| Song | Worthless Recluse |
| Artist | Jandek |
| Album | Worthless Recluse |
| Download | Image LRC TXT |
| Worthless recluse | |
| Bang, pow, steel, muscle, k | |
| What worse, | |
| I’m alone | |
| Grown the bane of not being interested in the plate they passed to you | |
| All the pleasure spots in the city | |
| And if I walk in, my person screams | |
| I’m obviously out of place | |
| My shoes don’t kick one over the other | |
| So much as they used to | |
| I’m here, | |
| God knows it | |
| But where are you | |
| The object of my satisfaction? | |
| But this solitude doesn’t agree with anyone | |
| What’s my name? | |
| Go, and be alone, and stop crying | |
| Well it’s not any fun | |
| And I look at myself being busy | |
| And I know | |
| I’m putting something off | |
| What is it? | |
| I remember being alive | |
| In the cold northern cities | |
| I didn’t need to think if | |
| I were interested | |
| Eight-thirty wasn’t too late | |
| And I look at my lonely bed | |
| Where once in my life | |
| I shared it regular | |
| Oooooh, the years, and the time | |
| These memories that keep me going | |
| From one activity to another | |
| Well I don’t know which is the real life | |
| What I do actively | |
| Or when my thoughts are lost in time | |
| My new house, in elegant comfort, is one thing | |
| But being huddled in red, blue, and orange | |
| Cracks in the walls, wind whistling | |
| I’ll not ever forget | |
| And your face behind the flowers | |
| Somehow branded to my half-life | |
| Which may take over yet | |
| Consciously | |
| I play the game of making money | |
| Back in my brain, is the cold northern cities | |
| And the cold that makes me jump up and down | |
| I just can’t seem to kill this pain today | |
| I can’t afford to do me in | |
| And it makes me wonder whoever is happy in this world | |
| I can’t see them, are they there? | |
| The supermarkets are always jam packed, the acceptable way | |
| I got a big frame, born with it, sure do need a side of beef 42 heads of lettuce, 888 potatoes | |
| And all the apple pies my | |
| Mack truck can drive away with | |
| Cure all, better than a bandage | |
| Better than the blue | |
| Better even than | |
| TV Oh oh, here comes the pain | |
| Break out a barrel of cheese | |
| Yep, we got ours | |
| Ooh, coming on years since | |
| I met you | |
| Half the time | |
| I saw you | |
| Half the time one of your eyes looked past my shoulder | |
| What was there? | |
| Was it better than my eyes? | |
| When you let me see you | |
| Nothing looked better | |
| Even, unfortunate or not, me | |
| Maybe that’s why now, | |
| I view myself in the dream | |
| And finding myself, and it hurts | |
| And the dream is more fun | |
| Anything beats the pain of being me and knowing | |
| I’m alone | |
| And putting off doing something, whatever it is | |
| I guess, something, like | |
| Living in northern city doorways | |
| Heading north, to the woods, to clean earth (?) | |
| Back where the police invite you to | |
| The back seat of their car, check you out | |
| Why can’t | |
| I shave and do my part to build man’s home? | |
| Where do you live, man? | |
| Do you really live here? | |
| Why does my dream keep forgetting that? | |
| Power, let’s build power | |
| I guess it spreads the | |
| English language | |
| Communication, no more tribes with shrunken heads | |
| It’s inevitable, it’s my playground | |
| But I have to be serious | |
| Step into the car, mister. | |
| What are you? | |
| I’m a little boy, | |
| I don’t wanna be big | |
| I’ll act out my part, and lean on my half-life | |
| In times of trouble, or when it’s just there | |
| What else can | |
| I do? Except be a man, and visit ice castle | |
| And live on rocks even if it is cement | |
| And anything’s better than all this dirt and grass | |
| So far from the woods, give me cement and wall to wall people | |
| Let me know where | |
| I am Or show me the way to the woods | |
| Wearing deerskin shoes, and carrying a club | |
| Or walking naked on top the snow, light as the air | |
| Black leather head to toe | |
| With some place to go. | |
| I wanna be where no time is the wrong time | |
| Where everything falls in place | |
| Like fiber-optics, ultrasonic waves, and control systems | |
| Control is the name of the game | |
| Lord God, let me get it down | |
| When I get it to a fine | |
| T, it’s gone | |
| Let it build to perfection, and stay | |
| Oh well, take off | |
| Target eternal light, all systems go. | |
| Satisfaction | |
| Maybe then this worthless recluse can carry a torch | |
| Look, I’m a human | |
| But I’m something supernatural | |
| The dream gives light | |
| Listen all you dead and dying | |
| Don’t be afraid | |
| If it hurts, let it die | |
| The Easter lily blooms | |
| Its smell surrounds the table | |
| An unforgettable presence, an ominous sight | |
| The purple foil covers the vase pot | |
| Casting reflections through the diffused light | |
| Such beauty and awesome fragrance | |
| Who ever thought they could remove this sanctuary | |
| I don’t like fighting, especially when | |
| I’m fighting me | |
| I’m staying up late and | |
| I don’t really know why | |
| I hope I can live till tomorrow and the next day without eating | |
| I’m fed up with eating for a while | |
| I know it, it’s only weakness | |
| That binds me at the supermarket counter | |
| Trading green paper for something to do | |
| Blessed are the sociable, that say stupid things | |
| And get close to their neighbors | |
| It takes a worthless recluse to shrink from groups | |
| It takes a half-hearted chicken recluse | |
| To live among people | |
| The best of them disappear | |
| And that’s what it’s all about | |
| That’s why | |
| I can’t make it | |
| I’m not strong enough to disappear | |
| It takes a supernatural being to disappear | |
| I’m not that good | |
| This human thing in me wants me to be a hero | |
| I want people to think | |
| I’m great | |
| I want people giving me so much money | |
| That I have an airplane, a boat and car and house that’s everywhere | |
| And the network to support all this | |
| So where is it? | |
| Stuck in the dream, because | |
| I don’t have the courage to disappear | |
| I know it’s the only way to salvation, but | |
| The old nag human me still wants to play with money, people and things | |
| To make a name in the world | |
| Disappearing to | |
| God’s eye | |
| And away from the eye of the world | |
| Is the big step | |
| Weaklings like me have to hang around, and play, and fudge, and delay | |
| For fear of the big step | |
| I’m just lucky | |
| I even know about it | |
| The only reason | |
| I do know | |
| Is I begged god to tell me about it | |
| On my knees, screaming with pain | |
| On the sixth floor, in | |
| New York City | |
| So I’m telling you about it | |
| Everyone doesn’t have to live in northern doorways | |
| To take the big step | |
| Or go to the woods, or ice | |
| We all have our way to go, but everyone knows | |
| Now that I’m telling you | |
| That there is something to do | |
| A big step to take | |
| Into the eye of | |
| God Play human if you have to | |
| But at least know | |
| And don’t kid yourself | |
| Behind that big piece of delicious poison | |
| All you dead and dying | |
| Disappear to your own eye | |
| So that you don’t see yourself | |
| Live the half-life | |
| Step inside the dream |
| Worthless recluse | |
| Bang, pow, steel, muscle, k | |
| What worse, | |
| I' m alone | |
| Grown the bane of not being interested in the plate they passed to you | |
| All the pleasure spots in the city | |
| And if I walk in, my person screams | |
| I' m obviously out of place | |
| My shoes don' t kick one over the other | |
| So much as they used to | |
| I' m here, | |
| God knows it | |
| But where are you | |
| The object of my satisfaction? | |
| But this solitude doesn' t agree with anyone | |
| What' s my name? | |
| Go, and be alone, and stop crying | |
| Well it' s not any fun | |
| And I look at myself being busy | |
| And I know | |
| I' m putting something off | |
| What is it? | |
| I remember being alive | |
| In the cold northern cities | |
| I didn' t need to think if | |
| I were interested | |
| Eightthirty wasn' t too late | |
| And I look at my lonely bed | |
| Where once in my life | |
| I shared it regular | |
| Oooooh, the years, and the time | |
| These memories that keep me going | |
| From one activity to another | |
| Well I don' t know which is the real life | |
| What I do actively | |
| Or when my thoughts are lost in time | |
| My new house, in elegant comfort, is one thing | |
| But being huddled in red, blue, and orange | |
| Cracks in the walls, wind whistling | |
| I' ll not ever forget | |
| And your face behind the flowers | |
| Somehow branded to my halflife | |
| Which may take over yet | |
| Consciously | |
| I play the game of making money | |
| Back in my brain, is the cold northern cities | |
| And the cold that makes me jump up and down | |
| I just can' t seem to kill this pain today | |
| I can' t afford to do me in | |
| And it makes me wonder whoever is happy in this world | |
| I can' t see them, are they there? | |
| The supermarkets are always jam packed, the acceptable way | |
| I got a big frame, born with it, sure do need a side of beef 42 heads of lettuce, 888 potatoes | |
| And all the apple pies my | |
| Mack truck can drive away with | |
| Cure all, better than a bandage | |
| Better than the blue | |
| Better even than | |
| TV Oh oh, here comes the pain | |
| Break out a barrel of cheese | |
| Yep, we got ours | |
| Ooh, coming on years since | |
| I met you | |
| Half the time | |
| I saw you | |
| Half the time one of your eyes looked past my shoulder | |
| What was there? | |
| Was it better than my eyes? | |
| When you let me see you | |
| Nothing looked better | |
| Even, unfortunate or not, me | |
| Maybe that' s why now, | |
| I view myself in the dream | |
| And finding myself, and it hurts | |
| And the dream is more fun | |
| Anything beats the pain of being me and knowing | |
| I' m alone | |
| And putting off doing something, whatever it is | |
| I guess, something, like | |
| Living in northern city doorways | |
| Heading north, to the woods, to clean earth ? | |
| Back where the police invite you to | |
| The back seat of their car, check you out | |
| Why can' t | |
| I shave and do my part to build man' s home? | |
| Where do you live, man? | |
| Do you really live here? | |
| Why does my dream keep forgetting that? | |
| Power, let' s build power | |
| I guess it spreads the | |
| English language | |
| Communication, no more tribes with shrunken heads | |
| It' s inevitable, it' s my playground | |
| But I have to be serious | |
| Step into the car, mister. | |
| What are you? | |
| I' m a little boy, | |
| I don' t wanna be big | |
| I' ll act out my part, and lean on my halflife | |
| In times of trouble, or when it' s just there | |
| What else can | |
| I do? Except be a man, and visit ice castle | |
| And live on rocks even if it is cement | |
| And anything' s better than all this dirt and grass | |
| So far from the woods, give me cement and wall to wall people | |
| Let me know where | |
| I am Or show me the way to the woods | |
| Wearing deerskin shoes, and carrying a club | |
| Or walking naked on top the snow, light as the air | |
| Black leather head to toe | |
| With some place to go. | |
| I wanna be where no time is the wrong time | |
| Where everything falls in place | |
| Like fiberoptics, ultrasonic waves, and control systems | |
| Control is the name of the game | |
| Lord God, let me get it down | |
| When I get it to a fine | |
| T, it' s gone | |
| Let it build to perfection, and stay | |
| Oh well, take off | |
| Target eternal light, all systems go. | |
| Satisfaction | |
| Maybe then this worthless recluse can carry a torch | |
| Look, I' m a human | |
| But I' m something supernatural | |
| The dream gives light | |
| Listen all you dead and dying | |
| Don' t be afraid | |
| If it hurts, let it die | |
| The Easter lily blooms | |
| Its smell surrounds the table | |
| An unforgettable presence, an ominous sight | |
| The purple foil covers the vase pot | |
| Casting reflections through the diffused light | |
| Such beauty and awesome fragrance | |
| Who ever thought they could remove this sanctuary | |
| I don' t like fighting, especially when | |
| I' m fighting me | |
| I' m staying up late and | |
| I don' t really know why | |
| I hope I can live till tomorrow and the next day without eating | |
| I' m fed up with eating for a while | |
| I know it, it' s only weakness | |
| That binds me at the supermarket counter | |
| Trading green paper for something to do | |
| Blessed are the sociable, that say stupid things | |
| And get close to their neighbors | |
| It takes a worthless recluse to shrink from groups | |
| It takes a halfhearted chicken recluse | |
| To live among people | |
| The best of them disappear | |
| And that' s what it' s all about | |
| That' s why | |
| I can' t make it | |
| I' m not strong enough to disappear | |
| It takes a supernatural being to disappear | |
| I' m not that good | |
| This human thing in me wants me to be a hero | |
| I want people to think | |
| I' m great | |
| I want people giving me so much money | |
| That I have an airplane, a boat and car and house that' s everywhere | |
| And the network to support all this | |
| So where is it? | |
| Stuck in the dream, because | |
| I don' t have the courage to disappear | |
| I know it' s the only way to salvation, but | |
| The old nag human me still wants to play with money, people and things | |
| To make a name in the world | |
| Disappearing to | |
| God' s eye | |
| And away from the eye of the world | |
| Is the big step | |
| Weaklings like me have to hang around, and play, and fudge, and delay | |
| For fear of the big step | |
| I' m just lucky | |
| I even know about it | |
| The only reason | |
| I do know | |
| Is I begged god to tell me about it | |
| On my knees, screaming with pain | |
| On the sixth floor, in | |
| New York City | |
| So I' m telling you about it | |
| Everyone doesn' t have to live in northern doorways | |
| To take the big step | |
| Or go to the woods, or ice | |
| We all have our way to go, but everyone knows | |
| Now that I' m telling you | |
| That there is something to do | |
| A big step to take | |
| Into the eye of | |
| God Play human if you have to | |
| But at least know | |
| And don' t kid yourself | |
| Behind that big piece of delicious poison | |
| All you dead and dying | |
| Disappear to your own eye | |
| So that you don' t see yourself | |
| Live the halflife | |
| Step inside the dream |
| Worthless recluse | |
| Bang, pow, steel, muscle, k | |
| What worse, | |
| I' m alone | |
| Grown the bane of not being interested in the plate they passed to you | |
| All the pleasure spots in the city | |
| And if I walk in, my person screams | |
| I' m obviously out of place | |
| My shoes don' t kick one over the other | |
| So much as they used to | |
| I' m here, | |
| God knows it | |
| But where are you | |
| The object of my satisfaction? | |
| But this solitude doesn' t agree with anyone | |
| What' s my name? | |
| Go, and be alone, and stop crying | |
| Well it' s not any fun | |
| And I look at myself being busy | |
| And I know | |
| I' m putting something off | |
| What is it? | |
| I remember being alive | |
| In the cold northern cities | |
| I didn' t need to think if | |
| I were interested | |
| Eightthirty wasn' t too late | |
| And I look at my lonely bed | |
| Where once in my life | |
| I shared it regular | |
| Oooooh, the years, and the time | |
| These memories that keep me going | |
| From one activity to another | |
| Well I don' t know which is the real life | |
| What I do actively | |
| Or when my thoughts are lost in time | |
| My new house, in elegant comfort, is one thing | |
| But being huddled in red, blue, and orange | |
| Cracks in the walls, wind whistling | |
| I' ll not ever forget | |
| And your face behind the flowers | |
| Somehow branded to my halflife | |
| Which may take over yet | |
| Consciously | |
| I play the game of making money | |
| Back in my brain, is the cold northern cities | |
| And the cold that makes me jump up and down | |
| I just can' t seem to kill this pain today | |
| I can' t afford to do me in | |
| And it makes me wonder whoever is happy in this world | |
| I can' t see them, are they there? | |
| The supermarkets are always jam packed, the acceptable way | |
| I got a big frame, born with it, sure do need a side of beef 42 heads of lettuce, 888 potatoes | |
| And all the apple pies my | |
| Mack truck can drive away with | |
| Cure all, better than a bandage | |
| Better than the blue | |
| Better even than | |
| TV Oh oh, here comes the pain | |
| Break out a barrel of cheese | |
| Yep, we got ours | |
| Ooh, coming on years since | |
| I met you | |
| Half the time | |
| I saw you | |
| Half the time one of your eyes looked past my shoulder | |
| What was there? | |
| Was it better than my eyes? | |
| When you let me see you | |
| Nothing looked better | |
| Even, unfortunate or not, me | |
| Maybe that' s why now, | |
| I view myself in the dream | |
| And finding myself, and it hurts | |
| And the dream is more fun | |
| Anything beats the pain of being me and knowing | |
| I' m alone | |
| And putting off doing something, whatever it is | |
| I guess, something, like | |
| Living in northern city doorways | |
| Heading north, to the woods, to clean earth ? | |
| Back where the police invite you to | |
| The back seat of their car, check you out | |
| Why can' t | |
| I shave and do my part to build man' s home? | |
| Where do you live, man? | |
| Do you really live here? | |
| Why does my dream keep forgetting that? | |
| Power, let' s build power | |
| I guess it spreads the | |
| English language | |
| Communication, no more tribes with shrunken heads | |
| It' s inevitable, it' s my playground | |
| But I have to be serious | |
| Step into the car, mister. | |
| What are you? | |
| I' m a little boy, | |
| I don' t wanna be big | |
| I' ll act out my part, and lean on my halflife | |
| In times of trouble, or when it' s just there | |
| What else can | |
| I do? Except be a man, and visit ice castle | |
| And live on rocks even if it is cement | |
| And anything' s better than all this dirt and grass | |
| So far from the woods, give me cement and wall to wall people | |
| Let me know where | |
| I am Or show me the way to the woods | |
| Wearing deerskin shoes, and carrying a club | |
| Or walking naked on top the snow, light as the air | |
| Black leather head to toe | |
| With some place to go. | |
| I wanna be where no time is the wrong time | |
| Where everything falls in place | |
| Like fiberoptics, ultrasonic waves, and control systems | |
| Control is the name of the game | |
| Lord God, let me get it down | |
| When I get it to a fine | |
| T, it' s gone | |
| Let it build to perfection, and stay | |
| Oh well, take off | |
| Target eternal light, all systems go. | |
| Satisfaction | |
| Maybe then this worthless recluse can carry a torch | |
| Look, I' m a human | |
| But I' m something supernatural | |
| The dream gives light | |
| Listen all you dead and dying | |
| Don' t be afraid | |
| If it hurts, let it die | |
| The Easter lily blooms | |
| Its smell surrounds the table | |
| An unforgettable presence, an ominous sight | |
| The purple foil covers the vase pot | |
| Casting reflections through the diffused light | |
| Such beauty and awesome fragrance | |
| Who ever thought they could remove this sanctuary | |
| I don' t like fighting, especially when | |
| I' m fighting me | |
| I' m staying up late and | |
| I don' t really know why | |
| I hope I can live till tomorrow and the next day without eating | |
| I' m fed up with eating for a while | |
| I know it, it' s only weakness | |
| That binds me at the supermarket counter | |
| Trading green paper for something to do | |
| Blessed are the sociable, that say stupid things | |
| And get close to their neighbors | |
| It takes a worthless recluse to shrink from groups | |
| It takes a halfhearted chicken recluse | |
| To live among people | |
| The best of them disappear | |
| And that' s what it' s all about | |
| That' s why | |
| I can' t make it | |
| I' m not strong enough to disappear | |
| It takes a supernatural being to disappear | |
| I' m not that good | |
| This human thing in me wants me to be a hero | |
| I want people to think | |
| I' m great | |
| I want people giving me so much money | |
| That I have an airplane, a boat and car and house that' s everywhere | |
| And the network to support all this | |
| So where is it? | |
| Stuck in the dream, because | |
| I don' t have the courage to disappear | |
| I know it' s the only way to salvation, but | |
| The old nag human me still wants to play with money, people and things | |
| To make a name in the world | |
| Disappearing to | |
| God' s eye | |
| And away from the eye of the world | |
| Is the big step | |
| Weaklings like me have to hang around, and play, and fudge, and delay | |
| For fear of the big step | |
| I' m just lucky | |
| I even know about it | |
| The only reason | |
| I do know | |
| Is I begged god to tell me about it | |
| On my knees, screaming with pain | |
| On the sixth floor, in | |
| New York City | |
| So I' m telling you about it | |
| Everyone doesn' t have to live in northern doorways | |
| To take the big step | |
| Or go to the woods, or ice | |
| We all have our way to go, but everyone knows | |
| Now that I' m telling you | |
| That there is something to do | |
| A big step to take | |
| Into the eye of | |
| God Play human if you have to | |
| But at least know | |
| And don' t kid yourself | |
| Behind that big piece of delicious poison | |
| All you dead and dying | |
| Disappear to your own eye | |
| So that you don' t see yourself | |
| Live the halflife | |
| Step inside the dream |