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broken reality theres no means of escape |
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broken reality lookin' to leave this mind-state |
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but the more that i leave the harder it seems i come back |
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now im livin' out these lies that i call my trap |
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and i call it that cuz i didnt do this intentionaly |
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what i now call my trap i used to call my fantasy |
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and why do we fantasize in order to leave the reality |
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of not being able to relate personally or socially |
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somtimes i wonder what it would feel like to be respected |
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but until then i'll dream about bein' accepted |
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i wonder what it would feel like to be respected |
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all wrong no right no one no sun no light this life this fight i'll hide |
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inside no matter where you go you cant escape whats inside. |
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man somebody get me out of this place |
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of loneliness hopelessness depression and disgrace |
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at this pace i'm on the verge of self-destruction |
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with nothin' to go on but my self instruction |
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so what does that leave me |
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i try to communicate with the world but none of you out |
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there could perceive me |
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so instead of words i began to express through actions |
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so anger n rage become my mere satisfaction |
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hate fills my being i'm seeing no means of release |
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so i escape into my fantasy where i live in peace |
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here i can be anybody i want to here i can be anybody i choose too |
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here in this place i feel good theres no restriction this place |
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is so good that its becoming my addiction |
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(chorus) |
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i say im not lost but why am i searching |
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i say pain dont fade me but then again why am i hurtin |
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i say i wont show emotion but yet |
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i cant hide these eyes that have been stained by tears |
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i say i cant be help back but yet ive been in the same place for years |
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i say i wanna go free but something keeps me bound |
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i say i wanna go higher but my feet havent left the ground |
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man i told ya'll i didnt care but then again why is my heart so heavy |
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i told the world to bring it but deep down i knew i wasnt ready |
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i said i couldnt be deceived meanwhile im walking into the same old traps |
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i said i couldnt be broke as i watch my world collapse |
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watch my world collapse |
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no matter where you go you cant escape whats inside |
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no matter where you go you cant escape whats inside |
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no matter where you go you cant escape whats inside |
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no matter where i go |
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(repeat 2x) |
