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So I'm waiting for this test to end |
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So these lighter days can soon begin |
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I'll be alone by maybe more carefree |
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Like a kite that floats so effortlessly |
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I was afraid to be alone |
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Now I'm scared that's how I like to be |
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All the faces none the same |
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How can there be so many personalities |
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So many lifeless empty hands |
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So many hearts in great demand |
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And now my sorrow seems to far away |
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Until I'm taken by these bolts of pain |
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But I turn them off and tuck them away till these rainy days that make them stay |
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And then I'll cry so hard to these sad songs |
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And the words still ring, once here now gone |
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And they echo through my head everyday |
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And I don't think they'll ever go away |
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Just like tihnking of your childhood home |
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But we cant go back were on our own |
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Oh, |
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But I'm about to give this one more shot |
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And find it in myself |
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Ill find it in myself |
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So were speeding towards that time of year |
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To the day that marks your not here |
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And I think I'll want to be alone |
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So please understand that I don't answer the phone |
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I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls |
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Untill I can see nothing at all |
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Only particles some fast some slow |
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All I can see is all I know |
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Ohh.. |
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But I'm about to give this one more shot |
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And find it in myself |
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I'll find it in myself |
