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Age ten I began to understand |
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that throughout life there would be no end to strugglin' |
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but then again what can you comprehend |
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with no one to trust or on whom i could depend |
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but here I am now stand and adult |
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I gotta be responsible and it is my fault |
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for my present situation |
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even though I wasn't taught on how to handle what I'm facin' |
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I'm gonna make it happen |
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bump procrastination today is now so nows become my destination |
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waitin' on the voice of God for where to go and |
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I'll put my hope in you I'll say to no man |
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Rest easy easy I say I say whom shall I fear |
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are you too good for this |
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what makes you the better man |
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one moment as the other man would change that whatever man mentality |
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let's see all sides of reality so what's your take on normality |
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cuz I don't see what you see and you don't see as I do |
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what might be the norm for me is abnormal to you |
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so I won't front to know all because only God does |
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but I do know where I've been what I've seen and who I was |
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and who I am now and on the path that I'm headed |
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with so much to be proud of but yet so much I've regretted |
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but yet n' still yahweh you fulfill where I lack |
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put me on the right track and tell me never look back |
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long awaited and much anticipated |
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is the day when I can look back and thank the good Lord that I made it |
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but then I think to myself what is really makin' it |
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what's my level of success and who's the one ratin' it |
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see I don't want to live life just waitin' to go |
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nah I want to live well excel and grow I'm sayin' though |
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I want to live life to the fullest while some wait and vegetate I state nonsense that's foolish |
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see through the years I've now come to understand that no one can make it happen better for me than God can |
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so I'll wait on no man only You, God |
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I'll hide nothin cuz you can see through me fascade |
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so no since in frontin' I come as I am |
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even though the world doesn't yahweh you understand |
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so I'll give you all every aspect n' element happy occasions to the waste of time spent |
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lookin' for substance anything to fill |
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the void of guidance that's only found in your will for me |
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so willfully I give in and in return I now have a reason for livin' |
