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Sometimes I try not to hate myself |
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For everything I never said |
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When you were here |
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And so I'm burning up photographs |
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Of what was a perfect past |
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'Cause I'm still here |
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But I'm barely holding on |
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Where did I go wrong |
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Choking on the difference |
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Between me and the world |
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And ever since you've been gone |
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I've been torn apart |
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I know that you can't hear me but |
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I'm still hurt |
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And I wish you were here |
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It's so hard that I try to bury it |
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Pretend that you didn't exist |
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So I can be strong |
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But I feel sick |
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And I feel diseased |
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'Cause everyone abandons me |
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And I can't move along |
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'Cause I'm barely holding on |
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Where did I go wrong |
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Choking on the difference |
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Between me and the world |
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And ever since you've been gone |
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I've been torn apart |
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I know that you can't hear me but |
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I'm still hurt |
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And I wish you were here |
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I can not pretend you didn't exist |
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Misery is just a state of mind |
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Hiding from the world's no way to live |
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So I'll convince myself that I'll be fine |
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I'll be fine |
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But since I lost you I'm barely holding on |
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Where did I go wrong |
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Choking on the difference between |
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Me and the world |
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And ever since you've been gone |
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I've been torn apart |
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I know that you can't hear me but |
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I'm still hurt |
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So I look up to the stars |
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And wonder out loud |
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Why everything I had in life |
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Has fallen from my arms |
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Can you even hear this song? |
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I'm screaming at the clouds |
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Screaming to a galaxy |
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That never cared at all |
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That I need you here |