | and accusing someone of |
| [03:28.20] | taking advantage of his daughter |
| [03:31.38] | And so during lunch, a rumour started |
| [03:32.85] | and by the next day |
| [03:34.27] | Everyone was waiting for me to |
| [03:35.57] | yell and cuss and spit at me |
| [03:36.89] | and callin' me " the retard er" |
| [03:40.41] | I coudn' t handle the ridicule |
| [03:41.77] | So I got high and drunk |
| [03:43.32] | and walked down to the train tracks and laid down |
| [03:45.44] | And put two big pieces of cement |
| [03:47.01] | on my chest and legs |
| [03:47.99] | and I waited for the eleven o' clock train |
| [03:50.66] | And the train came closer and closer and closer |
| [03:52.71] | And it went on the next track besides me |
| [03:55.13] | insted of over me |
| [03:57.51] | The tension from school had an effect on me |
| [04:00.32] | and so I coudn' t attend the school anymore |
| [04:02.68] | And the train scared me enough to rehabilitate myself |
| [04:05.22] | and my My lifting weights anand mathematics |
| [04:08.88] | seemed to be improving so I became less manically depressed |
| [04:12.00] | But still haven' t had any freinds |
| [04:13.18] | because I I hate everyone |
| [04:16.29] | for they were so phoney |
| [00:04.44] | In the community that stresses macho male sexual stories |
| [00:07.64] | as a highlight of all conversation |
| [00:10.04] | I was an underdeveloped immature fat little dude |
| [00:12.78] | that never got laid |
| [00:14.07] | and was constantly razzed: |
| [00:16.58] | " Oh, poor little kid!" |
| [00:18.61] | It bothered me more so |
| [00:20.12] | because I was horny and frequently had to |
| [00:22.24] | make up stories like |
| [00:23.86] | " Uh when I went on vacation I met this chick |
| [00:26.40] | and we ed and she loved it!" |
| [00:28.21] | Etcetera, etcetera |
| [00:30.29] | This typical pubescent problem was an effector |
| [00:32.66] | during the height of my problems with my father and stepmom |
| [00:35.79] | You know, the typical wickedstepmom story |
| [00:39.66] | And so, I moved to both grandparents and |
| [00:42.19] | four sets of aunts' and uncles' |
| [00:43.85] | and so fourth and so on within the year |
| [00:46.58] | And in eight grade |
| [00:47.32] | my mom had no choice to take me in |
| [00:49.03] | because my dad packed my stuff and |
| [00:50.56] | drove me to her house in the morning |
| [00:52.02] | and left me there |
| [00:53.80] | She was pissed |
| [00:56.60] | I accumulated quite a healthy complex |
| [00:59.21] | not to mention the complexion |
| [01:01.52] | Then one day I discover the most ultimate form |
| [01:03.71] | of expression ever |
| [01:05.70] | M a |
| [01:07.51] | Oh boy, POT! |
| [01:08.68] | I could escape all day long and not have to |
| [01:11.17] | have routine nervous breakdowns once a week |
| [01:14.39] | Only being stoned for the first few time was |
| [01:16.34] | what I claimed as sth I would do for the rest of my life |
| [01:20.05] | And I would practically do anything |
| [01:21.49] | to ensure my supply of the fantastic weed |
| [01:26.22] | Trevor was a guy I hated |
| [01:27.74] | but resorted to becoming friends with |
| [01:29.50] | because he was the only person I could get pot from |
| [01:32.55] | He was the kingpin |
| [01:34.23] | Trevor, Ace, John and Derren |
| [01:36.20] | All whitetrash, lowlife scums of the earth |
| [01:38.38] | according to the jocks |
| [01:39.39] | had been going to this girl' s house after school |
| [01:41.66] | and they invited me |
| [01:43.61] | We got to the door and a very fat girl let us in |
| [01:46.59] | It wasn' t obvious to me for over an hour |
| [01:48.55] | that this girl seemed kind of quite |
| [01:50.70] | Until one of the guys pointed out that |
| [01:52.12] | she was in a specialed class |
| [01:55.35] | I' m sure a lot of kids would call her a retard |
| [01:58.09] | and some just slow |
| [01:59.40] | And at this time, and still to this day |
| [02:00.84] | I would call her quiet and illiterate |
| [02:02.77] | but not retarded |
| [02:05.08] | The object of the guys |
| [02:06.00] | who had been going there for the past month |
| [02:07.74] | was to steal booze |
| [02:08.60] | from the downstairs basement den of her house |
| [02:11.78] | While others distracted her |
| [02:12.99] | by opening covers and doors |
| [02:14.32] | and returned to eat all the food |
| [02:15.86] | One would go down and take a fifth |
| [02:17.60] | and then exit out the downstairs |
| [02:20.00] | So we' d do this routine every other day |
| [02:21.58] | and got away with it for, oh, about a month |
| [02:24.38] | And during that month it happened to be |
| [02:25.96] | the epitome of my mental abuse from my mother |
| [02:28.94] | It turned out that pot didn' t help me escape |
| [02:30.98] | my troubles too well anymore |
| [02:32.46] | and I was actually enjoying doing rebellious things |
| [02:34.78] | like stealing booze and busting store windows and |
| [02:37.73] | And nothing ever mattered |
| [02:39.26] | I decided within the next month |
| [02:40.63] | I' ll not sit on the roof and think about jumping |
| [02:42.67] | But I' ll actually kill myself |
| [02:44.56] | And I wasn' t going out from this world |
| [02:45.89] | without actually knowing what it was like to get laid |
| [02:50.38] | So one day after school |
| [02:51.28] | I went to the girl' s house alone and invited myself in |
| [02:54.32] | and she offered me some twinkies |
| [02:55.89] | And I sat on her lap and I said |
| [02:57.67] | " Let' s " |
| [02:59.68] | And I touched her t ts and she went into her bedroom |
| [03:01.11] | and got undressed in front of me |
| [03:03.16] | And I watched and realised that |
| [03:04.33] | it was actually happening |
| [03:05.78] | So I tried to her but didn' t know how |
| [03:07.52] | and I asked her if she had ever done this before |
| [03:10.13] | And she said " A lot of times" |
| [03:11.22] | It' s mainly with her cousin |
| [03:13.41] | I got groseed out very heavily |
| [03:15.03] | with how her vagi smelled and her sweat reeked |
| [03:17.69] | So I left |
| [03:19.28] | My conscience grew to where |
| [03:20.29] | I couldn' t go to school for a week |
| [03:21.84] | and when I went back |
| [03:22.67] | I got inhouse suspension for skipping |
| [03:25.01] | And that day |
| [03:25.50] | the girl' s father came in and screaming |
| [03:27.26] | and accusing someone of |
| [03:28.20] | taking advantage of his daughter |
| [03:31.38] | And so during lunch, a rumour started |
| [03:32.85] | and by the next day |
| [03:34.27] | Everyone was waiting for me to |
| [03:35.57] | yell and cuss and spit at me |
| [03:36.89] | and callin' me " the retard er" |
| [03:40.41] | I coudn' t handle the ridicule |
| [03:41.77] | So I got high and drunk |
| [03:43.32] | and walked down to the train tracks and laid down |
| [03:45.44] | And put two big pieces of cement |
| [03:47.01] | on my chest and legs |
| [03:47.99] | and I waited for the eleven o' clock train |
| [03:50.66] | And the train came closer and closer and closer |
| [03:52.71] | And it went on the next track besides me |
| [03:55.13] | insted of over me |
| [03:57.51] | The tension from school had an effect on me |
| [04:00.32] | and so I coudn' t attend the school anymore |
| [04:02.68] | And the train scared me enough to rehabilitate myself |
| [04:05.22] | and my My lifting weights anand mathematics |
| [04:08.88] | seemed to be improving so I became less manically depressed |
| [04:12.00] | But still haven' t had any freinds |
| [04:13.18] | because I I hate everyone |
| [04:16.29] | for they were so phoney |