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The people around me |
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Keeps getting older and older |
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I'm thinking if it's me |
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That has fallen out of the track |
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The wives and the children |
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Has never been close for me |
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But now I'm in panic |
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So afraid of falling behind |
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So afraid of falling behind |
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I'm afraid of falling behind |
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I'm thirty plus something |
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I should have gotten further in life |
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But I'm still here stomping |
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Like I was fourteen or something |
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I think of the future |
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I can't see anything changing |
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This life that's before me |
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I don't wanna do it again |
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I don't wanna do it again |
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I just don't want to do it again |
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I'm waiting for something |
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But nothing happens if I don't get it done myself |
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I'm too shy, I'm stuck here |
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I'm trying to reach out |
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But all I do is done out of my normal self |
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This heart won't give up yet |
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I'm still here in panic |
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Thinking I could be better at something |
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This life is not ment for |
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Thinking 'bout what's never been done |
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This weight that's upon me |
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Soon has to be lifted away |
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Or else I'll go under |
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I don't want to be here no more |
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I don't want to be here no more |
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I just don't want to be here no more |