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Know it's been a long time, I hear you're doing just fine |
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Graduated, got a job and you've been working a grind |
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You're never looking behind |
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I know you never found me crossing your mind |
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But I'd be lying if you didn't cross mine |
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From time to time, I see some of your pictures online |
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"Kindest Regards" was hard, I left my heart on the line |
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I wrote a song for you, took a couple months of my time |
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How can you praise him for flowers and a bottle of wine? |
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You'll never be mine, remember the time I came to see you? |
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I thought it would just be you, but there's twelve other people |
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You see, there was never "We", so we could never be a sequel |
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Thought it might've been a date that day, did anything to see you |
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But I'm nothing more than nothing, you're bluffing saying you care |
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Our only real connection is memories that we share |
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I would never try to blame you, cause blaming you isn't fair |
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Not that you care, the stress is really starting to wear |
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And in my music, I took our story and I used it |
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Don't care how you were feeling, I'm busy dropping my new shit |
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Know people gonna love it, I'm buzzing after I do it |
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I'm gifted with the curse of honesty and the truth is |
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I loved you more than words, I didn't know how to prove it |
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Can't tell you that in person, but always could through my music |
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Everyone who said they cared isn't there, now I'm confused |
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I'm broken and bruised, lonely, open, empty, and stupid, and still I |
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I thought I had it all figured out |
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No, you would never fall for me now |
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I wonder if you wonder why I'm never around |
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I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I'm doing right now |
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You can hear the pain in my sound |
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Laughed as I fell to the ground |
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I wonder if you wonder why I'm never around |
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I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I'm doing right now |
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And I can't lie, it hurt a little when you said you didn't want me |
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To know I never tried is what continues to haunt me |
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Every pic I see is you and him, his Twitter trying to taunt me |
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You think I let it go? This is old and exhausting |
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Some offspring, family in a house is what I thought about |
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Sometimes I wonder if he'll get that now |
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See, we know that you picked a different path |
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Me, I picked a different route |
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And I can't help but laugh at how this all played out |
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You're over me now, I'm hoping you found only the best |
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Remember when we used to rap that Kanye West? |
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"Graduation" in rotation 'cause you liked that best |
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And back then I didn't want you, now look, I'm a mess |
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I open my chest and through me you can see no spine |
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My profile pic and lyrics I've been hiding behind |
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It looks like you found the love that I was hoping to find |
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The only you I love's the one that I create in my mind, and still I |
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I thought I had it all figured out |
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No, you would never fall for me now |
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I wonder if you wonder why I'm never around |
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I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I'm doing right now |
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You can hear the pain in my sound |
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Laughed as I fell to the ground |
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I wonder if you wonder why I'm never around |
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I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I'm doing right now |
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I thought I had it all figured out |
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No, you would never fall for me now |
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I wonder if you wonder why I'm never around |
| [02:40.18] |
I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I'm doing right now |
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You can hear the pain in my sound |
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Laughed as I fell to the ground |
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I wonder if you wonder why I'm never around |
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I wonder if you, I wonder if you wonder what I'm doing right now |
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I often wonder if you ever did care |
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I wonder why in my mind is the only time you ever were there |
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See, we were friends, but that felt more like pretend |
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This year is awfully clear, the real us is what I fear |
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The one where we were only friends and I acted like we dated |
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And nowadays our conversation is, "Hey, happy belated" |
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And every song I wrote for you, you know you actually hate it |
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Because you realize that you never felt the same when you played it |
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You never cared if I made it, that's why I waited, you know me |
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See, all the love that I've been getting through my phone feels phony |
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I rhyme a couple words together, every girl want to blow me |
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We're in a world full of people, yet I'm feeling so lonely |
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If only I could tell myself there's plenty fish in the sea |
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But see, the sea if full of sharks, fake guppies, and greed |
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And as I find myself drowning while I'm fighting to breathe |
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I realize that I'm in love with what I thought we could be |
